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Rachel was sat watching the football game, she was there for her brother but she couldn't keep her eyes off Finn.

"Here we go everyone only one minute left! Puckerman and Hudson have been on fire tonight." The commentator spoke through the microphone.

Rachel was there, looking at her brother giving the ball to Finn as he tried to make his shot. Rachel held her breathe and what was supposed to last half a second lasted forever. "Make the shot Finn." She whispered to herself following the ball.

"That's it they've won the game!" The commentator shouted while Rachel jumped up and down with joy.

Rachel let some tears of happiness fall from her cheeks! Finally her brother made it and Finn also did. Rachel felt so proud.

Rachel and Finn had only broke up a month ago and it was still so hard for her to see him, Rachel looked at Finn who had every girl surrounding him with Brittanny right their. Rachel was sure they were sleeping with each over again and every time she thought that it broke her heart even more.

She got more and more happier knowing she was leaving soon. She new this would be a fresh start for her.

It was quite hard to be civil with Finn in front of others, especially her brother who was still being quite hard on her. She still couldn't believe he hadn't come around by now. He did tell her they were okay, but she knew he was relationship isn't what it used to be and it never will be again.

She was still sat there, sat while they were all up running around and hugging each over with joy. She did want to go down and hug Finn, to tell him how proud she was and that it deserved it, but she knew she couldn't do that. No, instead she would just go home and would imagining him with everybody at the party that they will be having at Finn's tonight. He was back to the old Finn now, the arrogant, whore.

Rachel shook her head and laughed, she took her bag and gave a quick look to Quinn who was in Sam's arms and smiled. Quinn finally found someone who she trusted and they were perfect for each over.

"I can't wait for tonight!" A voice said stood behind Rachel.

Rachel turned around to face the person, she knew who it was. "And why are you telling me that Britanny?" She asked calmly knowing that getting upset was pointless now, and she knew it would make Britanny happier.

"Oh you know.." Britanny shrugged with a cocky smile. "He is going to be so happy,,, he is going to take me to heaven." She added knowing how much it was going to hurt Rachel.

Rachel gave a quick look in Finn's direction. He was talking to Thomas. She looked back to Britanny and nodded. "You two have fun." She said smiling. "And." She took a deep breathe and looked into Britanny's eyes. "Take care of him, okay?"

"What?" Britanny asked confused.

"I gave up." Rachel shrugged. "I gave up a long time ago." She added with sadness in her voice. "You won, he's yours." Rachel added scared because she knew she actually meant it. "But take care of him when you are with him because believe it or not, he is softer than you think." Rachel smiled. "Tell him your proud of him and that he deserves it."

Britanny looked at Rachel with real shock before turning around and going back down without a word.

Rachel shook her head and started laughing exiting the gym.

As soon as Finn saw that he made the shot, he looked behind him to find Rachel, but as everyone was jumping he couldn't find her in the crowd. he wanted to see the pride in her eyes. Finn's heart broke on the spot. He finally realized what he already knew, It didn't mean anything if she wasn't with him.

When he finally got rid of his team mates, he looked back to the crowd just to see her exiting the gym.

The party was going well but Finn didn't feel like it and stayed in his bedroom drinking away the pain. He felt ashamed. He chose to let her go. He did all of this, he lost the best thing in his life.

All he was doing was sitting on the floor, drinking and listening to depressing music.

Finn made a sarcastic laugh when he heard the next song playing. It was- I miss you by boys 11 men.

And it seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Every time the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
And I just can't believe
That we're through

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Finn looked up and saw Britanny standing at the door.

"God, it's true what they say then." She said walking in the bedroom shutting the door. "Your always alone once you hit the top."

Finn laughed and shook his head. "No i'm not alone, just not with the person i want to be with."

"Right, whatever." Britanny said looking at Finn on the floor.

"Yeah." Finn said trying to get up. He had to keep a hand on the wall so he could stay up straight. "Did you come for sex?" He added too drunk to even think. "Maybe it could help to ease my mind for a while." He added smiling.

"As tempting as that it, trying to have a drunk guy trying to have sex with me while thinking about someone else the whole time." She said shrugging. "I think i will pass." She added rolling her eyes.

"I just wanted her to be proud of me." Finn said ignoring Britanny trying to crawl onto his bed.

"God!" Britanny shouted, helping him lie down. "Your such a wimp!" She said while taking off his shoes. "You were each other's soft spot so easy to break you up."

"I just wanted to see pride in her eyes. I just wanted to look in her eyes to see her staring back into mine." Finn said trying to reach the bottle of alcohol.

"That's not a good idea." Britanny said taking the bottle and moving it from Finn. "Your forcing meme to be the voice of reason and i hate that! Sleep it off." She said putting the covers over him. "You will regret it enough in the morning."

Britanny walked to the door and before opening she turned around to Finn. "Hey, she was proud of you tonight. She was the proudest person in the room, and it was all for you." She said opening the door.

"Why are you telling me this?" Finn asked confused.

"Because you are both pathetic losers who deserve each over!" She said with a laugh. "And because even though i don't want to say it... What you have is love." She added leaving the room.

"Love." Finn said looking at his ceiling. "Love shouldn't be this hard." He added closing his eyes.

"Ouch." Finn croaked waking up. His head felt like it was going to explode. "I wanna die." He whined bringing a hand to his forehead. He jumped up in surprise to feel someone put a cold cloth on his head. Finn opened his eyes to see his father sat next to him.

"Sorry dad." Finn said looking at his father.

"What would you be sorry for?" His father asked smiling. "Your terrible breathe?" His father added trying to joke.

"I'm disappointing you, and i'm sorry." Finn said sadly.

"No, i'm the one that's sorry son." His father said stroking Finn's hair. "I let you do and i'm sorry for that. i just wanted to protect you. I made you take the same path i did."

"I made my choices." Finn said with his eyes closed. "I'm the one to blame."

"It's never to late to repair mistakes." His father said taking his hand.

"I asked coach to get me into where Rachel was going." Finn said opening his eyes to look at his father.

His father smiled and Finn couldn't believe it."I know you did son." He said nicely. "Your coach asked me to help, i will do everything i can."

"Why?" Finn asked. "You have always been hard on me, why change?"

"Why?" His father asked surprised. "Because someone told me too." He said laughing remembering his chat with Rachel. "I can see she is right for you Finn. You are a good person when your with her. A better person then i will ever be." He father added smiling. "And because i can see so much love in her eyes when she looks at you."

Finn looked at his father.

"It's not too late, she loves you too much." His father said knowing Finn had doubts. "Go and talk to her, don't hide away."

"I was thinking of asking her to prom." Finn said smiling.

"That's a good step." His father said standing up. "Don't give up, and take these." he said handing tablets to Finn.

"Thank you, thanks for standing by me." Finn said smiling.

"Its what i am meant to do." His father said standing at the door.

Rachel was getting ready to meet up with Quinn and Sam. They asked her out so many times, but she always found a good excuse. But now she didn't have any excuses. She had to go.

Someone rang the doorbell. Rachel frowned and looked at the clock. "I'm not ready." She said running down the stairs.

"I thought we were meeting at the-" She started opening the door expecting to see Quinn or Sam. but her smile faded leaving just a plain expression.

"Hey." Finn said seeing Rachel breathless.

"Noah isn't here." She said coldly trying to close the door, but he stopped it. "What the hell?" She asked.

"I wanted to see you." Finn said making his way into the house. "You look beautiful." He added once he was in.

"Of course i do." She said with sarcasm. She sighed. "What do you want Finn?" She asked walking into the sitting room. "I mean it's such a honor to have a champion in my house."

Finn followed her, watching every step she took.

Finn moved, uncomfortably in his spot. She had her big eyes fixed on him.

"Come on then?" She said tapping her foot on the floor. "I need to go." She added showing him her watch. Being with him in the house made her feel so weak. She couldn't get over how beautiful he was.

"Why are you in such a hurry." He asked with hurt in his voice.

"What is it to you?" She asked nastily. "Were not dating are we?" She grinned. "I'm actually meeting a guy, i'm going to get laid." She added standing straight looking into his eyes where she could see the pain. "You should be proud of yourself, you were so good in bed that now, i need to satisfy my needs more often." She added with a wink.

Finn walked to her and grabbed her arms. "Why are you trying to hurt me?" He asked with anger.

"Oh! Don't worry i would never hurt you as much as you hurt me!". She looked at him and closed the difference between them pressing her body against his.

"What,,, What are you doing?" He asked confused.

Rachel pressed herself even tighter to his body. She stood on her tip toes and whispered in his ear. "Maybe we could satisfy each over once more." She added kissing his ear. "Did you find someone more satisfying than i was?" She asked kissing down his throat.

Finn was completely breathless. He just shook his head.

She knew what she was doing she was going to be the old him. She wanted to show him how much it hurts. She loves him but she cant show him.

"So just sex, no strings attached. Okay?" She said slowly moving her hand down his chest.

As soon as her hand pressed against his manhood she could feel him harden. "I guess that's a yes." She added forcing him onto the sofa.

"Yeah." Finn moaned. he helped Rachel take of his shirt. He was now sat on the sofa.

"I want you." He groaned.

"Say you need me." She added licking her lip.

"I need you." He said closing his eyes. Rachel didn't know how much he meant it.

Rachel smiled, even if her heart was still hurting like hell she was about to be his one last time. She slowly slid down her jeans.

"Come to me." He asked, following her jeans and pants falling to the floor.

Rachel moved and sat on his knee, slowly moving kissing his neck.

"Stop." He said unbuttoning her shirt. "Or it's going to be over before we even start."

Rachel stopped him when there were only two buttons to open, "I'm keeping my clothes."

Finn nodded. "Your driving me crazy baby."

"Don't call me that." Rachel said rolling her eyes. Rachel slightly sat up to undo his jeans.

As soon as Finn felt her hands he moaned. "Let me help you." he said.

Rachel smiled. "Come on then." She said locking eyes with him.

"I want you." He said putting each of his hands on her hips to help her up while she wrapped her fingers around his length placing him to her entrance. Finn helped her down slowly.

Rachel couldn't help but moan. Once he was in her completely , she started to move slowly pressing her body against Finn's. "I've missed this." She admitted.

They both started to moan louder ad Rachel rocked faster.

He wanted to kiss her, explore her mouth, he went to, but she turned her face so he kissed her cheek.

"No kissing." Kissing was too personal and she was not ready to let that happen. She pushed him back on the sofa and held his hand.

Once they were finished, Rachel on his lap resting her forehead on his shoulder.

Finn started to rub her back. "I missed you so much." He whispered in her ear. He felt her push back looking at him.

She got off his lap and started to button up her shirt. "I'm really late now, but thanks, i'm satisfied now." She said looking at the clock in the sitting room pretending that the sex didn't affect her.

"That's all it was for you?" Finn asked with disbelief standing up to put his clothes on.

"What?" She asked with a slight shrug. "It was great." She added putting her clothes on and doing her hair. "That's what you wanted right? That's why came right?" She asked still not looking at him. She was scared that he would look straight through her.

"No." Finn said with sadness in his voice. "I came to ask you to prom." He said keeping his eyes on her back.

She was about to put her shoe on when she froze on the spot and did something that Finn did not expect. She burst out laughing. She turned around.

"Whats so funny?" Finn asked with anger and pain.

"Oh i'm sorry." She said putting on her shoes. "I didn't mean to laugh so loud but don't you think its funny?" She asked. "After dumping me a month ago because you didn't love me enough. You ask me to prom?" She shook her head. "Sorry but it's just surprising." She added looking for a jacket.

Finn sighed with annoyance. He expected her to react like that, but with what they just shared he thought it would of been better. "Prom is special Rachel and what we had is special." He said with emotion walking to her. "I wanted to share this special night with someone who i loved."

"Cut the crap Finn." She said taking her bag but couldn't find her keys. "We were as special as any other couple in school." She said looking for her keys. "They all think they are so much in love but the truth is half of them break up after prom." She shrugged. "We weren't special, we were just stupid." She said finally finding her keys. "Lets go." She said opening the door.

Finn didn't move and looked at her. "Who are you?" He asked upset. "Where is the sweet and kind hearted girl that once shared my life? Your mean and bitter." He added sadly.

"As for the mean and bitter part , your the one to thank for that." She said pointing outside.

Finn started to walk slowly out.

She looked down and sighed. "I wont be here for prom Finn, so don't worry i wont be going with anyone else."

"What?" He asked shocked standing at the door.

"I'm going, to my music program but i'm going to live their."

"What about exams and graduation?" He asked still surprised.

"I am leaving in 3 weeks just after the last exam, but i will be back for graduation." She closed the door and started to walk towards car with Finn walking beside her. Rachel kept her eyes on the car. "And i'm leaving the day after graduation to spend my summer in California." She added sitting in the car. She looked up at him. "It's time for me to move on." She added closing the door and driving off.

Finn stood there watching her car drive down the road. Tears started to fall down his cheeks because now he knew he has lost her forever, but what Finn ignored was that Rachel parked just two streets down and put her head on the steering wheel breaking into tears. She knew what her and Finn had was special and that why it hurt.