A/N: BTW, i just wanted to let you readers know, that these next chapters and the last one was inspired by the song 'don't trust me' By 3OH3 -listen to it. I love it. {theres mild language.}
Chapter 21: Hell of a Job
I woke up late that morning. I was in a bad mood due a huge headache, hangovers suck. I walked down to the common room around lunch, right after i woke up. People looked at me strangely as if its wierd thing to see a teenage girl waking up at lunch. Even more wierd to walk into the common room in pajama pants and a lacy tanktop. My thoughts roamed to last night ... what was i doing..? Oh yeah, the party. Like i said before, hangovers suck. The party was pretty fun. And the best part, i forgot about Sirius while i was with Addan. Addan, He is not the serious type [no joke intened] He seems like he could not be in a realtionship, but i am not looking for one. Im looking for fun. Last night was definately fun. Well, until James started butting in to my life.
I was sitting on the table, when i heard my name.
"Allie? Can i talk to you?" Sirius said sitting down. Anger swlled up inside. How can he just talk to me like nothing happend?
"Id rather you diden't." I said coldy. I thought i saw a look of pain flash behind his eyes, but i can not be sure.
"It's important, just listen you don't have to say anything." He said sternly. I did not move but looked away from him.
"Yestarday, with Addan, i was not impressed. You were drinking heavy stuff, and not to mention doing who knows what in that smokeing room." He lectured, i rolled my eyes and stood.
"I don't give a damn what you think! You are the non-virgen, not me! It's my life, stay out of it! Merlin you sound JUST like my uncle! Don't do this, don't do that, please just leave me be!" I shouted, i was pretty snappy thins moring. Sirius looked shocked.
"Whats you problem? I was just talking to you! Sorry for being concerned - "
"CONCERNED? You are just like James... always butting into others lives and thinking they can run them. No wonder Lily always said no. I just wish i was as smart as her!" I snarled. Sirius stood now too. I was not aware of the pairs of eyes around the common room staring at us.
"Yeah, i am concerned because Addan will .. - try - to get you in bed, and James and I are afraid you will let him!" He shouted back. I stood my ground.
"What? You wanted to be the first?" I said cooly.
I knew that hit a nerve. He glared at me, i thought i saw the same pain flicker behind his eyes, and he marched up the stairs.
I stomped up to my dormitory. Sirius wanted to be protective, i'll give him some job. I had a quick shower and pulled on my robes. I remberd all the lace i put under the skirt, to make it a bit poofy. I rembed i cut it shorter. I remberd the lace i got rid of from the blouse. I decided to give James and Sirius quite a job. I could be a slut if they wanted me too, they were so keen on busting in my life.
I slipped the skirt on, without the tights i usualy wore. Even though it was Febuary, it was bare-legged. The skirt was a little shorter that last year, my legs grew, but it did not matter. I pulled my blouse on, and unbuttoned it so it was a bit revealing. I rummaged through my trunk, i foud what i was looking for. Instead of the plain Hogwarts shoes, i put on the black stelleitos that i had from a couple years ago. They were a bit small, but i charmed them to be bigger.
I glanced in the mirror.
"Short hemmed fluffy skirt, black heels, blouse low cut, what to do with my hair." I said puzzled. My hair was growing longer, it was now down to the bottom of my ribs. It was in dignified curls today. I grabbed my hairbruth and combed it through, a lot. Eventully, it was wavy and messy, but a good messy. I smiled and walked dwonstairs and grabbed my wand and stuck it in my waistband. Sirius and James wanted to protect' lil ol' me' then they are going to get a hell of a job. I walked downstairs and eyes followed. I was making a statement.
"Allison! What are you wearing?!" Lily said, i winked and steped out of the portrait hole.
"My dear, it's Febuary!" The fat lady said, i shrugged and kept on walking. The boys must be at lunch now, they werent in the common room.
I walked down the corridors confidently, more like strutting then anything else. I wanted to makean inpression. I was starting out new, people would know me as Allison Fererra, not Sirius' girl. 'Claack clack' wrang out through the corrdors, heads turned. I heard some wolf-whistles. Sev came up to me.
"Allie, what are you wearing?" He hissed.
"I am making a statement." I said firmly.
"On what? Look at me i'm a skank?!" He said. I knew he meant well, but it came out wrong for him.
"No! Sev, i needed a fresh change, people need to know me as Allison, not 'Sirius' girl." I used aire quotes.
"Who would want to be known as Blacks girl?" Sev spat. I forced a smile. Truth was, i still loved him. But i had to move on, and this seemed like the best way to do it.
I walked into the hall, strutting. Sev went to his repective table, and me to mine. I sat with Remus and James and Sirius, hopeing to get their attention.
"Hey guys, whats up?" I said bubbily, but looked directly at Remus and James. DId not look at Sirius once.
Thier eyes went wide, i snuck a tiiinny glance at Sirius, i saw him, looking nervous. He gulped.
"What are you wearing?" James said scandalized.
"My uniform..." I said.
"Allie, you should go and change," Remus said.
"No." I said simply, but firmly.
"I will not have those ... kids from that party oggling and staring at you all day. Who knows what they will be thinking? No one needs to be thinking about whats under your robes." James said.
"I don't care. I can wear what i want too." I spat.
"Allie ... theres a line, and you crossed it." Remus said slowly.
Sirius was saying anything. I had to take this up a notch.
"Well, maybe ill go sit with my other friends." I snarled and left the table. I walked over to the hufflepuff table. I never really thought about HOW these kids got into Huflepuff. They must have changed throughout the years.
"Hey guys, can i sit with you?" I asked nicely.
"Allie - wow." Addan said looking at me. He smiled and moved over. I sat beside him.
" I like the new look." He said, i smiled.
[Sirius POV]
Since when did she dress like that? And she totaly just left us to go and sit with that guy...
"Padfoot, how did that talk with her go?" James asked.
"Badly. She started out with saying she did not want to talk to me, then started saying how it was none of busniess. I told her Addan would get in her pants as fast as he could, and she made a remark that made me very ... angry." I said, trying to shrugg it off.
"What was the remark?" Remus asked.
"Forget it. The point is, we need to keep an eye on her. She will get in to Serious trouble."
Prongs laughed.
"Sirius trouble. Yes i can see that." He laughed.
"Prongs, even I quite that joke." I said.
"Since when where you protective?" Remus asked.
"Moony, i still care for her." I said quietly. Remus' eyes understood.
"Padfoot, i think you need to win her back somehow. I know you still love her. You have been going out with her for almost a year." Prongs said, i sighed.
"Can we not talk about me? She even said that i was not welcome in her life, and she was practically sucking the life out of Addan the other night." I said abruptly. I always hated talking about my feelings. It's so girly.
"Okay, no problem. Moony, how is that potion coming along?" Prongs asked.
"The potion for Allie? Its doing great. I think the date it will be ready to drink would be in the Easter holidays." He said. My eyes strayed to Addan and Allie. Ugh, even thier names went together. Jealousy furied inside me as she was gigiling and playing with his hair. I saw his eyes glance at her body once in a while. I was outraged.
[Allie POV]
"The party was fun last night, sorry about James behaviour." I said
"No problem, it was fun while it lasted, right?" He smiled, and i giggled. Why am i gigleling? I only did that around S...him. But this giggle was differnt, it was fake.
"Why don't you hangout with us today?" He asked.
"Sure, i'd love too." I said and played with his hair a bit. Flirting came natrual to me, but i can control it. But it was fun. Honestly, i thought that Addan was piggish and a bit rude, but i don't care. He made James and Sirius angry.
I walked past the Gryffiondor table with Addan, and some of his friends. I recived glares from Sirius and James but i smirked.
"Here." Addan said, handing me another muggle-smoke-stick once we got outside. I took it but hesitated to light it. His freind looked at me strangely and i lit it up. I took a long drag, it was still gross, but it was not as bad as yestarday. It was suprisingly calming. I was shaking with cold, but it went un-noticed.
We fineshed our mugglesmokes.
"Can we go back inside?" I asked chattering. Addan nodded and led me inside. I glanced James and Sirius walking down the Entrance hall talking. I smirked.
I winked at Addan and leant against the corridor wall, he smiled and instantly put his arms around me. I flung my arms around his neck and we kissed. It was very fierce, no passion or love though. I was silently laughing. But of course, my mouth was busy...
"Oi!" I heard the voice of James say, then Addan was pulled off me.
"James, drop it." I snarled. I looked at Sirius, his face held loathing.
"No! You are not to be out snogging in public! Expecialy with him!" He jerked his thumb towards Addan.
"You do not run my life!" I said. Addan looked at me to him, wondering who would explode first.
"Um...Allie ill see you later." Addan said and left.
"Look what you did!" I hissed.
"Your seeing him?" Sirius asked, his voice sort of disgusted.
No, actually i wasen't. We were more like, snogging buddies.
"No, i'm not." i said matter-of-factly.
"What the bloody hell are you groping eachother then?" James snarled.
"It just sort of .. happened." I shrugged.
"Well, stop it!" Sirius said.
"No, and i already told you to stay out of my life, Sirius." I spat. It hurt to tell him that so coldly.
Sirius looked like he was about to say something, then he stalked off angirly. James looked at me beweilderdly.
"Can you stop giving him a hard time?! You make him feel bad all the time now! Just because he was looking out for you!"
"It's not my fault! He is the one who said he can do better, i gave him that chance. He is the one who wants to be all buddy-buddy with me right after it happened!" I said, James had no idea.
"Well, guys can be idiots! Just stop torturing him!" He said. It was all BS.
"It's his fault!"
James looked at me exsaperatidily. As if i failed to grasp a point. I shrugged and walked off, he caught up with me and sniffed my shoulder, i jumped in suprise.
"You have been smoking those muggle-sticks again, havent you?" He said suspiciously.
"What's it to you?" I snarled.
"They will make you sick!" James said, again frustrated.
"They are fine. They make me calm down." I said.
"I don't like the sound of them." He said.
We paused, we were at the poitrait hole. James mutterd the password and we got in.
"Go change, please." James said the last time. I nodded and went upstairs. Once i had my tights on and proper shoes and my shirt buttoned up, i went out to find Sev. He would understand... Maybe.
Chapter 21. Wow this is getting long! So, tell me what you think! -hannah;xoxo