Hey guys so I'm doing a summary so you won't be lost and and like that I can be sure you are keeping up. It's been a while since I started this story and you may have forgotten some details that can be important if you want to fully understand the rest of the story.
Please read it! I'm actually writing chapter 21 ;)
In chapter 1:
the story began in the middle of a case where a pyromaniac is burning down places like house, warehouse…
In chapter 2:
Jay's been hurt and that's where we noticed Jay and Erin are very close and really take care of each other
In chapter 3:
firefighters are trapped din a house in fire, Kelly was one of them and Erin is really anxious. Erin come back to the intelligence with a dog tags belonging to Mark Parker. Jay and Mouse can't believe it. This is when the case involved the two of them especially Jay. We learn a little bit about them but not much. Every body is confused and neither mouse and Jay want to talk about it.
Chapter 4:
Mouse try to talk to Jay but this one is close to any conversation. All he wants to do is drink all night. This is where we learn that they lost 5 friends over there. He fights with mouse and go home. Erin come to see him and he try to reject her but she finally stays.
Chapter 5:
Jay learn that he's going to undercover to enter the organization of Carl Fargs, the "chef". Cral Fargs is an ex soldier and recruit also ex soldier who can't support the return to the reality and need help. Erin noticed that Jay has problem with alcohol and has a fight with him.
Chapter 6:
Erin is still pissed at Jay and they meet each other in Voight's office to have all of the information for the undercover
Chapter 7:
Jay's nightmares began to be regular. He and Erin reconcile. They do shopping with their respective friends: Ruzek and Kim. The two of them try to obtain information about their "undercover situation".
Chapter 8:
Jay passed his test which was an awful time for him to spend. He has his first violent panic attack and Erin find him in the shower. After he calmed himself, the tension between them is to strong. They finally give up and sleep together.
Chapter 9:
Erin try to make Jay talk about his test but he can't. She falls asleep but he can't. So he got up and poured himself a drink and accidently drop it on the floor. Erin awake, she joins him and notice he was drinking. She is upset and tell him that he need to think about their mission. Jay quickly understand that she regrets what happened between them. Jay isn't talking to her anymore. Not even about the case which make Erin anxious about him and what he's doing outside with Carl and henry.
Chapter 10:
Erin try to talk to Carl's wife, Julia. The team thinks she is a big part of the organization. Julia talk to Erin about how his husband was when he came back from war and that it's absolutely normal that Jay won't spoke to her about that. Meanwhile, Jay is with Carl and henry. They are in a big warehouse where Carl and Henry ask Jay to burn the car. Jay does it and feel a weight lifting off his chest, for the first time. He feels relieve.
Then he drove home very late. Erin was very anxious and scared about Jay. She thinks about her and jay, and Severide. She is lost and confused in her head.
Chapter 11:
Erin is more and more anxious. She waiting for him and even called Antonio for help. The two of them waited for Jay at the hotel room. When this latter came back, Antonio slammed him against the wall and ask for an explanation. Jay feel disappointed on them because they think he betrayed them. Jay finally explain what he was doing with them.
He still has his nightmares. They reconcile once again. When Jay is at the gym, he meets a beautiful blond girl who knows his name although he doesn't know her.
Chapter 12:
Jay take Erin to his favorite spot, a beautiful one. There, after a moment of peacefulness they began to argue about what happened between them. Erin tell him they got caught up while jay doesn't agree and continue to argue. She looks at him confused about why he makes this such a big deal. She doesn't recognize him and ask him who he is at this moment. She kind of rejected him and, very hurt, he leaves her. When they meet again at their hotel room she is so pissed that she tells him a few home truths. He responds to her and sort of call her a whore. She slaps him and make an end to their friendship before leaving him.
Chapter 13:
Henry come to take Jay to the spot where they will do the hit. Henry assured him his informed the team where it was but Jay isn't convinced. When he tries to reach them, henry knock him out. When Erin come back, she understood that something is off. She calls Voight and this latter tries to reach Henry who isn't answering. The team understand he doubled them. Jay is relieving his times in Afghanistan once again like the past few days.
Jay wake up very woozy with a pain at the head. Henry explains himself. This where we first learn about Jay's sister and that she spent a long time to the hospital. Jay threatens Henry that his friends will find them. Henry hit him once again at the head making Jay to pass out. Meanwhile the team search for Jay. It's mouse who has the idea to call on Jay's apple watch. Jay waked up because of the vibrating sense on his wrist. He answers but is enabled to think since his head hurt him pretty much. His very woozy. Henry came up so he hanged up. He's very week and is enabled to see clearly. But the face he sees when he looks beside Henry. He could have never forgot these face: Mark and Logan. He then passed out again.
Chapter 14:
Big part about what happened in Afghanistan. Erin found out where Jay is thanks to her "boyfriend", Kelly, who told her they were on renovation.
Jay sent a message from his watch to Mouse telling him where he is, to not enter and to call the bomb squad and that Mark is alive.
Chapter 15:
Logan and Mark begin to spread the essence everywhere in the casern. Jay watch them disgusted. He can't understand how his once best friends became these murderers.
Meanwhile, the team is outside. They can't enter or Henry would push the button making the casern to explode. Finally, Mark and Logan unlock Jay's handcuffs but ask him to pretend he is still handcuffed. We learn that Carl isn't paralyzed and can walk. His plan is to wait for his helicopter and run away after having put the casern on fire with Jay in it.
When it's the good time, Mark cuts Henry's throat. Carl take his gun and shoot at Mark. While there is no other solution, Logan push the button making the casern to explode. Warning Jay before, they both protect themselves and Mark while Carl is caught off guard.
Jay hit once again his head on the floor.
On the outside, everyone witnesses the explosion. Erin is chocked at first and become hysterical. She cries all of her tears.
At the end, Jay appears with his two friends Mark and Logan
Chapter 16:
Jay has a concussion and is in monitoring assistance. Everyone is in the waiting room, very worried. Allie is blaming Erin.
Voight explain to Erin that this is why he doesn't do in house romance. Because you never have your head straight and that Erin shouldn't have leave Jay alone. Erin finally meet Logan.
Chapter 17:
Jay finally wakes up and Logan joins him. They talk about what happened and catch up a little bit.
Kim's weeding is in less than a month a she needs Erin for her dress.
We finally understand, in jay's flashbacks/nightmares, what's been haunting him for years.
Chapter 18
Jay doesn't feel good in the hospital. So he asks his brother to discharge him. Erin meet him at his place and after a little fight about his irresponsibility about leaving the hospital, she admitted him that he really scared her when the casern exploded.
The next day, jay decided to take a little time off for himself. He needs to fully recover, physically but also mentally. He needs to think about something else for a while. What Carl did to him on his test wreaked his head. All of his nightmares came back, all of his bad memories came back. And he needed to deal with them at the same time which wasn't easy for him.
However, he recommends to Voight Logan to replace him during his time off. Logan is also an ex cop. When he come back to his apartment, Jay breaks up with Allie. He says to her that she needs a better life than this one. He knows she isn't fully happy. She loves him a lot and he is aware of that but she doesn't deserve to take care of him or even to worry about him all the time.
Chapter 19:
After less than a month, Jay finally decide to go out again with his friends: Mouse, Logan and Mark. The beginning of the night goes well. Logan took Jay's place at the intelligence, he is partnering with Erin who is "a real pain in the ass". Mark is working as a bartender at Molly's. Mouse gives Jay news about Allie. She is still at her parent's house. Mouse claims that Allie was ready to fight for him but that Jay wasn't ready to let her in.
Something fells on the ground making Jay to react violently.
Once the episode passed, he goes at the bar alone and Lark Joins him. They talk about his test; Mark tries to comfort him. They finally talk about Jay's sister and Mark advices him to go talk to her.
The night finished herself with a lot of alcohol for everyone. They are all drunk and everyone decide to sleep at Jay's apartment. They laugh a lot and everyone is making jokes.
The next day. Jay drops Logan at the intelligence but he doesn't come up with Logan.
He has somewhere to be. Logan arrives with a hangover and while he's searching for some medicine Erin arrives by behind. Logan finally admitted to her that he spent the night with Mouse, Mark and Jay. She's surprised, even chocked to hear about Jay. She didn't have news for a month form him. Logan tells her to wait and that he will come back. When Erin finally give him so medicine for his hangover, something happens between them, making them to feel very confused and disoriented for a moment.
Chapter 20:
The wedding day!
After Jay dropped Logan at the district, he droved at his sister'. An hour passed since he arrived and decides to come out from his car to finally face her.
She is very upset and mad at him. He didn't call her for 2 years. she was left all alone at the hospital without his brother. The confronts each other and after Jay explained himself, they finally take each other in their arms.
Mouse, Mark, Logan and Jay arrive late at the weeding, making a remarkable entrance.
While the three other took a seat, Jay walks toward Ruzek and positioned himself near him while he is the witness. He finally laid his eyes on his beautiful partner. He can't take is eyes of her and same for her.
Once the vows are exchanged and that the ceremony comes to an end, everyone split up in the room. Logan slightly flirt with Erin while Jay's walks out and admire the beautiful night. Erin soon follows hims and... there it is, the reunion they both waited for a long time.