another update so soon?
yes.
it's my "thank you" to you for
300 REVIEWS!!!!
so, thank you.
:D
-theenvylover
Not Another Bella and Daughter Story
"Hey, guys? I'm going for a walk or something," I told Alice and Jasper. The truth is that they've pulled the short end of the stick every day for a week and I figured that it would be easier if they had some alone time. I didn't want to think about what they did during the alone time, but at least they're together.
"You're good," Alice stated as she checked my future. It's easier than worrying or sending a bodyguard, plus a lot more reliable.
I grabbed somebody's ipod on the way out and put the earphones in. As luck would have it I grabbed Rosalie's which consisted of both hip-hop and slow love songs. I set it on shuffle as I started on the block, trying my hardest not to think of why each song was on it. I laughed when "Sexy Back" came on until I imagined Emmett singing it. I shuddered and changed the song.
An uncharacteristically classical song came on and I thought of Fredrik. Well, of course I did; I hadn't stopped thinking of him since we met, but this was different. For the first time I wasn't thinking of him alone; I was thinking of him, with me. I sighed and looked at the road ahead. I could finally understand why Mom couldn't forget about Edward, I doubted that I'd ever forget about Fredrik and we hadn't even gotten as close as…
I shook my head to get rid of the thought and looked up. Somehow my subconscious mind led me to the Cullen house. I stood in the driveway and just looked at the house. This was where it had all started. I walked up to the door; maybe they would let me see my mom. Before I reached the handle Carlisle cracked open the door.
"Hello little Alice, what brings you here?" he asked politely.
"I would like to ask my mom something, may I?" I asked as nicely as I could. Carlisle looked inside before looking back at me.
"Is it something I could help you with?"
"I'm not sure, it's kinda… personal," I tried.
"Try me," he smiled.
"Okay Mom, how did you know you were in love with Edward? How did you feel being next to perfection when you're just a human? How did you deal with his blood lust and what can I do to not set him off?"
Carlisle paused for a moment before, "I'll get your mother."
"Thank you." He closed the door slightly to call for my mom. Not a full minute after he closed it, the door opened again and I was welcomed inside.
We walked into the living room where my mom sat on the couch; Edward holding onto her right side, Esme on her left, and Emmett and Rosalie behind the couch holding her shoulders. I smiled at her little vampire straitjacket.
"You wanted to ask me something?"
"Yeah, uh…" This wasn't what I was thinking when I said 'personal'.
"Nothing's 'personal' in the Cullen household," Edward laughed. "For obvious reasons." I glared at him before turning back to Mom.
I decided to start at the top.
"How did you know you were in love with Edward?"
"This isn't about him is it?" Edward growled.
Mom held Edward's hand. "Let's make this as personal as possible," she smiled. Edward nodded once before turning back to look at me. "I don't know," she answered. I laughed softly. "I mean, it's not like a 'click- you're in love!' it's more like a 'I care so much for this person that I would give up my life to see them smile'." She laughed.
"How did you deal with being with perfection when you have so many flaws? I mean, you were only human and he was—" Edward smirked, "well, maybe you thought you saw something in him or something…" Everybody but Edward started to laugh.
"Well, actually, I don't know how to answer that either." Mom wasn't helping much.
"I know that I'm the last person you want advice from but I fell in love with your mom; all of your mom, especially her imperfections," Edward paused to kiss her. "I'm going to miss catching her before she falls."
"Anything else?" Mom asked.
"How did you keep Edward from draining you?" I asked bluntly. "Or rather, how did you not set him off?"
Mom looked at Edward then back at me. "I think that depends on his limits." She paused to think. "How close have you gotten to him?"
One question had never affected my life as much as that one had. One sentence had never changed my life so much as that one had. One reaction had never altered my existence as much as mine had.
I blushed.
ah, shoot.
it's a cliffhanger.
:D
before anybody asks me;
when Bella asked to make it as personal as possible she meant that she was going to hold Edward's hand to stop him from reading little Alice's thoughts.
you should be happy that there's so much Bella,
i mean,
most of you asked for her since the 5th chapter when i first took her away
:P
also,
i decided today to reread what i had written so far.
holy.
crap.
well, i had never reread this story before and i found out why;
i'm all over the place with emotions and details and GAH!
I couldn't stand it!!!
well,
i'm happy that i have mapped out Alice's personality-
it seems so bearable now...
:D
i should update tomorrow,
but that depends on how many reviews i get tonight
(if i get them soon enough i will start writing now)
you should check out tonight's episode of FullMetal Alchemist-
Envy's in it!!!!
♥
-theenvylover
disclaimer- Twilight © and all of its contents are owned by † Stephenie Meyer † and not me.