its been one week (8)
Pencil full of lead- All rights to Paolo Nutini
So What ! - All rights to P!nk
Stephanie Meyer owns all the characters ! Just sayin'.
Drew, Maud,, Frank,Julia, and Simon- OC
Vampires can get pregnant in this fanfiction but can only have 1 baby.
She made a mistake. She wants to make him happy. She walks on eggshells around him
She doesn't even love him anymore. Her fate slightly twists after a fatal accident and she sees light in an unlikely character.
(The next morning. About 9 Am.)
Renee POV
The birds chirped outside the window and the sunlight was pouring in. Gary was asleep on my legs, his claws deep through the duvet. My eyes fluttered open and I gazed at the bright white ceiling, reflecting the sunlight. I rolled my head over to my right and raised my eyebrow. " Morning Gary." I whispered, picking him up with great delicacy. "Where's your daddy ? Where is he ?" I asked, looking around the spotless, ship-shape white room. "England !" I laughed, giving him a kiss all over his little furry face. "London ! Birmingham ! Cardiff ! Swansea !" I giggled, getting out of bed and walking over to the window. He purred and liked my bare arm. There was a heavy knock at the door and he jumped from my arms into the bathroom. I looked down at my cold body and pulled the closest thing on. His suit jacket. "Renee !" She said through the door. I could tell she had been crying. I skipped over to the door and pulle dit open to her, tears streaming.
" Julia ?" I said, my arm going around her back and inviting her inside. She sat on the edge of the bed as I closed the door.
" I'm pregnant." She wept, throwing the test at me.
" Attitude Julia !"I said, picking it up from the floor. She hid her face and curled up in the middle of the bed. I gazed at the pink vertices and smiled. "Aww Honey !" I smiled, going over to her on the bed, the test still in my hand.
" Does he know ?" I grinned, nudging her gently.
" No. I don't want him to know. I don't want it Renny ! I don't. I can't cope with myself right now." She whinced, rolling over to myside of the bed. I took a breath and she took one with me.
" If you can't handle yourself or a baby, then why are you in a serious relationship. This shit just got real Julie." I smiled weakly, Gary jumping behind her onto the bed.
" I know, Renn ! I know !" She wept, bringing Gary onto her stomach.
" I'm not going to talk you into keeping it, nor am I going to talk you into getting rid of it. " I reassured. " I'll just be there when you decide. If you keep it: Ask me for anything. anytime. If you decide not to: I'll be in the waiting room for you. " I smiled, brushing the moist hair that stuck to the side of her eye away.
" Damn you and your Beatnick ways, Renny !" She smiled, giving me a cuddle. I blushed.
" Shucks, Julie. Shucks." I grinned, resting on the headboard. " Seriously, Are you going to tell him ?" I asked, wiping the tears from her cheeks.
" No. Never. He musn't know. I'm not keeping it. " She said, quick decision.
" Really ?" I asked, getting up from the bed, searching through my purse.
"Yeah. I'm sure. 100%." She stated, picking Gary up and walking over to me.
" I bet I could get you an appointment." I smiled, pulling out my phone.
" Could you ?" She asked, brushing Garys fur. " You don't need to Renny." She smiled, taking my phone. I shook my head and took it back.
" It's fine. Just give me five minutes." I smiled back, going over to the wardrobe and dialing the hospitals number for the clinics number.
" Hello, Forks Intl. What is the emergency ?" The woman asked calmly.
" No emergency. Just need... An abortion." " I sighed, looking at Julia with a smile.
" Oh. Can I take your name ?" She asked down the phone. I could hear her pulling some paper and pens towards her.
" Cullen. Cullen." I smiled, finally using my full name. Julia raised her eyebrow at me and I was put on hold for a few minutes. I put the phone to my shoulder.
" What are you doing ?" She demanded.
" Well, if any mail or check ups happened, they would come to me, deal with me and Reid would never know." I smiled. She grinned and gave me a hug.
" That's smart, But Carlisle ? He works there. He will be told about Renee Cullens abortion." She said, leaning on the door. I went to speak then the woman talked again.
" We can fit you in for 11am in the hospital at the Maternity ward. " She said.
" That's perfect. Thank you." I smiled.
" We will see you then ." She giggled before hanging up. I sighed and threw my phone onto the bed, followed by a tackle from Julia.
" What are you thinking !" She screeched, anger in her eyes.
" Oh my God. Julia ! What are you doing to your sister !" Reid shouted from behind, pulling her from me.
" Julia. I just told you why it was in my name !" I said, calming her down.
" What's in your name ?" He asked, holding Julia back with a hold on her hips. She looked at me with innocence and hopelessness. "Renee ?" HE prodded. She whimpered and I sighed, giving in and doing anything for my baby sister.
" I'm getting an abortion. Julia is going to accompany me." I sighed,gritting my teeth. Julia let out a sigh and almost fainted in Reids arms.
" Oh. God. Why ? Does Carlisle know ?" He asked, sitting himself on the bed.
" No. I'm going to go and get rid of it before he comes home. Keep him in the dark about it, OK !" I snapped, going into the bathroom and locking myself in.
(2 days later. Carlisle came back early. It's his birthday. 28th July. Renee's is in 3 days.)
Carlisle POV
" I'm home ! " I shouted through the house as I unlocked the door. " Luke ? Renee ?" I shouted, dropping my case and going into the kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water. Nobody was home. I smiled and took a breath before I sat on the edge of the kitchen table, a pile of letters on the table. One was wide open and it caught my eye.
Dear, Mrs Cullen.
We are writting to inform you that we are planning on doing a home
Visit to see how you are after
Your Feotal Termination. Your husband, Alexander will be informed as he returns back
To work if you haven't told him already. The medication should be running out about nowand we will be unable to prescribe anymore.
Thank you for using our services and we are sorry for your loss.
Yours Sincerley,
Dr. Eric Clifford.
I slammed my fists down on the table and I threw the glass into the sink, shattering into millions of peices. The door opened and I stood at the kitchen door, my arms crossed tightly. She had her i-pod in and she threw her bag next to my case, not even noticing it. " Hey !" I shouted, snapping her from her music.
" Oh my God ! Hi !" She squealed, slowly walking over to me. " Carlisle ?" She whinced, slowly putting her i-Pod away.
" You got an abortion !" I asked, my voice louder than normal. She stood back a little and raised her hands against her yellow sweater vest and blue deni skirt.
" I - Yeah. Fine ! " She sighed, throwing her hands up in the air.
" So you admit it ! You didn't even think to call !" I shouted.
" Since when does this concern you ! It was my baby !" She screamed, running upstairs and slamming the door, keeping me out. I growled and kicked the doorframe, leaving it all splintered and chipped.
A Few hours later. The Cullens are having a small booze-bash at their large, forest house.
Everybody is invited.
Carlisle POV
I practically sat in my office all night. My face buried into documents and internet South Park episodes.
" Carlisle. Come on ! Out !" Rosalie demanded, bursting through the door in her long Royal Blue strapless.
" What ?" I asked, slowly getting up from my chair.
" Get out ! You're getting air about you !" She snapped, grabbing my arm and dragging me to the top of the stairs.
" No. Rosalie, I'm fine in there " I said, looking over a tmy office as she dragged me downstairs. I sighed as I entered the living room, met by smiling faces from Julia and Reid. Jasper and Alice. Renee scowled into her wine glass whilst looking out the window.
" Happy Birthday." Alice whispered whislt she gave me a hug. "
" Thanks." I smiled, kissing her hair. I rubbed her back and hugged everybody else. I finally ended up at a little tipsy Bella.
" You would of been a great dad." She whispered. I smiled and Renee downed her wine.
" I can't take this any more !" She almost shouted. " I can't !" She said, sighing.
" Julie calm down." Emmett and Edward comforted.
" No ! No, I will not !" She shouted, moving from them both. " I aborted the baby! Not Renee ! I was scared so she used her name !" She said, walking over to me and looking up at me. Renee looked up from the floor and Julia spoke again." Reid, I'm sorry. I really, really am." She whispered, going over to Reid and giving him a cuddle.
" No ! You killed our baby !" He shouted at her, grabbing his jacket and going out the back door ,into the woods. Julia stood in tears and I didn't know what to do.
" I'l be back in a second." I whispered, going after . I went out into the humid air and I ran up the dirt mound into the actual tree-y forest area. " Reid !" I shouted, seeing his figure sitting on a large rock at the cliff edge. "Reid, man, I'm sorry." I whispered, my hand on his shoulder. He was actually sitting on the moist grass, his legs over the edge. I joined him and we both look at the other side. The mutts side to me but just another part of Forks to him.
" Don't be. You didn't know. I overreacted He said, scuffing his heels against the white, chalk-like rocks that his legs were swinging against.
I sighed and looked at him.
" Women huh ?" I laughed, making him laugh with me. He nodded and chortled. We began conversing but were cut off by a high pitched screaming. I looked at Reid who looked back at me with the same looks. I pushed myself from the dirt and went into the deep woodland area again. " Hey ! " I shouted, breaking some branches to save Reid the trouble of battling. " Julia !" I gasped, looking at her with her leg down a rabbit hole and blood pouring from her calf.
" Help me !" She whispered, gripping onto the dirt trying to pull herself up .
" Don't move !" I warned, moving down the hill towards her. " Don't move. " I warned, taking her hand.
" This hurts !" She screamed, tears streaming. I Sighed and gripped her hand tightly.
" I know. I know. I need your cooperation for this Julie. I need you to hold my hand as tight as you can and pull. If you hurt yourself I'm right here !" I promised, crouching next to her, ready to pull her from the dirt. " OK. On the count of 3, use your good leg to push yourself up." I said, sighing. She took her dirt covered and and wiped the sweat away.
" 1. 2. 3! " I said, managing to pull her up with the aid of her leg and free arm.
" Aaaagh !" She screamed, breathing a sigh of relief eventually. " Oh my God !" She sighed, wiping her tears. I smiled and kneeled over her.
" What happened, Carlisle ?" Reid asked, kneeling next to me.
" Alice fell down the Rabbit hole." I smiled, taking my belt from my trousers and wrapped it around her knee.
" Is that really neccesary ?" He asked, trembling with shock.
" Trust him. He's a Doctor. He knows what he's doing." Renee sighed from behind. I turned, tightening the belt without looking. " Jacob and Billy showed up. The group are keeping them company." She smiled, her arms tightly crossed and her right leg overlapping her left. She rocked back and forth on her heels and Reid stood up.
" Go back to the house with Reid. I'll meet you there with Julia." I said, securing my arms under her knees and shoulders. " Get Emmett and Edward out. They wont handle it." I warned, picking her up, holding her tightly. She took Reids shoulders, putting one hand on his shoulder and stretching the other hand over to his other. "Come on. It'll take a few stitches and some analgesic." I said, following slowly after Reid and Renee.
" What's analgesic ?" She asked, her speech becoming slurred.
" Come on Julia ! Stay with me here !" I shouted, speeding up my jogging.
" Julia !" I shouted again, seeing their figures infront. Renee turned.
" What's happening ?" She asked in a blind panic.
" She passed out !" I sighed, rushing past them with Julia in my arms, blood and dirt pouring onto my shoes and the hem of my trousers. I approached the house quickly and burst through the door, running to the stairs. "Hi Billy. Hi Jacob. Hi guys. Edward and Emmett get out !" I demanded, bouncing up the stairs. She coughed and choked as I lay her on the small couch in my office. Tears rolled from her face as I searched high and low for my First Aid Kit. " It's going to be fine. Look. Here. I found it." I smiled, zooming over to her and pulling out the analgesic and swabbing over her calf. She flinched and opened up her eyes. Her face varied from yellow to green to white. Drool fell from her mouth and I panicked. " Keep it in..."I said, looking around for water or something. I grabbed a bottle of water from my work bag.
" It hurts !" She whimpered, rolling around on her back.
" Stay still. Please. Drink this." I said, handing her the water and returning to her leg. I swabbed over it again and patted it dry. " Just wait for it to get numb." I said.
" I can't feel my foot Carlisle. I'm scared. I can't feel my foot." She said moments later. I nodded and rubbed my hands together, ready to pick out the dirt and wood from her wound.
A few hours later. ( 11pm)
( Everybody went home. Bella and Renee are staying over. )
Renee POV
" I'm sorry I didn't tell you Carlisle. I just feel so bad for Reid right now." I sighed, resting against the headboard of his bed, focussing my attention to the intro to Sex and the City.
" Look. No. You were helping your baby sister. I understand." He smiled. I giggled.
" Fine. Let's just watch some whore in short skirts waltz around New York." I said, frowning at the TV.
" What's wrong with you ? You're bitching about your favourite TV thing." He exclaimed, pausing the DVD.
" I feel so guilty, Carlisle. I let her kill that little peanut !" I sighed, closing my eyes in sadness.
" It was her choice- Hey. It's like Euthinasia. You just helped her. She done it herself." He comforted, taking a swig of his beer. I sighed and nodded, sipping at my Root Beer. He unpaused and I spoke again.
" I guess you're right. Eat your Pringles." I laughed cosying into his shoulder.
" Why aren't you having a wine or a Sourz or a Cosmo like our friend Carrie here ?" He asked, offering me a sip of his beer.I shook my head.
" New Diet plan. Most weight comes from alcohol." I smiled. He sighed and kissed my head.
" Whatever jiggles- no...No,no,no. Whatever rocks your socks." He said, quickly correcting himself.
" I'm sorry you spent the end of your birthday watching Sex and the City. " I sighed, kissing his bulging bicep.
" I'm not bothered. I have many more to come." He laughed, nudging my shoulder gently. I giggled and began to relax. The TV went fuzzy and the bedside lamps cut out. The TV followed. There was a black out.