Chapter 21

They had fallen asleep during lazy kisses and cuddling, when Sebastian woke a couple of hours later, it was still dark outside. He looked down, Kurt laid with his head on his chest, his thigh thrown over Sebastian and the covers was thrown down on the bed. He looked really beautiful like that, and Sebastian smiled when he thought of Kurt calling him beautiful earlier, - No one had ever called him that. He had been called hot and sexy before. But never beautiful.
He then came to think of why Kurt had called him that, and his cock twitched when he remembered. He had actually had sex with this amazing man lying in his arms. He couldn't phatom what it would be like when they would be exploring more of that together. Which now made him think, that they hadn't talked about preferences. Not in that way. He knew only what Kurt had told him about what he liked in men and vice versa.

Kurt stirred a little and Sebastian could see his eyes blinking a couple of times
'Good morning princess' He said, planting a kiss in his hair.
Kurt smiled, he loved waking up and feeling the warm from Sebastian's body against his and now that they were naked, it only made it better 'Morning Bas' He muttered against his chest, before turning his face up kissing his boyfriend. But he quicly pulled back 'Sorry, I probably have morning breath'. But Sebastian shakes his head and captured his lips pushing his tongue in Kurt's mouth. He really didn't care, he just loved kissing him.
'You taste delicious' He smiled when they parted. Kurt blushed a little, then Sebastian added 'All of you' He winked and looked down, where they both were half hard against each other.
Kurt laughed a little and sat up. 'I could say the same about you'. Sebastian just smiled at him.

Kurt went to the bathroom while Sebastian sat back thinking of how to start the talk about sex with Kurt, without sounding like an idiot. Was it too soon to bring that up, right after they had had their first blowjob only hours earlier?
When Kurt got out, he sat back on the bed between Sebastian legs and covered them up with the blanket.
'It's only two o'clock, but I don't think I can fall asleep again right now' He said.
'I have something we could talk about' Sebastian answered.
Kurt turned a little and looked up at him. Encouraging Sebastian to tell him.
'You really surprised me with the blowjob princess. And as you probably can tell I really want to do it again'. He said. Kurt smiled and nodded, so he continued.
'But, I think it would be great if we talk about sex and what we like and don't like, before we do it again'
Kurt turned his head looking up at Sebastian
'Since, when are you the mature one in this relationship ' He asked smirking a little at his boyfriend.
Sebastian grinned and kissed his cheek 'Probably since I figured out that this means more to me than anything and I really wanna do the right thing here'.
Kurt turned even more and returned the kiss on Sebastian's cheek, then settled between his legs again, intertwining their fingers on his stomach.
Sebastian looked down 'How is the hand?' He asked and brushed his thump over it. He had almost forgot about that Kurt may still be in pain.
'It only hurts when I lift something or if I bend it to the left, but else it's fine' He squeezed Sebastian's hand to make his point.
'Good, I'm glad. I still can't get over that you punched a guy in the face' He said.
Kurt laughed 'Well I can be a little protective about what is mine'
Sebastian felt his stomach do a little flip and he whisperef 'And I am all yours princess, all yours'.

'Do you think that we should talk now?' Kurt asked after they had been quite a couple of minutes.
'We should' Sebastian answered.
'Okay, so how are we doing this?'
'We could just tell each other what we like and don't like or we could do the question thing, like I ask you something, then you answer and I answer the same back. Then you ask and so on'.

'I think I like the questions thing then' Kurt said, biting his lips, he was a little nervous to talk about this with Sebastian, which was stupid they were boyfriends now, but he couldn't help but wonder if Sebastian had tried all kind of things that he hadn't. He knew that Sebastian had been with a lot of people, and Kurt with a few, he can count them with one hand.
'I can start, if it makes you less nervous' Sebastian offered.
'I'd like that' Kurt said.

'Good' He actually felt a little nervous, not knowing if Kurt would judge anything he said, he knew Kurt wasn't a virgin, but that was all he knew, so he needed to know something first 'How many how you been with?'

Kurt took a deep breath, he could do this, this was Sebastian asking. They were boyfriends and he trusted Sebastian not to judge him.
'I've been with two if you asking about real sex'
'Real sex, what is not real sex?' Sebastian asked.
'What I mean, is I have been with two if you are talking anal' Kurt clarified.
'Okay' Sebastian just said, because he couldn't help but think about how many Kurt had had "not real sex" with then.
Kurt squeezed his hand 'Shouldn't you answer that too' He asked.
And ohh yeah, that was their deal 'I have been with four' Sebastian said. Which made Kurt turn around looking at him raising his eyebrows, because he thought Sebastian had been with more. Sebastian could see the confusion se he continued 'I only had anal four times. Sure I have hooked up a lot more, but it was always quick handjobs or blowjobs'.
Kurt settled back. 'Okay. My turn, do you have preferences?' He asked.
'I actually only tried topping ', Kurt know turned his whole body sitting up looking at Sebastian. Sebastian was blushing.
'I know that you think of me as this guy who probably have had sex many times , and I did yes, but I am actually kind of a virgin, because I never bottomed' . Sebastian said.

Kurt just kept staring at him, He was a little confused, but also very excited about the fact that Sebastian trusted him with this, so he thought he could also share something with him 'I never tried rimming' He blurted out. Which made Sebastian laugh and Kurt joined him seconds later.
When they had laughed it out. They laid down looking at each other, then Sebastian asked
'Do you have any kinks?'
And Kurt just stared at him, he could feel his whole face heat up, but he answered anyway 'Uhh, maybe. Or I don't know. But I always liked to know how it would be to be blindfolded during sex'
Sebastian leaned over kissing him softly 'I'd love to make that come true one day' Kurt kissed him back.
'Do you have any kinks?' He asked.
'I really don't know. I mean I never actually have the time to explore it'.
'Because you haven't been in a relationship before?' Kurt asked,
'Yeah' Sebastian answered. He liked this, he liked talking to Kurt about this and that he could be honest.

'What is the weirdest place you've had sex' Kurt asked.
'I once blew a guy in the back of an alley, that's probably it. What about you?'
'In Blaine's parents bedroom' Kurt answered, before he could think about it. He could see the minute the name was out of his mouth that Sebastian tensed a bit.
'That sound rather terrifying. Why if I may ask?' Sebastian tried sounding relaxed, but he could tell his voice may have gone a little dark when he asked. He was still jealous of the fact that the two have been together.
'It was when I first had been to NY, we haven't seen each other for almost three weeks, and when we did we were invited to a big dinner at Blaine's house, and when we had the chance we escaped upstairs, only to find Cooper sleeping at Blaine's room. So we ended up in his parents room'. He laughed a little, but saw that Sebastian clearly didn't thought it was funny. 'You know that Blaine was a big part of my life back then, and he always will be. So you have to start accepting that Bas'

Sebastian swallowed. 'I know, I know. And I think it is great, but you can't blame me for being a little jealous about that you have been with him and he's been with you longer than I have'.
Kurt smiled at him 'You are cute. And it is sweet that you think that' He kissed him 'But now I am all yours to have' He added, winking up at Sebastian. And Fuck he could totally look all innocent while doing that, Sebastian got up hovering over Kurt, making him lay back at his bed, taking his hands pinning them over his head. 'All mine, hmm I like that' he sucked Kurt bottom lips in his mouth before let his tongue dive in and play with Kurt's.
They continued kissing like that for an hour, before they fell asleep again.

The alarm woke them the next morning and the hurried getting ready and out to the car to drive for the next hours. This time Sebastian started driving first.
When the had been driving 20 minutes Kurt's phone went off, he looked down seeing it was Blaine, He looked over at Sebastian, thinking of their talk last night.
'It's Blaine calling' He said. Sebastian made a quick look at him, then turned to look at the road again 'Well, you should talk to him. If you feel that you are ready. I meant what I said days ago, do it when you feel you're ready'.
Kurt smiled, leaned over and kissed his cheek, 'Thanks Bas' then he sat back ringing Blaine back.

'Kurt' came the answer on the first ring,
'Hey, Blaine' Kurt couldn't help but smile, he had missed talking to his best friend.
'How are you, I heard from Sam, that you drove to LA, did you have fun?'
'Yeah, we did. We are actually headed home now. Think we will be there tomorrow evening' Kurt answered.
'That's great. I actually want to know, if you would like to go out then, or maybe the day after?' Blaine asked.
'Blaine.. ehh.. I would love that, but I don't know if Sebastian have any plans?'
'Sebastian.. right.. Kind of forgot about him for a second there. But isn't he moving back at his own place when you guys come home?

That made Kurt turn look at Sebastian. Would he be at his own place? He hadn't thought about that. What would it be like when they wouldn't be around each other all the time, now that Sebastian got his key back?

'I don't know that. I think he is' Kurt knew it sounded lame.
'You think? Haven't you guys talked about that?'
'No'

Sebastian glanced back at Kurt. He could tell that the conversation was making him nervous, what was Blaine saying? He rested his hand on Kurt's thigh, hoping to make him relax a little.

'Well, if you could figure it out then, Sebastian can tag along if he likes. I think Sam is coming too' Blaine said
'Okay' Kurt just said.
'So, what was LA like?' Blaine asked, and Kurt told him about meeting Sebastian's brother and when they had been out dancing.

'You punched a guy's face?' Blaine laughed.
'Yes, I did. And my hand actually still hurts. But he said trash about Sebastian and I don't tolerate people talking like that about my boyfriend' Kurt said, before he could think about it.
He heard Blaine's breath hitching, and shit he hadn't mean to blurt it out like that.

'So you guys are boyfriends now?' Blaine asked.
'Yes ... I am really sorry Blaine, I didn't mean to blow it on you like that.' Kurt offered.
'It's okay Kurt. You shouldn't apologize. I think I understood that we weren't meant to be together again when you were at my house the last time. I've been thinking and if Sebastian makes you happy, then I am happy for you guys. Just know that I always will be here for you'
'Thanks Blaine. It means a lot, like I said I don't want to say goodbye to you ever' He smiled a little, it was really nice talking to Blaine again. 'I missed you' He added.
'I missed you too Kurt, so much' Blaine said.

They talked a little more, before saying goodbye. Kurt smiled when he ended the call, looking over at Sebastian.
'Blaine says hey' He said.
Sebastian smiled a little, he may be jealous, but he was happy that Kurt got to talk with Blaine again. 'Thanks, what did he say?' He asked.

'He asked if we wanted to go out tomorrow or the day after, Sam's coming too?'
'We could do that' Sebastian agreed.
'He.. ehh. He also asked if you would be staying at your own place when we get back' Kurt said, looking down at his hands.

'Sure I will, it probably stinks at my place. Don't think I got the trash out and I'm sure I didn't leave a window open, because I wasn't prepared to be out for this long.' Sebastian answered. Not seeing how Kurt's face shrank when he said that.

'Right' Kurt just said. Looking down at Sebastian's hand still on his thigh, he took it and intertwined their fingers, before he laid his head against the window closing his eyes.