Author's Note: Wow, I love you guys. You're so nice. Okay, for the record, I don't know if this one counts as one of my updates, because this chapter was ghostwritten by Sarah Torrez. I'm counting it, I guess...Anyway, it's short, but I technically didn't give her much time...so, yeah. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush.

"Here," James handed Logan a cup of hot chocolate. They'd been looking for Carlos all day, and there'd been no sign of him anywhere. Logan was shaking violently. He was taking this harder than he'd taken Kendall getting in the accident. Maybe it was because Carlos was possibly taking his own life. James wasn't totally sure.

The door opened and James and Logan looked toward it hopefully. A second later they sighed in disappointment. It was just Mrs. Knight.

"No sign of Carlos?" she asked. James and Logan shook their heads.

"Where's Katie?" James asked.

"Staying the night with Kendall," Mrs. Knight answered.

James knew Kendall was probably going crazy. He was stuck in the hospital while Carlos was missing, unable to look for him.

"I just don't understand why he would be so depressed," Mrs. Knight commented.

James felt a surge of guilt pass through him. He knew he hadn't helped. He knew he'd made it worse. He knew he'd been a horrible friend.

"He's disappeared like this before," Mrs. Knight continued, obviously trying to sound cheerful. "He'll show up in a few hours, like he always does."

Somehow, James wasn't convinced.

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Kendall stared at the ceiling, worried about Carlos. He felt helpless, stuck in bed while James and Logan looked for Carlos.

Katie lay on the cot the nurse had brought for her, fast asleep. She'd had a hard time getting to sleep and Kendall was glad that she'd finally fallen asleep.

He was sure that he wouldn't fall asleep. He was sure that the worry would eat at him and he would stay awake all night. But about an hour later, he fell asleep.

Katie woke up two hours later and got restless. She got up and wandered around the hospital for a while. She went out the front doors and walked around the hospital. She ended up by the ER entrance somehow. She was so focused on worrying about Carlos that she didn't notice where she was until an ambulance came up to the entrance and doctors swarmed it. She stared at it, transfixed. She couldn't look away.

The person wasn't moving from what she saw. She wondered vaguely what had happened.

Then the light fell across the person's face and she gasped.

"No way!"

Author's Note: Oh! Isn't Sarah just terrible? Just kidding. We've been talking about where this story is going and I decided to give her a chance to write this chapter. I hope you like it! I'll hopefully update again today!