AN: I'm too scared to see when the last time I update was... I've been busy with Music camp, editing and filming a music video, I started school a few days ago, I'm working on Forbidden Woods (releasing October 11th, 2011), I finished publishing Dear Jacob (don't know if I had that before in my last AN...), and stuff... plus I'm going to be in Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat again, but this time at my school, and I have to practise for that and recording parody songs for you guys (Youtube) and GLEE for other people. Trust me, the work in Forbidden Woods will be WORTH IT when I have it up :). Mark your calenders next to your Breaking Dawn count down ;). So, here you go!

Midnight Moon: Renesmee and Jacob

Chapter 21: Worry

Jacob Black

Alice: Are you sure?

Nessie: The dreams they sent me have never been wrong before.

Carlisle: So then, what's your plan?

Nessie: I was thinking maybe if it leads to battle, Esme and Seth could take Landon and Endora. Prior to if possible.

Jasper: Renesmee, you're not trained for battle. We don't have much time.

Nessie: I'm a fast learner.

Emmett: there may not even BE a battle.

Seth: Exactly. I thought that was kind of the whole point of you getting pregnant so early.

Nessie: We can't take chances. Even if they let us off the hook, we still have Lesil, Clark and Bregita to protect.

Lesil: thank you.

Rosalie: I agree.

Carlisle: You should bring the children over tomorrow so they get used to our scent, especially Landon.

Edward: Something tells me, this won't end well...

Bella: Be optimistic, Edward.

Edward: Bella, our daughter may be killed in two days time!

Bella: We've been through a similar before. We didn't end up fighting and no one was killed, except Irina.

Carlisle: Speaking of which, maybe I should call everyone from before.

Nessie: Grandpa, I don't want everyone dying because of me.

Jacob: Ness, this is our only hope. If this ends in battle, so be it. Jasper, we better start training her.

Edward: No way you're training her for a battle that won't happen. Alice, do you see anything?

Alice: it's vivid. It's like a tv and it's all static. But I think we do really have three days.

Jacob: Just in case though, we should train her. If not for three days from now, for future purposes.

Edward: I can't believe you're putting your wife- my daughter in this situation. With Bella, I barely agreed!

Jacob: we're not you and Bella. We're Jacob and Nessie. And I'm doing all I can to protect her. If it means training for battle, so be it.

Edward sighed from across the table before replying.

Edward: Jasper. Get to it. Jacob, you should get the new members to come as well.

Jacob: I'm on it.

I stood up and kissed Nessie quickly before heading outside. I went into the forest and undressed before phasing.

Hey, Jake! What's the update?

Hey, Mitch. Anyone else here? A few voices came up.

I explained the battle and like I expected, everyone was excited.

Yeah! We get to tear up leeches and burn their shreds.

Everyone cheered along with Drake with the same enthusiasm.

Okay, just remember that we have to go to a battle instruction, I don't know when it'll be so keep posted. You got it?

Do we ALL have to be there?

I'd rather we have some of you still on guard. Endora and Landon will be protected, just keep in mind this is just IN CASE this leads to battle.

What about your wifey?

She's training too.

So, she's not going to be with your kids?

No, she needs to know how to protect herself.

What about Seth?That's when I began to think...

Could I trust Seth with Endora? A stupid question, but what if we don't make it? Could I count on Seth, the guy who imprinted my daughter, to take care of mine and Nessie's daughter? Landon included?

What if I missed her growing up? Going through life through diapers, High school, even giving Endora and her brother the talk (Which Seth can't do mostly because of Endora). I'd miss everything I've wanted my whole life. Everything...

Jake, Nick thought, soothing. Don't put too much thought into this, okay? I'm sure we have a shoe in if this leads to battle. I'm just as worried as you.

Thanks. I thought, calmer now.

Okay, there's a possibility this won't lead to battle, if not, Nessie will know how to protect herself. If she does, Endora and Landon are going to be in safe hands. Besides, Esme may just be there, she won't let anything happen to them and give them the treatment they need.

Renesmee Cullen

"Again!" Emmett called to Jasper as he lunged toward him.

Me and the rest of the pack observed closely to every move they made. Jacob couldn't step in because he was scared he may be too into it and end up killing someone, or at least ripping an arm.

"These aren't new borns so the way this works is different," Jasper told us. "They're more experienced in battle and have powers they can use against us. There's no telling if we'll all come out alive, but to make sure we all know what we're doing, that's why we're here."

Even Bella had to learn a new trick or two.

I had to bring Landon and Endora with me, Seth stayed human to help. Landon was more alert than ever with the scents going around him.

"They're the good guys, Landon, family." I whispered. "We all belong in this. Get used to it." Landon giggled and Endora joined in, which distracted Emmett for a split second which gave Jasper the advantage to pull him down from the side.

Lesil gave a few hints but also had to learn a bit, when she wasn't up to bat though, she talked to Emmett and Rosalie. I never realized how much she talked to them. She probably had that sister bond with Rosalie or something. Emmett did have almost the same hair as I remember Clark having...

"Hey, Renesmee!" Alice called. "Come on, try." I stood up and Jacob sat beside the kids, taking my place.

I stood in front of Alice and we got into stance.

"Don't worry, I'll go easy on you." Alice smiled, then lunged after me like I saw the rest of my family do.

Alice's hands tried to get around me, but I wouldn't let her, but soon enough, her arms flied where I ended up being. On the corner of my eye, I could see Jacob jumping, almost on fours. I did what Jasper told me to do and soon, I had her flying above me and she fell to the ground.

For a second, I was scared I hurt her, until she got up again and Jasper started clapping and everyone else joined. I guess I did well.

"Well done!" Jasper smiled and patted my back. I smiled back and Jacob trotted to me and lightly licked my cheek with a little bit of his tongue. I kissed his nose back and we walked back to where I sat.

Lesil seemed to not need much training, I guess living with Iris makes you learn self defense. She moved incredibly fast that if you blink, you'd most likely miss her.

Jacob and I left early since the kids needed a nap, but we made sure Landon was used to the family's scents. He won't be phasing any time soon, we were sure of that.

When the twins were fast asleep, Jacob and I talked about the fight as I brushed my teeth, and he shaved.

"I don't like seeing you fight, even with relatives." Jacob said, dipping his razor into the water and rincing it, then returning it to his creamed face.

"Jake, I don't like it either. But it's for the better. I have to learn or else, I could die." My words were muffled by the toothbrush in my mouth, but I was sure he heard them.

He stopped shaving for a minute and just leaned on his hands against the counter. I continued brushing.

"If only there was another way..." I spit out the foamy toothpaste in my mouth into the sink.

"Jake, one day I go to learn and already you're worried?" I picked up the rincing cup. "I thought you were okay with this whole thing."

"Well, what if we die?" He looked at me as I spit out the water. "What if we die and we miss Landon and Endora's life?"

Jacob grabbed a towel to wipe away the rest of the shaving cream-which wasn't much-and then walked out with it, throwing it into the laundry bin we had in our room. I followed, wiping the toothpaste around my mouth on my arm.

When I got to the bedroom, I saw Jacob sitting at the edge of the bed, head in hands, completely motionless except his back rising and falling from his breathing. I closed the door so we would know I was there, plus I didn't want to wake the twins if we started yelling.

"Jake," Was all I said. He didn't look up until I took a seat beside him. He put his hands down then.

"How can you be so confident about this?" He looked at me, tears in his eyes. "You're not scared at all? You're acting like you know everything's going to be fine. You're not thinking about anything that could happen to us. What if I die? What if you die? I can't survive without you, Ness."

When he said this, he sounded sad, but angry at the same time as his teeth cringed, especially at the last part. But I felt his pain. I shook my head.

"Jake, I don't know if everything's going to be alright. I don't know who may die or live, but I just want to enjoy our time together... right now. That's all I want to do, Jacob Black." He sighed and it was silent for a while. Finally, he took my hands in his.

"Okay..." He whispered, then he brought my hands to his lips.

"Just promise me something, Jake," He nodded. "If I die, you'll look after Endora and Landon as if I was here. This is me not promising I may not live, if that's what you want." He sighed.

"No." He looked at me. "I can't live without you. You die, I follow." I pulled my hands back.

"God, Jacob, you're so frustrating!" I got up and went to the window, I couldn't look at him now.

There was rain pouring, a little thunder too, Seth should be on his way soon.

I watched as each raindrop that reached the glass poured down, like a sweating glass of water with ice in it. I listened too, as the soothing sound of water hitting the roof calmed me a little.

Jacob let me take a moment to calm down before he stood up. As soon as he did, I spoke again.

"Landon doesn't matter to you? Or Endora who already found her soulmate, like us?" I turned to him. "Jacob, as soon as I found out I was pregnant, I knew their lives were more important to me than my own. You, Landon and Endora are my everything. But you," I scoffed. "You still don't see what we've created-what we made, the two of us are Landon and Endora. If one of us dies, they're all you have left of me."

Jacob stayed frozen until I finished my speech and calmed down. I stood in front of him, arms crossed, waiting for his response.

"Are you going to make me sleep on the couch with Seth?" I knew he was trying to break the ice, but instead, I was offended.

"Unbelievable." I said, heading for the door. He followed me as I headed outside.

"Nessie! I was joking!" I turned to him. He bit his lip. "But, I'll still do it..." I rolled my eyes and put on my shoes. I didn't know where I was going, but I needed to be away from him.

"Ness, don't go!" I snorted.

"So now I'm the serious one and you have to make a remark?"

"I'm sorry, okay? I just said it without thinking, okay?" I grabbed my coat and put it on my arm, opening the door. "Ness... I'm sorry." I froze, now he was appoligizing for what he said before. This was what I was waiting for.

"I just can't live without you..." I tuned around after closing the door, dropping my coat on the floor. "But if you want me to take care of them, I'll do it."

"You didn't need me to tell you to know. I would've done the same thing if I was in the same situation."

"I know..." He sighed. "But I'm so scared of losing you. I've been scared for months and if you die in three days, I feel like our time together wasn't enough..."

I stood there for a few seconds, then I took off my shoes and walked toward him. Arms around his neck. I couldn't stay mad at him.

"Jake," Our foreheads rested against each other. "Our time together is forever. We shouldn't be counting seconds or hours or days together. The moments are what I count." He smiled and kissed me.

"You're right... I'm sorry, I'm just thinking negatively lately." I nodded.

"I get it." I smiled. "I'm sorry I almost left... but you should know I'm not going anywhere." He smiled.

"Good, because I'm not letting you." I smiled and we continued kissing, but after what felt like hours, he lifted me up and carried me into the bedroom.

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