Here we go! 21!

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Edward POV...

"Edward." Bell stated. She sighed and closed her eyes for a long minute.

"Bella." I stated. She cracked a small smile and opened her eyes.

"I don't want to but it's not all my choice." She said just above a whisper. I sat there as her words played over and over in my head.

Don't want to...Not all my choice...Don't want to...Not all my choice...Don't want to...Not all my choice...Don't want to...Not all my choice...

"So, I get a say?" I asked slightly confused. She just nodded.

"Change me now!" I yelled.

"No. That's where my say comes in. I will not change you so young." Bella said furiously.

"I'm not that young!" I yelled.

"You're still too young. I will not change you so young. And that's final!" Bella yelled.

She glared furiously at me. I felt angry and sad tears start to well up in my eyes. I pushed my chair away from the table and ran into my room. I slammed the door and locked it. I slid down the door and hugged my knees to my chest.

Bella never yelled at me. She never yelled. The only times she yelled at me when I was younger and getting into trouble. Bella never yelled at me, never. I wiped away the tears that made their way down my cheeks.

"Edward, can I come in? I'm sorry for yelling at you." Bell said from the other side of the door. She sounded like she was sitting on the ground. There was a quiet knock right by my ear. "Edward, please." Bell begged. There was another soft knock. I stayed quiet as I sat against my door. "Edward, I'm sorry. I just lost my temper. It happens to us all. Please." She begged again. Her voice was filled with pain and sorrow.

I stood up and unlocked my door. I slowly turned the handle and opened my door. There Bell was, sitting against the wall next to my door, with tears in her eyes. I collapsed at her side and wrapped my arms around her neck.

"I'm sorry too." I whispered. She quickly wrapped her arms around me and pulled my into her lap. I felt safe in her arms.

"Edward, I will change you if that's what you want but I have 2 conditions." Bell said quietly. I nodded and waited for her to continue. "One, I want you to be older than you are now. Two, I want you to seriously think about this. This isn't something you can take back, it's permanent " Bell said. She pulled back and looked into my eyes.

"Deal." I said. It was serious and non refundable. Bell smiled my favorite smile and pulled my back to her chest.

I still don't know why that smile is my favorite. Or why I feel so safe in her arms. Or why I couldn't stand to be away from her for any time period. Or why I loved her more than a mother or a sister. Something told me it wasn't normal to be this close to her but something else told me this was the right thing.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew was that my head hit my soft pillow.

Bella POV..

The second Edward ran from the table I knew I was to hard on him. He slammed his door and the sound echoed in my mind. I sobbed quietly because I could hear him crying quietly. After a minute I pulled myself together and walked down the hall. I slid to the floor and sat against the wall next to Edward's door.

I begged him to let me in. Saying I was sorry, because I was. Finally when he opened his door he looked down at me. The sadness on his face brought more sadness to mine. He collapsed next to me and hugged me.

I hugged him back and we made a deal about changing him. I really didn't want to change him because he can have a life. But I can't tell my green-eyed baby no. He fell asleep after a while so I laid him in his bed.

"Sleep tight, Edward." I whispered then shut his door. I walked down the hall and sank into my chair. I stared out the window and sighed. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed the number I knew by heart, not by memory.

"Hello?" He asked.

"I told Edward I would change him when he's older." I whispered into the phone.

"You told him what?" Jasper asked.

"I told Edward I would change him when he's older." I whispered again. I wasn't scared of waking Edward up it was more me finally realizing what I did. Jasper was quiet for too long before there was a 'click'.

I pulled the phone away from my ear and stared at the screen. Call Ended , the screen read. I sighed and snapped my phone shut. I threw it across the room and onto the couch. It landed with a soft thud and tumbled to the floor.

I had told Jasper that I never wanted to change Edward and Jasper agreed with my some extent. But as Edward got older the more Jasper agreed with me and the more I disagreed with myself.

I would change Edward when the time came.

Jasper POV...

When Bella said that she was going to change Edward I was furious. She said she was never going to change Edward, even if he was her mate. So when those words came from her mouth I crushed my phone in my hand. I let the pieces fall from my hand and to the floor.

"Jasper, it's their choice." Alice said from our little couch. We lived in a small cottage in the Amazon forest.

"She has no idea how to deal with a newborn. She said she would never change Edward. She said she couldn't stand to see him go through the transformation pain." I rattled off a few things.

"She also said that we would never lose touch, and look at us now. We have no idea where they are living. We have no idea what Edward is like. We haven't seen them for the past 7 years. No one has." Alice said.

Alice was right. Bella and Edward disappeared after her 125th birthday party, when Edward got hurt. They fell off the map, we never got calls, letters, emails, nothing. Rose and Emmett never heard from Bella. Carlisle and Esme never heard from her. And now 7 years later we get a single phone call and I ruined the chance to talk to her.

I sighed and collapsed into the couch. Alice wrapped me in a hug and started to kiss my neck.

There we go... Next chapter Edward is 16!