Nov 1942 Kyle ...God sake wow since Stan turned 15 well we really can't keep our hands off eachother were at it like rabbits now so to say fuck good job we can't get the other pregnant otherwise we'd defently be pregnant lol but it happend again today innthe bath and yeah during the day fuck were daring doing it in day time lol
Now what happend was I was in the bath but by myself and guess I was singing to myself too when Stan came in well he banged on the door and I got out the bath and let him come in as I keep the door locked don't want Jacob wandering in and molesting me but Stan well I don't mins but I let him in and we started talking and well before we knew it with the door locked we were on the floor fucking so did it in the bathroom but it was so damn good and Stan said I felt slippery lol but to make things worse later on Ike asked me if I was okay and I said yeah I'm fine why do you asl and he said I heard you moaning in the bathroom fuck sake I had to make up a lie in future our love making needs to be quieter lol
...( Stan ) ...
Been a great day today more sex with beautiful Kyle this time in the bathroom it was heaven just can't get enough of him really and it takes his mind off what's happaning
Kyle was in the bath having a bath and I was heading down stairs when I heard Kyle singing in the bath tub he sometimes sings in their so I chapped on the door saying Kyle you in their and he said yeah who is it ao I said its Stan can I come in so he let me in and we started chatting talking about puberty and that and I was commenting on Kyles beautiful body and next moment we were on the floor fucking each other and when Kyle is happy he moans a bit and I was nibbling on his ear and licking his neck that was so good and Kyle tasts beautiful and he was a bit slippery as he was still wet but I held him firmly
We made it for maybe a few moments half an hour at the most then stared kissing and that and I nibbled on his ear and he kept sating no love bite as he'd need to hide it God I was scared incase I'd mark him like that as his flesh is so beautiful so I nibbled on his ear as that's coverd by his hair wish we could have remaind like that forever but we had to go down stairs incase we'd be noticed as missing and don't want pepole coming up and catching us out making out sessions are short but so enjoyable
Nov 1942 Kyle ... Helped Stan box yo the rest of his old toys as he no longer really wants them and his beloved trainset he gave to Ike who's delighted by it and he's been playing all day with it. So sweet
As for the rest of the toys he boxed them up and put them in the attic and he took down his old dinosaur posters and gave them to Ike but he's left his teddy bear on his night stand
Were not sure what hell do with the toys in the attic maybe give them away after the war but he said their not eating anything up in the attic and can stay their for a bit
I sat on my bed watching him as he also said he's almost an adult now and dosent need these toys so they can go up into the attic till he desides what to do with them or he might give them to Ike when this carry on is over and we have our own place and more space it was kinda sad watching Stan box up all his toys that's another chapter of his life over his childhood yet I guess if I was still in my room at the old house I'd be doing the same really now
Dec 1942 Kyle ...again we're preparing for another Haunnikah in hiding so all the cellar is decorated and the rest of the house is decorated for Xmas we don't mind I so hope this will be the last year were doing this and next hear well be in our own place free and happy yet I'm happy here too with Stan but at times wish I did have my own space and no one walking in on you every 5 miniutes that can get really annoying
Least it's quiet just now with Xmas and that the soilders outside have now left and even Shelly has found a new boyfriend so she's over that Nazie guy he's history I think lol had a feeling he'd just be another phase and she even binned his photo found it in the bin ripped up a few weeks ago but anyway lest hope the peace lasts for a while but somehow a doubt it
Jan 1943 Kyle ...well into another new year and dare I say once again hope it's going to be better than last year bu. I'm not getting my hopes up really bet this time next year I'll be sitting here writting the same thing like the last few years but really God only knows what this year will bring really just hope it will all end this year and well be all free as I'm sick of all this carry on just got a feeling this may be the calm before the storm du no really hope not
Jan 1943 .Kyle ... Well the damn bombing raids have started again so no sleep but it did get a bit scary as the bombs did sound pretty close so it was back down to the celler again and it's cold down their Kyle S who's got a chest infection was moaning as ushal and fuck when we were down their I felt someone get into the bed with me and cuddle I to my back I though it was Stan at first till I turned round and felt identical curls to mine brush my cheek fucking Jacob he'd sneaked into bed with me so I kicked him out he said he was cold yeah right I don't beleive him if he's cold that's what hot water bottles are for get one of them to cuddle but not me I'm off limits
Later when it was quieter Stan and I shared a bed to catch up on sleep and cuddled I to eachother and yeah we fucked again before seeing in eachothers arms and we wedged the chair against the doorknob again for privacy. Stan has been asking for a lock on his door for years now but he's still not got ons
Jan 1943 Kyle ...urgh fucking heatings packed in and this place is like Antartica were all wearing coats indoors what a time to die on us mid winter were Frozen to the bone Stans dad said hell get it fixed as he knows 2 trusted friends that can do it and also one if them is got 2 families of Jews inside his wall hiding and theirs like 12 pepole in their so they won't tell on us so that's good to know but just want the hearing on its freezing
Also noticed a lot if Nazies on the street outside again they were looking around and looking at bits of paper so we all bolted into the cellar I have no idea what they want or are after but not hanging around to see but after like 3 hours it was safe to come out again so that was a very close call need to be careful really
Feb 1943 Kyle ...It has been biting blizzards and freezing temprutures the last few days but heatings still broken should be fixed by next week can't wait that will be good but despite the bitter cold and the snow we all wrapped up and played in the back yard with Ike and made him a snowman and Stan and Jacob helped but Jacob said he felt cold and went inside to get a hot drink
Also heard a lot of shouting in the street and Stans dad came out saying theirs Nazies nearby. best hide again so we seen them right by the window but had their backs to us so it was down the cellar again and it's freezing down their too when will this ever end I wonder
Feb 1943 Kyle...least we got our heating fixed today but the guy who was hiding the Jewish families is now dead someone ratted on him and the Nazies busted him and he tried to stop them as their were small kids in hiding including a 8 month old baby and he took the baby in his arms as it was crying and refusing to let the baby go so the Nazies shot him and the baby also some of the other Jews hiding in that house were shot too the rest have vanished loaded into trucks and disappeard
It was heartbreaking hearing about that that man was a nice man too and his young wife she's been arrested too she went quietly also she's pregnant with their first baby that is due in. June they were also married in July last year so had their first aniversary too newlyweds really so sad but despite everything the house is a bit warmer now so that's good I guess I hate the cold
March 1943 Kyle ...so much has happend in the last 24 hours not sure where to begin really so hear goes I guess
Was sitting in Stans back room with the fire on as that room was really nice and warm and we were having some lessons in our home schooling around the big table with dad Stan Ike Jacob Kyle S and I whist mom and mrs Marsh were in the kitchen with one of my aunts and shelly and the rest were in the front. room listening to music on the radio it seemed like a nice normal day really and later we planned to go back out into the yard to play in the snow when Stans dad came rushing in panicking saying that he over heard that the Nazies have had a tip off theirs Jews hiding in this area and their searching everyone's home so we need to move to a safer house I was terrified and said we can hide in the cellar like always but he said Son their looking in cellers lofts inside walls under floorboards anywhere that a person could hide nowhere is safe
Luckly Stans dad knows a place not far from here that looks all boarded up but has secret entrances that we can go to its an old boarded up store that closed down years ago do we will move tonight and stay their till it's safe then back in with Stan again even if it's only for a week or even few days but I'll hate leaving Stan no more privet time with him god I loved that time but we can have much more of that time when this is over and Stan said hell visit when he can but wish I don't have to move but if we don't we could all be killed and that terrifies me more
...( Stan ) ...
God things are going from bad to worse and it's driving Kyle and me apart now fuck it someone has now tipped of the Nazies that their Jews hiding in this area and dad overheard so he said best thing to do is move Kyle and his family again to somewhere safer as the Nazies are searching pepoles homes from top to bottom and shooting people that's what happend to the guy whe was ment to be fixing our heating he was hiding Jews inside his wall and he got shot and killed for protecting them and giving cheek to the Nazies and he was holding a baby in his arms at the time they shot the baby too also he leaves a young wife who's about to have their first baby in Jume so that's sad
Dad knows of an old abandond store that's been boarded up for years. even before this carry on started and it's close by so they won't be disturbed their and it should only be for a short time and hopefully they can come back to us just wish they ddident have to go ill so miss Kyle and more no nice privet time so Kyle and I had a few privet moments when he should have been packing we just kissed and hugged and put our hands over each others hardend. cocks as we didn't have enough time to undress and Kyles mom was just outside so Kyle and his family will leave tonight when it's dark I'm dreading it poor Kyle I hate this fucking war
March 1943 Kyle ...well we have now moved into our new hiding place it's only like 5 doors away from Stan but way I feel might as well be 5 miles I so so miss him don't know how I'm really gonna cope without him but hopefully it's not for very long really
Where we are used to be a small grocery store that closed downa years ago before this carry on all started even also their is some furniture here not much and Mr and Mrs Marsh brought round our things so that was nice of them so ae made makeshift beds and tried to get some sleep least this place looks derlect and boarded up you have to move some planks of wood to get out and in and the Nazies don't know about that ao I think we're safe here also as I slept I cuddled Stan my little teddy bear imaging it was him just miss him so much he was heartbroken when I leftt and so was I I tried not to cry and told myself it's not for ever when it's settled down a bit I'll be back in Stans house and in his arms
...( Stan ) ... ...
God last night was the worst night ever poor Kyle and his family are gone now they left to go into hiding in a safer place but hoping its only for a short period if time and they'll be back soon I miss Kyle so damn much and seeing his empty bed next to me makes things worse
I could tell he was trying not to cry when he left he just patted me on the shoulder saying don't worry I'll be fine it's only for a little while won't be long till I'm back here your not getting rid if me that easly he tried to be cheery bless him but I know he's terrified I'm terrified if anything happens to him I'll die also my parents helped move their belongings so we got hold of a hand cart and moved their stuff including Ikes trainset that used to be mine the rest if their things that don't look to Jewish have been moved into the loft but as I said so hoping this won't be long maybe a few days till the Nazies leave their still all over the place god I hate them but just hope Kyle will be okay we will see him soon all this carry on its so unfair soon as it ends the better
Well that's that chappy done what will happan next and poor Kyle next chappy up soon so enjoy