Lauren placed her phone down on the nightstand, rolling her body back to face the barely awake brown-eyed girl who flashed her a lazy smile. The older brunette paused for a few seconds, admiring the pure innocence that the younger brunette seemed to exude somehow, even now; she absolutely loved it.
How DOES she do it? Make me feel this way. Lauren thought to herself as her shiny emerald orbs surveyed the love of her life. I still CAN'T believe I woke up next to HER, my heart. She delicately shook her head, almost unnoticeable.
"Lauren," Camila extended her arm, placing it on the older girl's hip as her brown orbs became curious, "what was that little head shake for huh? What is it?"
I KNOW that LOOK…what is she thinking about? Brown eyes stayed intently locked on the porcelain skin girl who remained silent.
Narrowed green eyes continued to scan the brown-eyed girl in front of her. She admired every detail her sight took in. From the caramel skin girl's plump bottom lip that she pulled in between her teeth, gently biting it, to her lashes that were naturally curled, perfectly highlighting her best feature, her bewitching brown eyes, to the barely there creases on her forehead that appeared when she perked her perfectly arched eyebrows, to her adorable nose that she scrunched playfully whenever she was in thought; the taller brunette was immersed. She could feel the blood rush through her body a little faster as she moved a stray hair, tucking it behind Camila's ear before locking her shimmering green eyes with beautiful bright brown orbs. They continued to stare at each other as Lauren lovingly brushed the side of her face with the back of her fingers.
I wonder..., Lauren's lips pulled to her eyes, if she knows that she does something to me that I CAN'T explain.
Camila noticed the smile that appeared on the girl in front of her, "Lo," the right side of her lips tugged towards her eyes as she let out her name, causing the green-eyed girl to lean in and give her a lingering kiss.
Lauren pulled back just far enough to let the words out, "yes beautiful?" She breathed onto the younger girl's lips.
Camila slowly opened her eyes, the kiss causing her breathing to moderately become irregular, "talk...you needed to talk to me about something."
Lauren swallowed the lump in her throat, she wanted to tell Camila what to expect at the fashion show, but she wanted it to go over smoothly. She already knew that the younger brunette didn't like Natalia, but this is all part of the work aspect of things and yes a LITTLE fun, but MOSTLY work.
She propped herself up, running her hand through her long brown locks before grabbing the younger brunette's hands, who somewhat propped herself up as well. "I wanna make you breakfast."
FEED HER, AND THEN TELL HER, YOU GOT THIS.
Camila smiled from ear to eat before leaning in to crash her full lips onto soft plump ones.
She stuffed her mouth with another bite of the fluffy chocolate chip pancakes that were placed in front of her, "mmmm," she let out, "so good, thanks Lo."
Dark eyebrows scrunched together letting out a giggle, "you full yet?"
"Just about," the tanned skin girl answered, "so what did you want to talk to me about?" She smiled as the porcelain skin girl made her way to the other side of the table, sitting next to Camila.
"Well, since I'm performing at the Victoria Secret Fashion Show," the younger brunette nodded, "the producers want me to flirt while I sing."
Camila already knew this; it is the Victoria Secret Fashion Show after all, "yeah?" She intertwined their fingers as she waited for a reply.
"The producers want me to flirt and banter on stage with Nat and I just wanted to let you know so there aren't any surprises." She finally let out nervously, pressing her lips together lightly as she nodded, this time she was waiting for a reply. "Camz..."
Camila stood up, grabbing her dish, walking it over to the sink while anxious green eyes stayed on her the entire time.
CRAP. I hope she's okay with this; the last thing I want is to make her feel uncomfortable or sad…she looked sad…hurt. Lauren could feel her heart ache at the vision in front of her; she knew Camila was sad about the situation, which was worst than the younger girl being angry, the green eyed girl could deal with angry, but the brown eyed girl feeling sad or hurt, that she COULDN'T stand. Well how would YOU feel if this was the other way around? Okay, you got a point there.
Her lips poked out as she placed both hands on the counter, her brown eyes locking with green ones that never left her, "alright, thanks for letting me know." Her eyebrows perked for a second before breaking eye contact.
That's it? NO WAY, she's upset which means she's hurt, I know she is. She sighed at the realization.
"That's it?" Lauren tilted her head, giving the younger girl a chance to speak some more, her eyes still on the younger brunette who turned her back to the older girl as she cleaned the counter with a paper towel trying to keep busy and trying to keep her composure.
'That's it?' YES! That's it, what do you want me to say? That I CAN'T STAND that girl, that I DON'T want you flirting with her, even if it's on stage because I KNOW she WANTS you. Camila became frigid as her thoughts continued to spew. You belong with me, ONLY ME…YOU'RE MINE and if she even looks at you the WRONG way or TOUCHES you…I might just KILL her.
"What else do you want me to say?" She continued to clean the countertop, her tone indifferent or at least that's what she was going for.
Lauren quickly got up, approaching the shorter brunette, slowly wrapping her arms around her the younger girl's still frigid body. The taller brunette breathed in her scent as she let her chin rest on Camila's shoulder, the contact prompting the younger girl to stop what she was doing as her body began to relax, letting the warmth take over.
Why is it SO HARD to stay upset with this girl? Or to NOT show emotion towards her…Why? The shorter brunette sighed as she felt a trail of warm kisses softly placed on her shoulder, up her neck. I KNOW WHY.
***Flashback: 8 ½ Years Ago***
Camila laid on her bed reading a book or at least she was trying to read, but to be honest she was reading the words but not taking in any of the story. She was still fuming about what had just transpired a little while ago.
Seriously…seriously! She pressed her eyelids close, lying on her back, thinking to herself. We're together, we're together and she STILL entertains HIM! She put her open book over her face. I HATE him! Ever since boot camp, stupid California boy, he thinks he's so good looking with his stupid year round tan and sleeveless shirt, like come on! Buy a fucking regular shirt, not everyone wants to see your stupid arms! She groaned into her book. I know he STILL wants MY GIRLFRIEND, yeah over MY dead body!
Her thoughts were interrupted by the slight creaking of her door, "Camz," she felt her bed dip as legs straddled either side of her; she remained silent, still upset. "Camila."
No…you can't she just say my name in that way I love, huskily, and expect me NOT to be upset anymore-NO.
Lauren finally grabbed the book off of Camila's face, tossing it to the side. She looked down at the younger brunette, her eyes closed and arms crossed, not budging. Her lips pulled to her green eyes, knowing exactly why the younger girl was acting the way she was.
She's SOOOOO cute when she's jealous.
The older brunette leaned down, placing a gentle kiss on the still upset girl's left cheek, "Camz," and another kiss on her right cheek, "Camz."
Camila's arms uncrossed, her body giving into the sweet, tender kisses as Lauren slowly lingered her lips onto the younger girl's, which began to move along with the green-eyed girl's lips. The younger brunette's arms made their way around the older girl's neck, tugging her down to deepen their kiss. Lauren smiled into her lips, giving her quick kisses before propping herself up.
Her loving green eyes locked with flickering brown orbs, "are you upset with me?"
Camila rolled her eyes playfully, "I was," She placed her hands on Lauren's waist, "but apparently it's hard to stay upset with you."
Lauren smiled from ear to ear, "I ONLY want you." She leaned down once again, kissing the younger brunette beneath her, their lips lovingly gliding along one another.
***End of Flashback***
She leaned back as her body completely turned to mush due to the perfectly placed gentle, tender kisses. It caused her to place her own arms on those that tightly wrapped around her body as she let her body melt with the older girl's, almost molding together.
What would I do without this girl, without her alluring brown eyes, without these arms, without her caramel skin, without this perfect frame, without her lips, without HER? I ONLY WANT HER.
"Camz," she kisses the younger girl's cheek, "will you come to the fashion she with me?"
She turned around slowly as Lauren's arms never broke contact, remaining wrapped around her waist, their eyes locked as she threw her arms around the taller girl's neck, "as in like together?" She asked so innocently, a little shock coming through from her eyes.
Is she asking me to GO with her, like GOOOO with her? We would be seen TOGETHER for the first time. We would arrive to the fashion show together for everyone to see, together for all the paparazzi, together for all the cameras…TOGETHER.
The older brunette chuckled at the question, brushing her nose against the younger girl's nose, "no," she smiled, her green eyes held still by brown ones, "not 'LIKE', I want you to be my date."
Camila's lips pulled to her shimmering brown eyes as she bit her bottom lip, simply nodding a 'YES'.