Chapter Twenty One
After a comforting hug I calmed down a bit.
"Sam can you get me something?" I asked hoping she would say yes.
"Okay… what do you need?"
"A packet of the strongest pills you can get"
Sam looked at me confused "are you in pain or something?"
"No I just can't face my life anymore"
Zoe and Sam looked at each other with a worried expression.
Zoe came over to my side "you know we can't and won't give you anything"
"But I don't see a point in me being here… in the world! After all when I'm here things are rubbish"
"Tamzin, you save lives at work and that is something amazing that you should be proud of" Sam said as she looked at me scared.
"I need to leave this place and start a new then"
"Well we can help you do that" I didn't want help I wanted to so things on my own for once, no matter how much pain I felt and how much help I felt like having.
"No, I'm going to leave and not have any help!"
"But you're ill at the moment"
"No, I've had a baby so not really"
"Yes you are"
I looked at Sam confused "go on tell me how I am ill"
Sam looked to Zoe who sighed then began "we think you need to be assessed by the psychiatric team"
I looked at them in horror "but I'm okay, I don't need help" tears ran down my face as I saw them both staring at me.
"Come on Tamz you obviously do"
"But I don't" I pulled myself out of the wheel chair and forced my way past them, then made my way outside and in to a taxi.
"Where too?" the driver asked not even noticing I was in a dressing gown.
"Away… far far away"
"Well I have a place that's far away if you want to go there?"
"Okay" I never though before speaking and the taxi set off with me in the back going somewhere I had never been and never would want to be, but I didn't know this yet!
To Be Continued! Please review!