"there we go its on" Katie said. I sat with her and Jen in Kendall's room. Katie had the television turned on ready to listen to the guys' interview.

"Hello and welcome to this live special of Good Day Hollywood. I am your host Alison Monroe and I have got an exclusive interview with Big Time Rush. Let's welcome them to the show"

"She is such a barbie doll. She is so plastic!" Katie said. "How on earth did she get a job like that with an IQ of nothing?"

"Katie!" Jen snapped.

"Thanks for having us" James said running a hand through his always perfect hair.

"The pleasure is all mine" Alison's smile looked so fake, as if she was being forced to do this.

I turned to Kendall and held his hand. Please come back to us soon so they can leave us alone"

"They look so uncomfortable on camera" Jen said.

"Can you blame them? Kendall is normally the main one who does the interviews" Katie pointed out.

I put my hand on Kendall's "Are you hearing this? We need you. The guys need you"

"Yes it must have been difficult at the time of the accident you were all on stage performing can you tell us more about the accident? How did it happen?" Barbie didn't sound like she was bothered.

"Well..." Carlos started before James put his hand over his mouth.

"Truthfully you know as much as we do about the accident. There is nothing much we can tell you apart from Kendall was singing on stage and then he slipped and hit his head" Logan explained. "it was just an accident"

"How is he?" Barbie asked.

"As if she cares if he is okay" Katie said.

"Kendall is recovering with his family and friends beside him" James answered.

"You must be able to tell us more than that" Barbie pressed.

"No there is nothing else we can tell you" Logan said. "His girlfriend, mum and sister are by his side as we speak"

Carlos took a sip of water.

"As we are speaking about her how is his on/off girlfriend Jo Taylor coping?"

Carlos almost choked on the water.

"God she is a mercenary" Jen moaned.

I smiled. "I'm sure the guys can cope"

"his long term girlfriend is coping like the rest of us. It was a big shock that nobody was expecting" James answered as he patted Carlos' back to help him clear his throat.

"And your girlfriend Camille Roberts, how do you think she copes when you are away on tour for a few months at a time?" Alison asked Logan.

"Both Jo and Camille are strong independent women. Yes they miss us, like we miss them, but they understand that we have to work." Logan answered.

"Let's get back to your tour for one moment, I'm sure everybody is desperate to know if your current tour , which has been cancelled due to the accident, will be resumed"

"Our tour will be continued" Carlos said. "However we have decided that it would not be right to continue it without Kendall. After all we started it together so we want to end it together so we are going to wait until Kendall is able to perform with us again"

"What about the future of BTR?"

"We hope to record a new album and tour again" Carlos answered.

Jen turned the television off. "I've had enough but the boys did well, she was horrible"

"They had to do it though" I stood up and walked over to the window and opened the blind. It was sunny outside and warm today. I opened the window to give us all some air. "they're vultures the lot of them all they are bothered about is their story never mind that Kendall is fighting for his life. At least this way they might back off and let us get on with this"

Jen and Katie went off to grab some drinks and snacks. I sat down on the edge of Kendall's bed. He was pale almost like a vampire, wires crammed in his throat to help him breathe, a fresh white bandage wrapped tightly around his head and the only thing which was familiar to me was the leather cuff I had bought him. He didn't look my Kendall, he looked like a stranger to me.

I lay my head on the side of his bed clutching his hand I closed my eyes. "Please come back to me, my handsome boyfriend. Please I need you"

The room was quiet. A timed beeping from the machine keeping Kendall alive went off every two minutes. Apart from that the room was quiet.

I hadn't realised but I managed to doze off. I only noticed when a kind of sucking sound, like somebody was chocking, woke me up. My eyes shot open. It was Kendall he had started breathing for himself.

I screamed for help and pressed the emergency button behind his bed.

"Its Kendall he's breathing!" I screamed as doctors and nurses flooded into the room. They ushered me out into the hallway while they sorted Kendall out. "He's fighting it. He wants to come back" I told Jen and Katie as they returned with drinks, chocolate and crisps. "I'm not dreaming am I?"

Katie shook her head "Nope this is really happening"

"that's wonderful" Jen said sitting me down on a chair "It's about time my baby comes back to us"