Love Me Not

by docsangel

When Clara witnesses a murder, she's forced into a life she never dreamed she'd be in. One she doesn't know if she can handle being in. What happens when one person shows her that she belongs there? That she can be loved?

21. Chapter 21

Chapter 21

***Thirty-Seven Weeks Pregnant***

"One more push Clara." the doctor says and we hear a little cry. "It's a boy." the doctor says. I get to rest a couple of minutes while Happy walks over to make sure he's okay. He walks back over to me and I feel another contraction. "Okay. Let's start pushing." the doctor says and I start pushing again. Four pushes later, we hear another little cry and hear "It's a girl." I lay back and Happy walks over to make sure both babies are good. I start feeling light headed and all of a sudden everything goes black.

I wake up seeing bright lights and hearing beeping. "Happy." I rasps. "Hey baby. You're awake." he tells me. "What happened?" I ask after he gives me a drink of water. "You hemorrhaged." he tells me. "The babies?" I ask. "Couldn't be more perfect." he tells me and I relax. The doctor comes in and says "Good, you're awake." she tells me. "What happened? My husband said I hemorrhaged." I say. "You did. We had to rush you into surgery. But there's something you should know." she says and I see sadness in her eyes. "I can't have anymore kids can I?" I ask. "I'm sorry. No. The hemorrhage was too bad. We had to remove your uterus." she tells me. I take a deep breath and say "Thank you doctor. Can I see my babies?" I ask and she nods.

Happy walks over to the bassinet and picks our son up and hands him to me before handing me our daughter. "What are you thinking babe?" he asks. "I can't give you more kids Happy." I say but I won't look at him. He tilts my head up and says "I have a son and a daughter. I'm perfect babe. I have everything I need with you and our babies." he tells me. "Are you sure?" I ask. "Hell yeah. We're good babe. Are you okay?" he asks. "Like you said. We have our son and daughter. I'm happy." I tell him. Kissing me softly, our family starts coming in. "Hey Darlin." Jax says as he kisses my cheek and takes my son from me. Gemma comes over and takes my daughter and is holding her. "What did you name the little loves?" Chibs asks. "Elena Marie after Happy's mom and Nathaniel James after Jax and my twin brother." I say. "You have a twin?" Tig asks. "He died when we were four of cancer." I tell them and they all smile sadly. "Well, these are some perfect tributes." Gemma says and I smile happily. Jax walks over and kisses my cheek and says "You know you're my sister, right?" he asks. "I know big brother." I say and he just smiles. Happy sits beside me and wraps his arms around me as we look at our family that couldn't be more perfect.