Rose,
This is bad. This is very, very bad. Donna got a whole parallel world wrapped around her and that damn beetle, and you were there, and there's no way that you could have been unless the walls between the universes are breaking down. You sent me two words, through her, just two words, and then they were everywhere. Bad Wolf made itself known on every piece of written word available on a completely different planet because you sent it.
This is the end of the universe.
What the hell am I supposed to do now, Rose? I'm going back to Earth, this is priority one, because the only way to find out what's going on and stop it is to be there when it starts.
But you know what is really wrong with this whole situation? This whole end of the universe scenario I've found myself in…AGAIN?
It's the fact is that no matter how bad things are, no matter what cause, no matter what the battle is that's coming my way, there's still a big part of me that has no concern for any of this, a part that got kicked into overdrive by one thing, Rose, just one thing.
You were there. And if you could get there…then you're coming here. You're finally coming home.
And that alone should terrify me, should anger me beyond all reason. I should be so angry with you for putting yourself at risk. Putting everything you've worked for since you were taken from me at risk. I should be furious.
But I can't be. Not at you. Never at you.
Instead, in spite of all that might be coming, I am ready to get down on my knees and pray to anything holy left in this universe, in any universe, that I'll find you somewhere in all this mess. That despite any fight that I have coming my way, I can have this.
After years of struggling, trying to find any way to survive my own life without you by my side, enduring the nightmares that plague me every time I try to sleep, and the grief that haunts me every minute that I'm awake…the universe owes me this.
For the first time in a long time, I really feel like fighting. Whatever the battle, whatever the threat, I'm going to fight for the Earth…I'm going to fight for the universe. And I'm going to win.
I'm fighting for you, Rose.