Here come's the BIG news!
Jo's Pov. (continued)
It started to get a little chilly so I scooted closer to Kendall and put my hand on the inside of his arm, I literally couldn't fit my hand around it because his biceps were so big.
I started to laugh.
"What?" he said looking at me funny.
"You arms are so muscular, it's a little insane." I said to him.
He smiled and flexed making them grow even bigger. That made me laugh a whole lot.
"I would probably be dead if I wasn't strong!" he said honestly. I just looked at him thinking about what he may have experienced.
"Anyway, so you know how you wanted to know who I was talking to the other day. Well it was the big time Commander of the seals." Ken said getting serious.
"What's up?" I said starting to get nervous.
"Well I've been home almost three months ." I cut him off right there.
"No, you have been home for almost three weeks." I said getting frustrated.
"I've been away from active duty for three months, and I've been called back for evaluations." he said looking out at the sea.
"Kendall what does that mean?" I started to panic.
"No. Well I don't know. I'm going to attend an interview and their gonna look at my profile and physical status." he said looking down.
I pulled away and started to get mad.
"You can't just be thrown back in, whatever happened to you messed you up not only mentally at the beginning Kendall. I noticed how you were thin and weaker when you came back. Your just getting back to yourself, we just got together." I said starting to tear up.
"I know, but I can't control it. I'm committed 100%. The interviews are next Thursday , you have to understand that this is my choice and that I don't know what's gonna happen. But I can't leave again being in a fight with you, it tore me apart last time, you need to understand that this is my life and I am committed to serving my country." he said putting a hand on my leg.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. I sat motionless trying to process this.
The thought of him leaving me again right after we finally got together hurts so much. I can't go back to not having him.
But I realized that the best thing to do wasn't to fight him on this, but to fight With him. I went and sat on his lap and just cried into his chest.
"Promise me you won't leave me." I said putting my hands on his neck while one of his was on my leg and the other around my back.
I could feel him tighten up below me.
"Jo I can't do..." he said that and I immediately cut him off.
"Just promise!" I said looking into his eyes firmly. Hi eyes went from confident to defeated.
"I promise." he said quietly with is head bent down.
This brought more tears to my eyes.
We sat like this for a couple of minutes comforting each other.
I stopped shaking when he wrapped both his arms around me pulling my back closer to his warm chest.
I ran my hands along his forearms feeling the veins filled with warm pumping blood.
As I went to hold his hand I felt a scare along his wrist and I don't remember that being there.
"Kendall, where did you get this scare?" I said looking at his face.
His face turned a light shade of white and his eyes went dark for a second.
"Umm... I don't know." he said looking at it.
"Ken..." before I could finish he interrupted me.
"Come on it's been an exhausting day lets head back." he said pushing me easily up too my feet.
"Okay, but.." I said as he stood up.
"But what?" he said as I used my hands to fix his collar.
"Promise me, whatever the out come is, you won't change again." I sad seriously meaning every word.
His eyes shifted to looking over my head into the sea. So I pulled his chin down with the tips of my fingers and stared into his eyes.
"I promise you I will do my best!" he said wrapping a arm around my back and lightly pulling me into him.
He kissed my lips ever so lightly yet it set me on fire.
We collected up the dishes and the blanket then started to the house. He held my hand to whole way, which made me happy.
To have your best friend who you know and love so much become your boyfriend is one of the best ways to have a easy relationship, but with Kendall it's a little harder.
We almost lost our friendship before we became a couple but that was just a unique way we came together.
Aweee! I hope you guy's liked it! What do you guy's think is gonna happen at Kendall's evaluation?
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