Another Wolf

Chapter 20

Making up for the time missed, during free time I went to lacrosse practice, I suit up and run out on the field, it feels nice to be back with my friends, on the field. – I look over and see the alpha sitting on the bleachers; he shoots me a wink with his lips, curved in a smirk.

When free time is over I walk over to the bleachers, and kiss Derek – then walking to class together. We stuck by each-other throughout the day.

Later after school i go home and get ready for my first actual date, with Derek. – pulling out just about all my clothes, trying to decide what to wear.

When my dad walks in and see me stressing, over my clothes, he say. "Bud what are you doing?"

"Trying to decide what to wear. Derek wants to go out tonight, and I don't know what to wear. Dad I want to look nice, with it being our first real date."

"let me see what you got."

He looks over my clothes and not liking anything, for the first big date, he grabs my hand and says. "Let's go."

"Where are going?"

"To get you, something to wear for your big night."

We arrive at the store going in my dad begins pulling this off the racks, making outfits and sending me, into the changing room. – Finally my dad picks one outfit, for the night.

I get home and go shower, when I'm done I go back to my room seeing my outfit, laid out all nice and neat, with socks and shoes, on the side. – I begin getting dressed, I slid on my boxers.

Walking to my dresser I throw my gold chain, from Derek around my neck, and spray my white frost, cologne on, I then proceed putting the rest of my clothes, on.

White tank-top, baby pink fitted button down shirt, black skinny jeans, that look and feel like dress slacks. White footie's and black and white shoes. I'm set; it's all about the hair now.

Brushing out my hair, I leave lay flat in the back, and bring the front to small spiked tip. Running hair Gel through my hair, to make it stay all night, I then in the mirror, making sure everything is right.

Now that I'm done getting ready, I run outside and quickly smoke, trying to take the edge off, I then go back in and refresh my teeth, just then the door bell rings.

I walk down the steps, seeing my dad open the door, and Derek on the other side, his outfit almost matching mine. – with his white fitted button down shirt, black skinny jeans, and white and black shoes, his hair spiked all around, damn did he look hot.

He must of caught the smell of my scent, I see his eyes wondering, looking for me, when they finally landed on me, as I walk into the room. – he steps foot inside the door, taking me in his arms, and says. "You look nice."

"Thank you, you do too"

"Are you ready to go?"

"Yeah. Just gotta get my jacket."

I grabbed my wool knitted fur lined jacket and toss it on over my shoulders, and leave with Derek. - When arriving to the place I read the sign, karaoke night. I look to the alpha and say.

"Karaoke, Derek I can't sing."

"Yes you can, you have a beautiful voice."

Walking in, he takes me to our seat, right in front of the bar. He buys me a drink. – going over to the song player, he talks to them a minute and then grabs the mic, and begins to talk.

"Okay so I came here tonight with some who really care for, and love very much, he sits here in the first row, everybody, this Stiles, everyone say hello. Also I dedicate this song to him."

'Have I told you how good it feels to be me, when I'm in you?

I can only stay clean when you are around. Don't let me fall.

If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain?

Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes. Am I too late?

There's a storm in my head; it rains on my bed when you're not here.

I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying.

Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me love is going through me. Oh it's beautiful.

Everything is clear to me, till I hit reality, and I lose it all….

I lose it all…

I lose It all …

I lose it all…

Maybe I'm addicted

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying

Maybe I'm addicted

Don't want to lose it all, maybe I'm a liar.

But all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying.

You know I'm addicted you know I'm addicted you know I'm addicted.

He then followed with another song, like the first didn't make me cry enough already, - he kneeled down in front of me, taking my hand in his looking me in the eyes, and began again.

'You, do you remember me? like I remember you?'

Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?

Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone see that, I really fell; and I'm going through hell. Thinking About you with someone else.

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you, someday dreams about you every single night, somebody can't breathe, and without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.

That somebody's me. –How, how did we go wrong? It was all so good, and now it's gone. And I pray at night, that our path's soon cross. What we had isn't lost, cause you are always right here in my thoughts.

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you, somebody dreams about you every single night, somebody can't breathe, and without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that, one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me.

You will always, be in my life, even if I'm not in your life. Cause you're in my memory.

When you remember me? And before you set me free. Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you, somebody dreams about you every single night, somebody can't breathe, and without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that, one day you will see that somebody's me. That somebody's me.

That somebody's me, that somebody's me, that somebody's me . oh yeah, that somebody's me.

He then pulls me up and out of my seat, with tears in his eyes, he pulls me to his chest, and whispers. "That somebody loves you."

I then grab the mic away, from him and say. "Sit down my turn to sing to you."- he dose as I ask and I then walk to the DJ and tell him the song, I want played.

When the music starts, I begin.

'I could stay wake just to hear you breathing. Watch you smile, while you're sleeping. While you're far away dreaming. - I could spend my life in this sweet surrender; I could stay lost in this moment, forever.

Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure; don't wanna to close my eyes, don't wanna fall sleep cuz I miss you babe, and I don't wanna miss a thing. – Cuz even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do. I'd still miss you babe; I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating, and wonder what your dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing. Then I kiss your eyes, and thank god we're together. – I just wanna stay with you, in this moment forever. Forever, and ever I don't wanna close my eyes, cuz I'd miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing.

Don't wanna fall asleep, I'd still miss you babe, and I don't wanna miss a thing- even when I dream of you the sweetest dream, will never do, cuz I miss you babe. And I don't wanna miss a thing.

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss, I just want to be with you, right here, with you, just like this. – I just wanna hold you close, feel you're heart so close to mine. And just stay here in this moment for the rest, of time.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah , YEAH ! Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep, cuz I'd miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing.'

Take a breath and look to Derek, who now looks like putty, I take a drink and begin again with another song, I sing do I by Luke Bryan.- when I'm finished I take a seat in the alpha's lap and kiss him long and hard. Then another song is played, with the words to it. I then hear Derek ask .

"Can I have this dance?"

I nod my head and he carefully gets, up standing me on my feet, and walking me to the middle of the dance floor, he sings the words to the song while looking, right me.

I then say, "I love that somebody back, and I'll never set you free."

By the time the song is over, I'm putty in Derek's hands and to make things worse, he then says.

"Stiles I love you; and I want to be you, I want to make us official, with not just us but let everyone know, you mine for the taking. "

"Yeah you really want to, I love you too."

"yes I want everyone and anyone to know, your mine and no one can touch you; you don't know how long I've wanted this, and peter just kept telling me, to tell you. But I was scared to tell you, because everyone around me gets hurt. And I ended up hurting you."

"Forget about all that, we are together now, and that's all in the past. Come on take me home. And I mean home with you,"

Latching out lips together, we leave and go back to his loft. And spend the whole night together, not only having sex and fooling around , but watching movies and talking.- doing come snuggling and just being together.