Chapter 21 - I Want To Be Yours

Edward's POV:
I could smell James's scent a mile away. He was spying on Bella; obviously Jacob's doing. Bella burst suddenly into laughter.

She had too much to drink. She was all over the place; but I pulled her close to me our lips met I wanted to keep them there forever but some man grabbed my arm and pulled me away.

Bella continued to laugh; I pulled myself off the man and made my way back to her. She was trying to drink another beer but I took it off of her.

"Edward give it back; I'm not finish yet"

She tried reaching for it but fell over. Even with my vampire speed I wasn't able to stop her from falling; no one really paid any attention to her but she had all of my attention.

I picked her up and carried her to a seat.

"Bella, Bella are you okay?"

She just laughed in my face; maybe letting her come to this party was a bad idea.

"I'm absolutely fine Eddie"

She tried to stand up but just stumbled back into the seat. I picked her back up I had to make sure she would get back to her room safely.

We were in the corridor when Bella started to struggle in my arms.

"Mr Cullen what are you doing?"

She asked me in a sort of formal tone.

"Well Miss Swan I'm taking you back to your room"

"No! I want to be Mrs Edward Cullen; yes I like that"

I could tell she liked the sound of that. She giggled into my chest then kissed my cheek.

"Yes Mrs Edward Cullen much better than Mrs Black"

She kept on muttering to herself. To be honest it did suite her Mrs Bella Cullen. She wrapped her arms around my neck then tried to kiss my neck.

"Bella"

"No I'm Your Bella"

She almost screamed at me; I liked that a lot; my Bella. She really did like me? I wanted to tell her so badly how much I was in love with her.

We entered her room and I gentle placed her on the bed. She clung to my neck she never wanted to let go.

"No don't go Edward; stay with me I want you now!"

I kissed her cheek but she wanted more.

"No My sweet Bella; not now"

I kissed her forehead and left her sleeping. She would forever stay on my mind; I raced back to the room; thinking of only my sweet Bella. I opened the door to find everyone crowded around the bottom bunk.

I tried reading someone's mind but they were all trying to block me out.

"What's going on?"

Rose looked at me then moved out of the way so I could see; I got closer. It was Alice; Bella's sister. She couldn't be, no why was she?

"She's changing! Are you completely mad?!"

Everyone now turned to me except for jasper he just held her hand and continued to sooth her telling the pain would be over soon. Carlisle came and placed one hand on my shoulder.

"Edward she saw something; it's about the boat and …… Bella."

"What about my Be… I mean Bella?"

Emmett winked at me I growled back. Carlisle sat me down and explained.

"Alice saw that the boat was going to hit an iceberg and sink; she saw herself changing then she saw…"

He was struggling to finish his sentence he looked apologetic for some reason. He took a deep breath and continued.

"Edward she saw her erm… she dies Edward"

I couldn't stop sobbing. They took over me; knowing Bella was going to die; it just broke my heart I needed her I needed her in my life. I sat down and Esme came over to comfort me.

'This girl must mean a lot to him; I've never seen him like this before'

Someone else's thoughts made me furious; there was no way I was going to do that to her. I refused to make her a monster; I wasn't going to take away her soul out of my selfish needs. She didn't need this life at all.

"No I'm not going to damn her to this life you may be changing into one of us but I'm not going to put her through that pain!"

Jasper turned to me wide eyed; so did everyone else.

"No I'm not going to do it; even if you have 'seen' it I won't!"

I didn't realise I was now shouting. Everyone was looking from me to Alice; confused but also scared.

"Edward she's talking to you? Is she okay please Edward tell me she's okay and what has she seen?"

Jasper was desperate to know.

"She's coping well Jasper; she doesn't want you to worry. Stop it I'm not going to change her!"

Jasper looked confused Alice wouldn't stop telling me to change her. But I couldn't could I?

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