Chapter Twenty One – Lost Friends

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Green eyes and I looked up at Rose, "Oh my god!" She gasped. Her eyes were wide as she turned her head to look up at Emmett who was also looking at the little stick in her hand with wide eyes. He got a huge grin that made the dimples on his face deepen and lifted Rose up bridal style and twirled her around making her squeal.

He set her down quickly though and looked at her, "Did I hurt him?" He asked looking at her stomach. I laughed and Edward's arms tightened around me.

Rose's arms circled around his neck. "No silly," She kissed him, "Do you really want it to be a boy?"

"I really don't care what it is as long as it's healthy and looks exactly like you." He said leaning down to look at her stomach again.

He looked back up at her and they stared at each other for a while until we heard Bobby voice scream, "Can we watch Hangover?" I looked up at Edward and shook my head. He gave me that innocent man look and made me smile.

Rose yelled back to him, "NO! It has to be PG 13," Edward shook his head. I think it's going to take Bobby a long time to find the right movie with the type of movies Edward has in his collection. "Baby, I think we need to keep this little secret for a while," Rose said while holding her stomach this made Em lifted his eyebrow. "I just don't want to upset Bobby if something happens." He nodded his head in understanding.

He put his hands over hers, "Alright Rosie, but I'm not going to be able to hold it in for a long time." She giggled and kissed him. "We better get in there before he pops in one of Edwards nuddie movies."

I scrunched my face and looked up to Edward, who was looking at Em with a death glare. "He better be joking."

Em laughed, "And that's our queue to leave."

Once they left the room I turned facing my Green eyes. "Bella I don't have any movies like that. I have only ever seen one and that was when I was a teenager, but since then I never had a need to watch them."

This just made my bitch brow twitch, "So what you're saying is you never needed the movies because you had any girl you wanted right?"

He sighed and held my hand tightly in his, "Well not exactly," I took a deep breath to cool down once I realized I was getting mad over something that wasn't even that big of a deal. "Beautiful, I love you and I don't want any other woman besides you, you're my soul mate." If there was one thing my Green eyes was good at was his way with words, he knew the right way to melt my heart and forget everything we were talking about before.

"I love you too baby." I kissed him hard on the mouth, forgetting that we had guests. I broke the kiss panting, "We better get out there before they think we forgot about them."

I started to walk away but stopped when I felt Edward tug me back by the elbow. I turned around curious as he wrapped me up in his arms, "I have to know one thing before we go out there."

"What is it?" I was getting anxious by the tone of his voice.

"Tell me how you really feel about Rose being pregnant." I didn't want to tell him how I felt and ruin Rose and Em's happy moment.

"How about you tell me first." I said stubbornly back at him. I really wanted to know how he felt first before I told him how I felt. I didn't want to spill my heart out to him if he didn't feel the same as I did about this.

"Ok you really want to know." I nodded my head and he sighed and continued, "Well I'm a little disappointed that it isn't us." He looked away from me and starred at the floor.

I kissed him softly understanding what he meant. I never thought of having children before and when I met my Green eyes and understood what his life was like I realized there was no place for children but seeing Rose find out she was pregnant was bittersweet. I wanted that to be Edward and I but I was still happy that she is pregnant, Rose was a wonderful mother.

"Don't beat yourself up over it. If I'm being honest I thought the exact same thing too." He looked up at me surprised, "I love you and I want us to have babies," He had a hopeful look on his face, "But, I couldn't raise a child in this life."

He nodded his head. "I understand baby, I feel the same. That will not stop me from dreaming of a day we will have children running around us making us loose our minds." He smirked and bent forward to give me a soft kiss. "Now let's go watch this movie. We went to the living room to see the beginning of toy story start to play.

I looked up at Edward, "What? This is not mine!" He defended himself.

I laughed, "I remembered I left this in the car from the time we went to the lake." Rose said snuggling up to Em on the couch. Bobby was lying on the smaller couch next to them, which left the big fluffy chair to me and my Mr. Green eyes, which was fine by us.

Once we were seated in the chair with me on his lap and his arms wrapped tightly around me with a huge blanket covering us I sighed, "I miss the lake house."

Edward kissed my neck, "Maybe we'll stop by sometime soon." That was the last thing I heard before I was floating in dreamland.

I woke up sometime later by being laid gently down on our big bed. "Mmm," I sighed feeling his soft kisses all over my neck and the top of my chest, "Baby? What time is it?"

He grunted, "Eleven, you fell asleep right when the movie started." I sighed loving his hands roam over my body as he took off the jeans and tee shirt I was wearing, leaving me in my panties and bra. He crawled on the bed so he was lying behind me and whispered, "Night beautiful." He said reaching over me to turn the light on the nightstand off. Once the light was off he settled down and wrapped his arm around me from behind.

I sat there for several minutes trying to find sleep but it wasn't coming, he worked me up too much to just stop there and expect me to just fall back to sleep. I rolled over facing him and heard his soft breaths, but I knew my Green eyes better than anything and he was definitely not sleeping so I decided to take matters into my own hands and with my hand I reached down into the covers and placed my hand over his erection.

He whimpered slightly but didn't move a muscle. He was wearing his boxers but nothing else was covering him so I moved my hand slowly over his boxers until I felt him buck his hips. I smirked, "Got ya" I thought to myself. I moved my hand off of his erection and trailed it over his smooth chest up to his face, his eyes were still closed but his breathing was deeper now. I leaned forward and kissed his lips but didn't give him anymore and lowered my head on to his chest waiting to see what he would do.

I didn't take him long once he realized I was done teasing him. He flipped me onto my back, "What beautiful, no more games."

I smirked, "Everything is a game, baby." I said in an innocent voice. He pressed his boxer covered erection into my pantie covered center and moaned. With my legs I pulled his boxers down making him bare to me.

"Now you got me right where you want me." He said smirking. I laughed and gave him an evil smile and we rolled over so I was on top of him, just like I know he likes. I leaned how and kissed him desperately while he unlatched my bra and flung it across the room, "God baby!" He sighed covering my now bare breasts with both of his hands.

"Oh," I sighed leaning my head back a little. I lifted my hand up and covered it with his but removed it quickly and set it on my hip. He understood what I wanted and slowly slipped my panties down my legs and threw that across the room also. "I need you so badly." I said desperate for his touch.

He lifted me up by my hips and set me down on his erection. It filled me up and I could barely have a coherent thought. "Yes!" He moved my hips up and down looking at the place me were connected. "God you're so hot!" He grunted moving my hips faster.

"OH!" I screamed my release out. He didn't stop moving he just pounded into me harder making my orgasm last longer. "Oh yeah," I sighed coming down from my high. He pulled out of me and I was about to protest until he flipped me over so he was pounding into me from behind. I didn't take me long to get close to another orgasm and from the sounds of his deep breaths he was close to coming too.

"Fuck, Fuck, FUCK!" He shouted finally letting his release take over him. After I felt him release inside me my release flooded me and this one was even more powerful than the last and this time I collapsed to the bed with my Green eyes landing on top of me. "Sorry beautiful," He said rolling over.

I rolled over so I was lying on top of him looking in his eyes. "I love you." I whispered then kissed his lips and laid my head on his shoulder.

"I love you!" He said playing with my hair, which put me to sleep.

"Bella I'm so sorry." She cried at the lunch table. The lunchroom was packed full of hungry students that had no idea that my world was ending. "He said we have to be gone by the end of the day and he's making us all pack up the house after school." She was crying harder now. "So this w-will be the last t-time I get to see you." Her whole body was shaking.

I was so stunned! I didn't know what I was going to do if Angie wasn't here for me every day. We always took care of each other that's what we did, "But? Why?"

"He didn't say. He just came storming into the house late last night screaming at my mother and telling her we all had to leave." She said sniffling and whipping at her eyes.

I could feel my eyes start to water how was I going to survive at this stupid school without Angie? She was my rock. I wiped the tears that I felt falling down my face, "Angie, what am I going to do without you?"

Through her sobs she said, "Bella you are so strong, you don't need me. I'm the one that needs you! What am I going to do without you to talk and vent my frustrations out on?" She covered her face with her hands.

"I'll always be your best friend Angie no matter where you live." I said pulling her hands away from her face. "Promise me that you will get away from your dad as soon as you can and come find me! I'll stay right here we could get jobs and live together and we won't have to deal with anyone telling us what to do anymore, o-or hurting us." I sighed the last part. Angie's father never physically hurt her but he mentally did just like the kids at school did to me.

"You promise me Bells?" She sniffled finally smiling.

"Yes!"

I woke up gasping, the memory of that day still reminding me of the promise I broke to my best friend. I kick the covers of my heated body and got off the bed and went to the bathe room to cool off. After splashing some cool water on my face I sat on the edge of the tub and thought of that day.

"I'm so sorry Angie." I whispered into the empty bathroom.

"Beautiful?" Green eye's hoarse voice said startling me.

"Edward! What are you doing up?"

He grunted and came into the room and sat on the tub next to me. "I felt you get out of bed." I sighed; I didn't mean to wake him. "What's bothering you Bella?"

"I just had a weird dream." I stood up and held my hand out to him, "Let's go back to bed."

He stood and took my hand but when I went to walk away he pulled me back to him, "Not until you tell me what is really wrong with you."

I turned around scowling at him, "I said it was nothing but a stupid dream now let's go to bed!" I turned to walk out but his arm tugged me back, but this time I ended caged in his arms.

"Bella what the hell is wrong with you!" He whispered fiercely while holding on to me tighter.

I let out a deep breath and calmly told him, "Nothing. Now I'm going to bed." I moved to turn but his arms that were wrapped around me wouldn't move. "Edward let me go!" I practically screamed.

"I will once you stop lying to me!" He said moving my face so I was looking into his eyes. They were fierce but I knew my Mr. Green eyes would never hurt me no matter how much I was testing his patience. He closed his eyes and breathed deeply, "You're supposed to be able to tell me anything no matter what." He sighed and shook his head. "What is wrong beautiful?" My eyes started to well up with tears and I completely broke down in my Green eye's arms.

"Oh god…Bella, Baby…Did I hurt you?" He let me go and cupped my face with his hands, "Beautiful please, please calm down and speak to me. Tell me what I did, I hate when you cry!"

He was frantically whipping my tears away with his hands. "I-it's not y-you." He picked me up and carried me to our bed and held me until I had no more tears left to cry. "I wasn't lying to you." My voice was hoarse from the crying. "I really did just have a dream, more like a memory." I said cuddling into him.

"I'm sorry for pushing you earlier." He sighed. "You don't have to tell me anything." He said laying me down and covering me with the blanket. He laid down next to me. "I'm sorry for doing that to you. You didn't deserve it and I should have never put my hands on you like that!"

I rolled over to him and laid in my usual spot. "Maybe I wanted to tell you." I smiled up at him. He nodded his head for me to continue. "Remember about how I told you about my friend Angie." He nodded his head and I told him about my memory of the last day we saw each other and about the plans we made. "I made her a promise that I would stay." I shook my head in anger at myself. "I lied to her!"

"Shhh," Edward said trying to calm me down, "It's not your fault Bella you had to move to Seattle to get a good job to support yourself." He said calming me a little.

"Edward, I work at the diner."

"So what's wrong with the diner?" He smirked at me.

I smiled back, "Absolutely nothing." He laughed.

"Bella, what would you say if I could find Angie for you?"

I turned my head towards him so fast I almost gave myself whiplash. "Could you?" I said excitedly.

He laughed, ""Baby, I know some people who know some people!"

I kissed him so hard I pushed his head back into the pillows. "You really will?"

"Beautiful I would do anything in this world to make you happy."

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