Chapter 21
F****d Up Plan
Kairi's POV:
"ANYTHING, BUT THAT!" I yelled at him as I pushed him away. We had reached the shore of the islet and I ran out of the boat on to the beach. He ran after me and caught me grabbing me in his arms. I kicked and screamed, "LET ME GO!"
"K – Kairi, I'm so sorry it's the only way that I could think of that would work." Water hit my shoulder. He was crying. I stopped resisting, and turned around in his arms. I held him as he held me. Sora, how could you suggest something like this? This isn't like you, is it? I haven't seen you in so long, I don't even know anymore.
Sora's POV:
I kissed her softly, as she buried her head into my shoulder. "Kairi, I'm sorry about what the plan entails, but it's a perfect one. If your dad were to believe that I was gone he would let you out. But that would require me not being here, so I would have to become someone else." She looked into my eyes, finally understanding the plan, a smile on her face. She motioned for me to continue. "I would get a haircut," she gasped, "yeah a buzz cut," she had a dreaded look on her face. I got excited from touching her. The feel of her skin against mine. I had forgotten what it was like after all that time apart from her.
"Kairi I would get color lenses, wear clothes that I hate, and if people tried to connect me to myself, I would become Sora's cousin. I would be distraught over the break-up, and would be taken on a cruise by our good friend Riku. To meet new women and get over you. Your dad would let you go to school within the next two months. And a few months after you were out for a few months you would start going out with 'Sora's' cousin. Does that sound good Kairi?"
"Sora, when did you damage your head? You just said you would get a buzz-cut. You hate buzz-cuts. And your hair is so precious to you it will melt if the wrong person touches it." She smiled at me.
"Kairi it's only my hair, it'll grow back. A hair-style I hate I can live with. But I can't live without you." I cupped her chin in my hand and kissed her gently, caressing her arm and shoulder, as I sat us both down. The scent of her hair so intoxicating it pushed my hormones to their limits. She pulled me down on to the sand, wrapping her arms around my back. After the kiss had ended she looked me in the eyes. I knew what they said; they said she wanted me here and now. But I couldn't do that now. It wouldn't bring any relief. It would just make our realities more apparent, and more painful.
She batted her eyelashes at me, and I pulled myself away, helping her sit up. "So Sora, what's your alias going to be?" I smiled at her "I was thinking 'Cloud.'"
Sora my dad wouldn't go let me go out with someone named that; because that name makes you sound like a pansy, and makes your parents sound like hippies for naming you that. Sorry he doesn't want me around drugs."
"Alright, but don't tell Cloud that, or the guy that plays Jason Morgan on General Hospital, I have the strangest feeling that they're the same person. (- A.N. if anyone got that joke without having to look it up, give yourself a pat on the back, if not look it up, you'll laugh just know what Jason Morgan's character is like.-) fine how about Teddikk?"
She looked at me and placed her hand on my chest, "That's much better Sora, and when did you start watching GH?"
"Since you got me hooked on it a year ago," I said holding her in my arms, kissing her forehead
"What about One Life to Live, did you watch it?" she asked while moving closer to me, which I didn't think was even possible.
"That one was on, but it was mostly background noise, I wasn't paying attention."
She obviously knew what I had done, because she moved her hand from my chest and tightly squeezed my thigh, "Why weren't you paying attention Sora?" she asked seductively.
While being as subtle as I could I said, "I still have the box that you let me take from your room, and from two to three was, well…"
Her eyes narrowed, "You used my panties to masturbate didn't you Sora?"
I grinned apologetically, "Yeah, I used two or three pairs and washed them after every use."
"Did it feel good?" she asked turning my jewels which she was now holding and making me wince in pain.
"Not as good as when we made love Kairi," I squeaked.
"Good," she said taking her hand away from the sore area and patting my cheek twice.
We stayed there silently for a few moments when she asked me, "Where are you going to live?"
"The secret cave," I said almost immediately, "I'll have everything I need there, food, water, all I need is toilet paper, and I'll have a picture of you there with me." I kissed her forehead, and then it turned into a more passionate kiss. It was starting to get cold around us. It must've been close to dinner.
When we broke apart, she kissed me once more on the lips, before asking the question I was dreading, "How do we break up Sora?"
I went with the only other answer that wasn't in my arsenal, the answer I knew wouldn't work. But the other one was just so perfect, yet Kairi would hate it. "Kairi, tell your dad that you're done with me if it causes everyone else around you this much pain."
She looked into my eyes pleadingly, "Sora be serious please. Give me an answer my dad would believe as soon as I tell him it." That was the answer I didn't want to tell her, but I did anyway. I regretted using this one later.
She looked at me sincerely, and I reluctantly said, "Kairi, I cheated."
Kairi's POV:
I was in shock, pure shock when he said that. I pushed him away with such force that he fell down. "Sora is that a suggestion or a fact?"
He got up and dusted himself off. He tried to wrap his arms around me but I pushed them both away. "Kairi," he said pleadingly, "it's a suggestion! You know there's no way I would ever cheat on you!" he looked so hurt. He made a move to touch my shoulder, but I shrugged away shaking my head.
Tears were in my eyes, all of this was just too much to take, "I'm not so sure of that anymore, Sora. All of these suggestions you make are crazy! You explained the first one but I don't think there is any way to explain this one." I blinked any my tears fell. I turned to run, but Sora had wrapped his arms around me. Tears hit my breasts, and I realized they weren't mine.
"Kairi," Sora murmured his voice drenched in sorrow. "Do you think I wanted to use this as a way of breaking up? Believe me it was the only way I could think of that would be the most effective!" his tears started rolling down my forehead. "Kairi, please just think about it," his voice cracked when he said this. He had cried every day that I wasn't with him, it was completely evident. "Kairi, your dad will believe this as soon as he hears it. Do you want to know why? Because according to him I am a horny perverted son of a bitch that'll stick his penis in anything that moves."
I turned around in his arms and wrapped my arms around him, tears going down my own cheeks. "Sora, I… I am so sorry that I couldn't see that. Though Sora, you have to understand," a giggle rose in my throat, "you could have worded that better. That reason is one-hundred percent correct. Sora how distraught should I be about this?"
"Very," he said seductively pushing me away from him. Then looking me in the eye, then pulling back in and caressing my body. The way he could just shrug off all of that drama made me laugh. "Sora telling me to be distraught, but saying it, like you're going to take me isn't going to work."
He smirked, and all of my sorrow was just swept away. Everything except Sora left my mind. He stepped in towards me and I grew hot, his hard-on poking my thigh.
Do you want, or rather, need me to take you Kai?" his voice growled with lust as he made to bite my neck. I was so sorry I had to decline him. I wanted this so badly, but… now wasn't the time. "Sora, I… I'd love to you know that."
"Yeah," he said blinking, "I can feel the heat coming off of you in waves."
I rolled my eyes, "Sora, you cannot feel my heat!" I laughed. "You know I would just love to make love to you right now, but, I don't think now is the time." I embraced him for one last time. It was colder than it had been. Clouds passed overhead, and left.
We parted and kissed, my lips tingled when it ended. This good-bye is just too fast! He walked me towards the boat, his arm wrapped around my waist. I hate leaving it like this, Sora please don't let me leave! I wanted to shout out the words, but they could never change anything. I had to go home soon before my dad found us.
"Good-bye Sora, I love you…" I kissed his cheek quickly, as the sun began to slowly set. I turned away, Sora, I don't want to leave you now! Stop me, even if it's just for a moment! Almost as if he read my thoughts, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me, at which point I fell into his arms. He whispered in my ear, "I love you two Kairi, I'll miss you so try to get some notes dropped off here, every other day." He kissed my neck, as I buried my head into his chest.
I thought we had only been embracing for a minute, but when we parted, the moon was high in the sky. "Sora," I looked at my loves face in the moonlight, not knowing when I would see him again.
It was only May, and I knew it wouldn't be long before we saw each other again, but… I couldn't get the feeling I wouldn't see him again for a long time to come, out of my heart. "Kairi, I love you."
I nodded, the feeling in my heart, aching to the point where I was crying. "I love you too." My swelled up, "I'll miss you Kairi."
"I – I'll miss–" I couldn't get anything else out. It just hurt too much. Sora seemed to understand he helped me into the boat then caressed my cheek. "Kairi, everything will get better, I promise."
He watched me off, and halfway home in the boat, I broke down and cried my eyes out.
-Review please, i wanna know what you think of the chapter!- and hey hey, sorry bout the lateness of the chapter, i was working on studying 4 exams, any way, schools over next... tuesday... maybe i don't know when my comp class's exam is, but after that i will try to have it all posted before X-mas, if not by then It should definitely be done b4 new years, i have it finished, but don't count on whether i can read my own hand writing.-