I do not own Blue Exorcist.
Rin and I waited until the end of class to talk to Yuki. This morning, we decided to ask Yuki if he knew what the demon was from last night. I didn't want to worry the rest of the class. For the first time in what felt like forever, Rin and me sat next to each other. It was weird, and a little awkward, but it still was great. Izumo and Paku both gave me looks and raising their eyebrows throughout the lesson. They made me blush multiple times. Finally, when the lesson ended, we watched everyone walk out of class, and then walked up to Yuki.
"Ah! So you two made up?" said Yuki, pushing up his glasses.
"Yeah, but that's not why we want to talk to you," I said.
"Last night, a high level demon attacked us in Shiemi's garden, and it wasn't easy to kill," explained Rin.
"What? How did this happen?' said Yuki, standing up.
"That's what we were hoping you knew," said Rin, taking a step back.
Yuki leaned against his desk and sighed. He looked shocked, almost as shocked as we were last night.
"Around the dorms, we put all sorts of spells and charms to stop demons from entering, but sometimes, these types of demons slip through," said Yuki.
"So do you know how it got in?" I asked.
"I'm sorry Shiemi, but that information is confidential," said Yuki, shaking his head.
Rin leaned forward and grabbed Yuki around the collar.
"Don't give me that bullshit! We have a right to know! We were attacked!" shouted Rin, clenching his fists.
"Rin!" I shouted, making it clear for him to stop.
He took a deep breath, and loosened his grip.
"Sorry," he mumbled.
Yuki flattened out all the creases on his coat.
"That's no way to treat your brother, Rin," said Yuki, smirking.
"Whatever four eyes," said Rin, kicking Yuki's desk.
"Please Yuki! We need to know what happened!" I begged, grabbing his hand.
He swatted it away, and shook his head.
"For now, I cannot tell you, and I don't even know if idea is true, we'll have to wait and see," said Yuki, walking out of class.
"Where are you going?" I asked him.
"To see sir Pheles," said Yuki.
"I'll come with you!" I said, running after him.
"It's best if you don't, Shiemi," said Yuki.
"I think it is, Yuki," I said.
Yuki knew that I wasn't going to give in. He sighed, and continued walking. I looked behind me, and saw that Rin wasn't following me. Never mind that, I worry about him later. When we arrived to sir Pheles' office, Yuki turned and faced me.
"You should wait out here," said Yuki.
"No, I'm going in with you," I said, stomping my foot.
"You really shouldn't!" shouted Yuki, trying to scare me off.
I'm not a baby anymore, he doesn't scare me.
"I'm going in whether you like it or not!" I shouted, and opened the door.
Sir Pheles was sitting at his desk, eating a pot of instant noodles.
"Mr Okumura, Miss Moriyama, to what do I owe this pleasure!" said Sir Pheles, waving his arms around.
Yuki pushed me forward, to tell him about last night.
"Well, sir, last night, me and Rin were attacked by a high level demon," I explained, playing with my hands.
"Oh yes! I already knew that," he said, mouthful of noodles.
"WHAT?" said Yuki and me in unison.
"I didn't plan it! I saw it happen though. I was going to send some exorcists in to help, but I wanted to see how you two would deal with it, and you did very well!" he said, clapping.
"So you know what it is? And how it entered?" I said.
"Not exactly, but I have my beliefs, that it was a tamers demon," said Sir Pheles.
"I thought the same," said Yuki.
"Look, Miss Moriyama, me and Mr Okumura are going to deal with the situation, and it would be best if you are kept out of it, understood?" said Mr Pheles, walking up to me.
I nodded, and looked down at my shoes.
"Run along then!" he said.
I opened the door and ran down the hall. I am a little scared of Mephisto, seeing as he's a demon. I kept on running. Now I can find out where Rin is. Why didn't he follow me? I know he wanted to find out about what the demon was as much as I do. I ran around the corner, and saw Rin standing there, except he wasn't alone. He was hugging Paku, and stroking her hair. He noticed me, and saw the look on my face. A wave of Jealousy stung me. I could hold back he tears that I didn't realise were pouring out. I ran like hell away from them. Why was he with her? Is he… with her? Like a couple? I heard Rin call out my name, but I ignored it. He's fast, but I was able to lose him. I exited the cram school, and headed towards my dorm. Once I got back, I ran to my room, locked the door, lay down onto my bed, and cried into my pillow. Why would he hold her like that? Why would she let him? I know she still likes him but… maybe he does like her. I thought he would do this. At least I didn't see them kiss or anything, but I'm sure that was coming next. I leaned up and wiped my wet eyes. I'm not going to cry over Rin anymore, I refuse to. I heard a loud band on my door.
"Come out Shiemi! It wasn't what it looked like!" shouted Rin, banging on the door.
I didn't answer hoping he would leave me alone.
"I know you're in there! Come on, let me in!" he shouted again. "Please! I just want to see you!"
Damn, he didn't fall for it.
"Well I don't want to see you!" I shouted.
"Just open the door!"
"No!" I yelled.
"Fine, we'll do it my way!"
I heard him banging against the door even harder than before. He's going to break down the door!
"Stop it!' I shouted.
"Not until you come out!" he said, banging again.
"Okay, okay! I'm opening the door," I said.
I grabbed the key, and twisted it though the keyhole. I ran back to my bead and buried my face into my pillow. I heard a sigh and felt the bed dip down beside you. He grabbed my hand but I wrenched it away.
"Go away Rin," I said.
"NO!" he yelled. I flinched at his sudden outburst, and he quickly calmed down.
"Look at me," he said.
I ignored him, but that wasn't going to stop him. I knew he wasn't going to give up.
"Look. At. Me," he said firmly. I shook my head and began to quietly sob.
I felt vulnerable next to him.
"I don't get you Shiemi. One moment you act like we're friends, then like you're interested in me, then like you don't give a shit about me, and now like you're interested, just make up your mind," he said.
"Go back to Paku, she's waiting," I said, kicking him away.
"Will you stop it? I don't like Paku, I like you!"
I snapped out of it. I stood up and stared at him. He looked angry, confused and upset all at the same time.
"Really? Well judging from that hug I beg to differ! Don't you see the way she looks at you! Why are you still here?" I shouted, losing my temper.
He stood up and turned to face me. "You know I only care about you! If you would just let me explain you would understand!" he snapped.
I stared into his blue eyes, and he stared into mine. I always thought those dark blue eyes were so beautiful. Right now, I had a hard time looking into them. They made me want to cave. They made me hesitate. They made me want to give in and let him hold me. But I'm far too stubborn for that.
"There is nothing to explain, I saw enough," I growled before walking out. If he wasn't going to leave, then I was.
He stared after me. His dark blue eyes on the verge of tears. He was stubborn too; he didn't want me to see him cry. He couldn't let me leave.
"Why are you doing this Shiemi? Making me suffer! Do you like me or not?" he called out.
I stopped dead in my tracks. I turned around and looked him in the eye. His eyes were pleading. Hearing those words and staring into those beautiful eyes almost made me forget everything and run into his arms. Almost. I turned back and ran out of the dorm. That caused you to miss the heart broken expression on Rins face. I walked around aimlessly, so many thoughts in my heads. I ended up in a cold park, sitting down at a bench and staring up into the sky. I looked around me. This was the place we had our date. I sighed, and looked down at my hands. I heard footsteps, and I looked up. There was Paku.
"Do you mind if I sit here?" she asked shyly. I nodded and turned my gaze back to the sky as she took a seat beside me.
There was a moment of silence until she spoke. "I'm sorry Shiemi," Paku whispered, eyes downcast.
I removed my gaze from the sky and stared at her, waiting for her to continued. She lifted her head and turned to me with a small smile.
"It really wasn't what it looked like. I was just sad because I had a fight with Izumo about something stupid. Rin was just comforting me, I'm sorry for all the trouble. He really does care about you Shiemi, please don't break his heart because of me," Paku said.
I was shocked. If only I listened, I was too stubborn to listen to him. I must've really hurt his feelings. Again. Suddenly, his words echoed through my head.
Do you like me or not?
He was telling the truth, and I just left. A huge wave of guilt hit me. I looked down to the ground.
"He was telling me the truth and I just left him there," I whispered before tearing my gaze away from the ground and facing Paku. "I have to go find him!"
Paku nodded with a smile on her face, I waved and took off back to my dorm.
I reached my dorm and burst through the door. There I saw Rin lying back on my bed, with his arms behind his head. He had his headphones on, blocking out the pain. He didn't even flinch upon hearing me enter. It was then that I realised how much I had hurt him. I turned my back on him. It must've broken his heart. Just like before.
You always tell me not to hurt innocent people, but you're hurting me.
I rushed over to Rin and hugged him tightly. I heard Rin sigh, and return the embrace, burying his face into my neck. I could feel his tears hit my neck and tightened the hug. He was shaking, and I comforted him, whispering to him how much I care about him in his ear and gently playing with his hair until he had calmed down. We slowly pulled away from each other and stared into each other's eyes.
"Why don't you trust me Shiemi? I would never lie to you! I would never hurt you like that, yet you choose to hurt me," he cried, viciously wiping away his tears.
I put my hand on his cheek and lifted his head.
"Rin, I am so sorry, I can't believe I did that to you. I am truly very sorry, please forgive me," I spoke gently, watching his sad face.
"You shouldn't be the one apologising, I should be. I'm sorry Shiemi, Paku was-"
I removed my hand from his cheek and placed my finger gently over his lips.
"Shh, I know. I'm sorry I didn't listen to you Rin. I was to stubborn and my pride got in the way," I murmured, ashamed of myself.
Rin took hold of me and hugged me once more. His body was warm, and he felt so soft. Why don't I just believe him?
"About what you said earlier, I need to think about it," I said, pulling away. "Please give me some time, okay?"
"Anymore waiting and I start sprouting grey hairs!" Rin said, tugging his hair. "Take your time."
"Thank you Rin," I said, relieved.
"So, did you find out about the demon that attacked us?" he asked me, playing with his fingers.
"Yuki and sir Pheles think it was a tamers demon," I explained, looking down at Rins hands.
"Whoever it responsible for that demon is gonna be sorry for what they did," Rin said, clenching his fists, but then loosening because I was right there watching him.
"I wonder who it could be? I would have to be a tamer powerful enough to summon such a high level demon," I said, trying to figure it out.
"It would have to be someone who knew us… I know! One of the teachers!" Rin said.
"I guess we can tell Yuki tomorrow," I said, standing up.
Why would anyone want to attack us? Well, Rin is the son of Satan, but why me? Is it because Rin and me are living together?
I might of copied a little bit of another fanfic, but that was only because i was stuck on ideas! don't worry, I know how this fic going to end ^_^
