Chapter 21: Pain and Passion
I love you
I love you
I love you
Hermione sighed, looking down at her parchment. Professor Bins droned on.
I love you
She rubbed her eyes and then scratched out the same 3 words she had written over and over. She yawned and thought longingly of the weekend, last period on Friday she could struggle through another…she looked at the clock fuck, 45 minutes. She looked around the rest of the room, most of the other students were asleep, getting ahead start on homework for other classes or staring off into space. She looked across the room. He was sitting there, staring out the window…she watched his chest rise ever so slightly every time he took a breath, he stretched and she watched his muscles flex…she imagined those arms around her…running through her hair…those lips on her- He looked at her, blushing she turned away. Get a grip Hermione, She thought only boys felt this way, and she slipped into a day dream.
The bell sounded, and the lesson ended. She moved slowly only half paying attention to the people around her talking about the weekend. Parvarti smiled at her and came over but that didn't stop Hermione noticing Ron and Lavender walking out hand in hand…or Harry laughing with them, not looking at her once…it was though she had been replaced. She turned to Parvati and put on a brave smile.
"Are you going to Hogsmead this weekend?" asked Parvarti as Hermione picked up her bag.
"Um, I guess so"
"great! I'll see you there!" she smiled and trotted happily out of the door, her ponytail bouncing.
Hermione pulled her own bushy hair out of her face and walked towards the door
"Bonjour ma cherie" She looked around, professor Bins had already gone through the black board.
Draco was standing right behind her. She jumped and he laughed, smoothing back her hair from her eyes. She closed the door and he drew her to him. His tie was off, a few of his top shirt buttons undone, his blonde hair falling into his piercing eyes as he looked down at her. She leaned her head up expectantly and he lowered his. They kissed, they kissed harder, Hermione ran her hands around his neck, through his hair…down his chest. He moaned against her and put his hands inside her robes, feeling her body, running his hands down her backside, cupping her breasts. She moans as he ran his hands over them and he pressed her against the wall. She lifted her legs and clung to him, pressing herself closer to him,
"more" she half gasped as stroked her chest. He chuckled.
"do you know how much will power this is taking?" He asked her smiling running his hands down her back, enjoying the warmth of her body.
She leaned her head into him, breathing heavily, "I …I think I'm well…I want to…with…umm"
He lowered her legs to the ground and ran his hand through his hair, "I think its safe to say I have no fucking idea what your talking about.
At the mention of the word Hermione had had on her mind for a while now she lost all confidence in saying what she had been planning, "oh…never mind…"
"What?"
"nothing…forget it."
"Cat got your tongue, oh wait...never mind I do." he said smirking, bring his head closer to her
"that was THE worst pickup line I have EVER heard."
Draco kissed her deeply and then picked up his books and straightened his shirt, "it worked though didn't it." he winked, "do you want to go to Hogsmead with me? No offence but I would rather not be seen together at first…you know why, but I'll meet you up later…say 3? Why not by the book store…that's always deserted." He laughed at the expression on Hermione's face at the mention of a deserted bookstore.
"alright" Hermione said and smiled, but she felt a lump grow in her chest, he couldn't been seen with her.
Draco sensed something was wrong and toke her chin in his hand, "don't worry about it," he said, kissing her and then whispered in her ear, "Je vais prend ta douleur."
He smirked and the left Hermione, leaning against the wall, what now?
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Draco walked into his room and dropped his bag onto his bed, finally, the weekend. It wasn't until about a minute later that he noticed his father's owl perched spuriously on top of his four poster bed blinking down at him. He got the letter and opened it:
Son,
I am glad to hear you are doing well, I have urgent tasks I need to discuss with you, I suggest we meet in the near future…I will discuss nothing more hear.
your Father
What does this mean? Draco scratched his head and then discarded the letter onto his desk, he would rather not think about it for now. He flopped down onto his bed and closed his eyes remembering the experience just a few minutes ago…she had been so warm and-
tap tap tap! The noise came, perky…almost with a personality of its own at his door. Dreading who he thought it might be Draco opened his eyes.
tap tap tap! "Draaaaco!"
Feeling like he couldn't ignore it any longer he barked, "yes, what do you want?"
The door burst open and Pansy flounced into the room. She proceed to shut the door and locked it behind her,
Ouch great, now I'm trapped.
"Draco." Pansy said in a stern voice, flipping her hair out of her face and glaring at him.
"what now" He said, opening his bag, "I've got a lot of homework, I don't really have the time to-"
"I don't know what your fucking doing Draco but I have had enough." She smacked her Droobles Best Blowing Gum impatiently, "you are supposed to spend the rest of your life with me and your treating me like shit, I'm warning you this is you last chance."
"last chance for what, just because our parents are making us get married sometime in the distant future doesn't mean I need to have anything to do with you now." He stood up to his full height and looked down at Pansy, "get out." there was malice dripping from every word and his silver eyes were now slits of ice, boring into her."
Her eyes filled with tears but she glared right back, "bastard."
"what."
She slapped him, Draco took a step backward, stunned and then angry. She drew her hand back again but he caught it in mid air and pushed her away. She fell onto the bed
"come on baby," she said viciously, "don't you want some. I know you'd fuck anything that moves, even that mud blood."
Draco couldn't control his anger, like his father he boiled over but stopped himself from hitting her, he swore instead and kicked his chair across the room.
"you are a heartless asshole! You'll break that girls heart just when she lets you in like you have to so many others!" She was crying now, not out of fear…but out of anger.
Draco was panting, trying to look anywhere but at her and still her voice rang in his ears.
"I hate you and she will to, she already hates you and you know that don't you and you know your going to have to kill her best friend and and-"
He couldn't help it. He looked at her. Pansy's hair was all over the place, tears and makeup running down her face her hand pointing from her on the bed to him standing over her, she was almost screaming.
"I-" Draco tried to speak but then she jumped up, flinging herself around him, tearing at his shirt. He was taken aback but still angry he pushed her back onto the bed and she pulled him with her. Anger, out of control….stop this.
She tore off his shirt and scratched her nails down his chest, exchanging kiss for desperate kiss, rough, wild. She undid his belt and he ripped off her shirt, the buttons flying everywhere. She showed him onto his back and startled him, not meeting his eyes, pressing against him. She ground against his body and he undid her pink bra letting her breasts bounce out, he took them one in each hand and squeezed, hard, his nails digging into them, she screamed. He wanted to hurt her, the way she had hurt him. He pushed her back onto her own back and ripped off her skirt. He plunged into her, she threw her head back and moaned her nails scratching long red marks down his back, her hips bucking in time to his thrust, he came and so did she with pain and pleasure he bit down on her breasts as she scraped her nails along his neck, making him bleed until he collapsed out of her and rolled away. She lay there, crying, moaning and thankful…breathing heavily. He lay there ignoring her…wishing it hadn't happened, ashamed and angry.
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The next morning when Draco woke up, she was gone…he hoped it had just been a dream until he saw the long red marks down his back in the shower. It meant nothing, he was going to forget about it. He was going to go to Hogsmead, meet Hermione look into those eyes, stroke her hair and tell her that she meant everything to him, he was going to ignore Pansy, his father and the fucking dark lord as long as he could. He was going to pretend the only thing important about his future was the exams, he was going to pretend to be someone else.
He walked out of the common room and up the stairs to the Great Hall where he was met by a bunch of 3rd years waiting eagerly half and hour early to go to Hogsmead. He strolled over to his table and picked up a slice of toast, examining the bumps of the grain in it. He couldn't look over there, he couldn't meet her eyes. He heard her laugh and instinctively looked up and immediately regretted it, she was shinning, brilliant in the clear blue winter morning light streaming down from the ceiling. She looked over and smiled shyly at him. He couldn't return it…even if he had wanted to. She blushed and looked back at Parvati, nodded to her and then followed her out.
Draco put down his toast and gazed at his empty plate, cracking his knuckles.
"Hey mate." Blaise said sitting down next to him, "seen Pansy this morning?"
"no why?!" Draco asked sharply, looking at him in alarm
"uhh…no reason, I just heard from Evelin that she didn't go back to her dormitory last night…that's all."
"oh,"
"you going to Hogsmead today?"
"yeah" Draco replied
"I don't think you are" came a voice from behind them
Draco spun around and was taken aback when he was met with the face of Professor Snape inches from his own looking down on him, "Pr-Professor"
"Your father is visiting," He lowered his voice, "hey instructed me to bring you down to my office under the pretence of a detention to be able to talk to you privately."
"b-but" Draco mumbled, trying to come up with an excuse to hold it off for another minute so he could see Hermione.
"he doesn't like to wait, you had better get down there, come along."
Draco nodded, and Blaise shrugged at him and began to shovel bacon onto his plate.
Snape lead the way down to his dungeon office, the whole while Draco was frantic, what in the last 24 hours hadn't gone wrong so far.
"boy." snarled Lucious Malfoy
Snape nodded at both of them and then departed, leaving Draco alone with his father.
"father-" Draco began, trying to think up a good lie to give him a few minutes to find Hermione.
"We don't have a lot of time so lets get straight to the point." said his father briskly. "There are many things even I don't yet understand about the dark lords plan but I'm here to tell you as much as I know so far. You know that on the day of your graduation ceremony you are to lure Harry Potter away from everyone and into the Forbidden Forest, far enough away so no one will be able to help Potter but we will still be able to find you. You need to over power him and then prevent him from escaping, once he is secured you will send red sparks into the air, not above the trees mind you, that would be foolish, but far enough up so that we know that it is our time to come. The rest is up to the Dark Lord. This is a very important task he has set you, I cant begin to express how important it is that you do not mess it up. I am also to teach you today a curse that will prevent anyone getting in your way, whether their his friends or teachers."
Draco looked at his father, questioningly.
"yes, the Avada Kadavra. Snape has been kind enough to allow us use to his store of animals, and now we practice. We need to master this now…I must leave at 5pm and Snape will bring us something to eat around noon, now take out your wand."
"But…Father We are still in school, what if someone comes in looking for Snape or-"
"We have taken the necessary precautions…now point to that frog with your wand."
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"Ok Hermione…if your sure…"
"no you go on Parvarti, I'm just going to look in this bookshop, I'll see you later"
Hermione waved after Parvarti and watched her disappear around the corner before looking around for any sign of Draco. She slapped her hands together and blew on her mittens. She kicked some snow off of the bottom of her boot. She stood there, the snow blowing around her and yawned, her ears turning red in the cold.
He is defiantly coming, maybe he got caught up buying something at Honeydukes…or…something.
Dusk spread and Hermione watched the sun disappear from the stairs leading up to the bookstore which was now closed. The harsh cold wind hit her in the face and it started to snow, she watched the large flakes collect in piled on the road, she stood up and numbly began walking back, her hair collecting snow and an icy tear running down her face.
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A/N: hi! I am sooo soooorrrry! I have become what I myself hate, a person with a life and who can update every week. I hope you all forgive me and havn't forgotten about my fic….anyways…soooo sad….lol poor Hermione and teehee…like the angry sex scene?
I promise to update more, in fact this weekend I will start the next chapter! Yay!
Luv charlito
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