Moment of Bad Decisions

Back to Forks Emmett's eyes were dark and Reed could tell he thirsted and it wasn't making things better by her snuggling up to him. He grimaced alot when she dropped something on the ground and her corroded artery strained and he gripped the seats in agony. Edward could sense his thoughts and tried to soothe him, but it was getting harder and harder.

Reed decided not to cuddle up next to him, but just place her hand over his palm up, so he wouldn't really sense her pulse in her wrist. He thanked her for that.

"We haven't actually talked in a while have we?" She asked him.

Emmett answered, "No not exactly."

"Monopoly or Scrabble?"

He looked at her dumbly, "Random," and he smiled because it was feeling like old times, "but liking it. Definitely Scrabble."

"Are you out of your mind Monopoly, Bear, Monopoly?"

He argued back with her and they literally held a Monopoly and Scrabble debate and even had the other passengers joined in. Turns out it Scrabble had won, only because Monopoly took forever. If it didn't take so long it would have won. Reed pouted all the way back to the airport and Emmett tried to cheer her up with his not-so-funny jokes and she laughed because they were that bad that she had to laugh.

By the time they got into the car it was time for serious talk about who she was going to pick. Of course Emmett had to bring it up and of course it made Reed furious because all she wanted was a day that she didn't have to choose.

Emmett asked, "Umm Reed you know you are going to have to choose right?"

Reed hissed madly, "Don't you think I know that?"

"I'm just saying-"

"Well don't okay?" Reed crossed her arms and pushed against the car seat.

Emmett replied, "Okay."

"Just let me talk to Jake first Emmett," Reed quietly mumbled and she knew he heard and he nodded his head confirming.

Then Reed placed her head against the window pane and fell asleep, it was around three AM when they arrived at Reed's place and someone gently nudged her awake. Emmett took her bags to the door and Jake swung it open and she forgot how his faced looked. Pained and rigid. Emmett held the duffel bag out to him and Jacob snatched it away from him.

Reed rolled her eyes and called, "Jake."

"Come in Reed."

"Give me two minutes," she said to Jacob.

Through gritted teeth, "Reed."

"Do you want to see me kiss him," she angrily said to him and he walked back inside slamming the door that made Reed jump in fright.

Emmett pulled her in and bent his face towards her ear, "Thank you for saving me."

"I owed you one, didn't I?"

Emmett chuckled at this and he sweetly kissed her lips for about two seconds. Then they parted and Emmett swept his hand down her hair and she smiled going through the threshold of her house.

After the Cullens' left Jacob trembled and Reed went up to him.

Jake said furious, "So now you and the leech together?"

"No, I just had to make you mad for us to have moment together."

"Well you didn't I looked through the curtains," he commented.

Reed licked her lips, "Silly Jake why did you do that for?"

"To see if you love him like you loved me."

She inquired, "And what did you find out Mr. Scientist of Love?"

"That you give him the same gaze you used to give me," Jacob admitted still trembling, but trying to control it.

As Reed placed her palm on Jacob's cheek she confessed, "The same gaze I am giving you right now?"

His trembling was going down and when he spoke the shaking had completely stop, "Yes."

"I love Emmett and I love you Jacob," and she glanced down, "but you haven't imprinted on me and that makes me think that you don't love me the same why I love you."

Now it was Jacob's turn and he cupped Reed's face with his hands and announced, "Some wolves don't imprint, my father never did."

Reed's eyes were beginning to water and one tear dropped her lashline and Jake thumbed it away.

Jacob asked Reed, "Are you really going to throw away a childhood of love to a new guy?"

Her lips quivered and confessed, "No!"

"I didn't think so," and he embraced her in his arms and kissed her cheek.

She knew when Emmett found out he would leave and he would leave for maybe good, but there was no stopping it now. She had forever with Emmett and only a little time with Jacob and maybe if he understood that it could work out in the future. Jacob could not love a vampire; it would be an abomination anyway to his heritage and to hers. She had no choice. She would not take a life, but hers.

Reed raised her head and met his lips with hers. The hunger and lust in the kiss made Jacob realize what was going to happen in the early morning of the day. He knew that it would be his time to finish being a boy and enter to manhood.

She lifted his shirt above his head and clung to it until he carried her down the stairs to the basement that she recently renovated. Once to the stairs she dropped the shirt and threw hers down as well. Reed's legs were wrapped around his and she also did the pleasure of taking her bra off and forcefully kissing Jake as her breasts squished into his chest. He let her down and she unbuckled his pants and fell to the bed bringing Jake down with her. Jacob lightly kissed every inch of her and she moaned in delight. He went back to her lips and smoothed down her hair and was making sure this is what she wanted and she nodded her head and he began were he left off. About five minutes later they become one and Reed gasped. Her hands clawing his back making him howl. A lustful smirk was etched on Reed's face and Jacob clasped her hands over her head as he forced her into deranged pleasure making her toes curl.

The next morning came and Jacob had his arm wrapped around Reed's stomach and he never wanted to leave. Her hair was sprawled out on the pillow and he buried his face in it.