Life as we know it

Notes

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CHAPTER 21

The choices we make.

'It will hurt and you could be a danger to everyone around until the spell has run its course, but once it's over you can live your life' Bobby was explaining everything Marcus had told him about the spell and Marie listened quietly. She was scared but the sooner she got it over and done with the better.

Sam and Dean stood leaning against the door frame waiting to hear Marie's reaction, but she just shook her head in agreement to what was about to happen. Dean was worried as Marie was really quite, she was either taking it really well or she was terrified.

'Can I talk with you for a moment? Marie stood up and followed Dean outside; she was still processing it all.

Dean walked towards one of Bobby's old cars and leaned against it 'how are you handling things, if you don't want to do it we can find another way'

'I just want it over and done with, so I can go home and go back to studying, my uncle told me that we are moving to Aberdeen to be closer to my mum, I'm goanna study at the college there'.

Dean felt a pang in his chest, and he shifted on his feet digging his heel into the dirt.

'Well I guess you made your decision then' Dean said sounding annoyed which he didn't mean to.

'Yeah, you can come and visit I can show you around'

Dean sighed 'sounds great sweetheart' Marie knew that Dean would never visit but it was a nice idea.

'I need to pick up something, be back soon' Dean turned on his heel and headed to the impala.

Marie sighed as she turned back inside Bobby's, it would be tonight she would be locked up in the panic room, tonight would be the last of any of her Nephilim side.

Sam was clicking on his laptop, frowning and shaking his head in frustration, and Marie sat next to him at the table. 'Can I borrow the laptop after you have finished?

'Yeah sure'

'I want to apply for college in Aberdeen' Sam raised an eyebrow looking confused 'so you are going to study in Scotland and not in Kansas?

'It's so I can be close to my mum, plus my uncle told me that it's a really good college and it will be near our new house'.

Sam felt disappointed, he was hoping that she would stay to study and go home on holidays but he understood that she needed to be with her family.

'I hope to go back to studying too, once I go find my Dad and kill the Demon that murdered my mom and Jessica, I don't want this life forever'

Marie hugged Sam 'yeah I know, it's great that you want to go back to Stanford'

Sam smiled and hugged Marie engulfing her in his big arms 'I will miss this you know, miss having my giant man hugs and Deans stupid jokes and cocky banter'.

Sam chuckled he would miss it too.

'Sorry to break up the chick flick moment Samantha' Dean said as he walked in and seen Marie and Sam having a girly moment.

'Shut up' Sam said shooting Dean a bitch face.

'Bitch!

'Jerk!

Bobby came up from the panic room, he was down there setting things up for Marie all the bottled water she needed, hand towels and baby wipes, blankets , buckets and fruit bars, he wanted her to be comfortable. Dean nodded his head over to Bobby and handed him a bag silent communication between them. Sam frowned and Marie got irritated she hated when they did that, Sam and Dean were experts at it.

Sam closed his lap top 'I need some air guys' he was still suffering from heads aches, it would last longer every time he would have a vision, he had a time scale this particular vision, it had October written all over it. The visions were more detailed and not a warning at the last minute like so many had been in the past, he had time and he could see further into the future. He was getting more powerful and he could feel it.

Marie sighed and stood up; she wanted to lie down for a few hours before she would have to endure the spell.

'I'm away to have a rest for a wee while, give me a shout when you want to start'

Bobby nodded; he was dreading this with every fibre of his being. But it was for a means to an end, a good end.

Marie rested on top of her bed, her adopted bed she looked around the room, and she made it her own as plain as it was she manged to brighten things up. Her pink slippers and a glitter photo frame with her and her uncle James at Stonehenge. Perfume bottles on the bed side table with a pink light up digital clock and a small Tigger that sat at the end of the bed. Yep this was her room, she never truly realised that she had become an adopted Winchester/Singer.

Suddenly Dean knocked on the door 'come in'

He closed the door and sat on the edge of the bed 'soooo Marie I got you something, I was goanna leave it in the panic room but you might be so struck out you wouldn't appreciate it'

Marie smiled 'oh ok what is it?

He pulled a bag out from under his flannel and handed it to her; she opened it to reveal a pair of Tigger pyjamas. Marie gasped 'oh my god Dean Winchester, this is just.. Oh my god'

She jumped into his arms and he was slightly off guard and fell off the edge of the bed with Marie landing on top of him he gasped out.

'Sorry, I didn't mean to get over excited… before she could finish her sentence Dean wrapped his arms around her and lifted his face meeting Marie's and kissed her. He was gentle and sweet not wanting to scare her, he moved slowly and Marie mimicked his movements. She felt how soft his lips were as he expertly moved around hers, the first kiss they had was hazy as she was dizzy and not really focused but this time she was. He sat up with Marie still in his grasp not breaking the kiss. He coaxed her to open her mouth and she did gaining him entry, both their tongues moulded together and the kiss deepened. He stood up picking Marie up with effortless motion and lay her down on the bed.

He broke the kiss moving down her neck and collar bone, Marie felt her skin heat up and her breathing hitched, was this about to happen. She couldn't think straight as Dean started caressing her claiming her mouth again with hot open mouth kissing.

He moaned into her mouth and she ran her fingers through his hair, both of them enjoying the feeling of each other. That night they felt every inch of skin, moving and becoming one, Dean was gently and made sure that Marie was taken care off.

A few hours later Bobby knocked on the door 'Marie its time' Dean sat up and swallowed dryly, he didn't like it one bit.

'Hey sweetheart, its time' he kissed her softly to wake her Marie groaned and sat up.

She made her way to the panic room; Sam huffed out hating this idea and Dean was silently worrying.

'Ok so drink this, it won't take long to start working, try and rest, everything is here for you. We can't help you after this; you will be on your own for the duration'

Marie worried on her brow, she looked at Dean and he gave her a small smile and winked

Sam hugged her with a crushing bear hug and kissed her on the head 'you will be ok; you're one of the strongest girls I know'

'Thanks Sammy'

'Give us a moment' Dean asked quietly and Sam looked confused to why Dean wanted to be alone with Marie, Bobby just nodded knowing why.

Bobby placed his hand on Sam's shoulder 'I will fill you in'

Bobby hugged Marie 'you got this kiddo' and turned on his heel with Sam.

Dean stood there for a moment trying to regain his thoughts 'I wish I can be here with you'.

'I know, but it's too dangerous'

'Danger is my middle name' even in a time like this he would crack a joke and Marie was thankful for it. Dean pulled her in for a hug and held on for a while not wanting to break contact, he lifted her head and kissed her softly; he pressed his forehead to hers and sighed.

'ok, better go now or I'll never leave' he chuckled half heartily, he turned on his heel and looked back at Marie and smiled giving her another wink and he closed the iron door leaving and echo behind as it slammed shut.

Marie sat down on the small bed in the middle of the panic room and grabbed the glass that had a clear substance in it. She downed it in one go, the taste reminded her of aniseed shots she took back home with Terry. She sat there for a moment her heart racing, she was alone and scared she started to pace the floor in anticipation of what was to come.

Then Marie felt it, a burn in her stomach which escalated to agony in zero time, she fell to the floor grabbing at her mid-section. She blacked out only to wake up moments later writhing in pain, her skin was on fire and the glow from her core was pulsing like a strobe light. She crawled to the bed and flopped down, her head pounded. Marie blacked out again only to wake up with blood seeping from her nose; the blood stained the pillow and her t-shirt. She felt like her own body was going to explode like a bomb. She screamed out Dean's name and the Sam's begging for help as agony overwhelmed her.

Sam heard Marie's cry's and had to be forced by Bobby to stay away, Dean was screaming in pain on Bobby's couch. He passed out twice, even in his agony he wanted to check on Marie. Bobby had his hands full.

'CHECK ON HER! Dean cried out. 'SAMMY!

Sam face was full of mixed emotions, he never really knew what was going to happened until it happened, he was panicked and angry, frustrated and more panicked pacing the floor guzzling whisky like it was going out of fashion. Bobby tried to keep a level head; he had to be the voice of reason.

'This is bull shit Bobby! I can't listen to her scream out and not help she's all alone. This is just bull shit!

'Dammit boy! you know it's too dangerous, she could turn you in to dust, do you know how powerful a Nephilim is, well I tell you something now she could burn cities with no effort at all, it's for the best'

Sam clenched his jaw and slammed his glass down on the table and grabbed the bottle instead.

Dean went quite, he passed out again and only moments later he sat up with blood pouring from his nose, he crawled off the couch and lay on the floor.

'Hot, hurts..it hurts plz stop, Sam..Sam..Sammy '

Dean's voice was strained in agony, Sam quickly grabbed some water a poured it over Deans head and chest hoping to ease the burning, he pulled Dean off the floor and lay him back on the couch.

'Hey I'm here Dean, I'm right here'

Marie burned hot as the glow surrounding her was blinding, she had burned holes in the bed and her clothes. Once she could see Marie crawled towards the bottled water, she opened one and poured it all over her; she opened another and downed the whole bottle. She lay on the floor drenched in water and sweat. Her eyes darkened and she felt peaceful, she fell into darkness and she felt as if she had gone somewhere as if she didn't exist anymore.

Dean felt the pain subside and he sighed out in relief, it had gone for nearly 12 hours, Sam was pale, he witness the whole thing, Marie's cries for help, Dean writhing in pain, he was stressed, worried and frustrated all at once.

'Marie! We need to check on her now, it's over! Dean snapped up, he was weak and tired but he didn't care, he just wanted to see if she was ok. Sam stood up in the same urgency as Dean.

Bobby was more cautious 'ok just take it slow Dean and Sam check before you enter'

Dean held on to Sam for support he was weaker than he thought, they both made their way towards the panic room. Sam slid open the peep latch to check on things if they were safe to enter. He swallowed dryly as he seen Marie lying motionless on the floor, he quickly unbolted the iron door and entered. Dean followed behind not taking in Sam's panicked look as he rushed to Marie on the floor.

Dean eyes widened and used all of his remaining strength to push Sam out of the way.

Dean fell to his knees at Marie and lifted her up in his arms as she hung there limply, Dean moved her clammy hair from her face 'hey, hey come on sweetheart it's over now, you can wake up, it's over. Come on Marie, come on baby wake up' Deans voice was shaky and strained. He pulled her up closer and shook her slightly.

'Please wake up, don't do this Marie you said you would show me around remember when you went back home, you have college and you are goanna to be a teacher, come on sweetheart please, please'. Dean cried into Marie's face holding her up, he rocked her back and forth in his embrace.

Sam's tears rolled down his face, he choked out as he placed a hand on Dean Shoulder Bobby came over with tears of his own. 'I'm goanna kill that sonovsbitch!

Notes

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, was building up to this one for a while. Let me know what you all think, please leave comments. I will update soon I will try not leave you all hanging on too long. xxxx