Can't believe I had to re-type this shit… I played "No reflection" By Marilyn Manson to get me back into a murderous creepy sadistic mood…
Now let it play!
Disclaimer: …you know the deal.
Chapter 20: Sink to the bottom…
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"How many days had it been…2…3…4 days…? Or maybe it was a day and couple minutes…" Kurami said sullenly pulling her legs to her chest, wrapping her arms around her knees.
"All I know is that every time I would woke they either raped me or beat me…I…I didn't know how much more I could take…! I wanted my mommy…I wanted my daddy…I wanted my nii-san…"
"But they never came." She whimpered tearing up.
…I…I'm so sorry… Was all Izaya could say.
"Why wouldn't they come for me…? Did I deserve this…? Did I do something wrong to deserve this…?" She asked knowing there would be no answer for it.
No child, you didn't…there are just really bad people in this messed up world. The ravenette told her, caressing her head before pulling her into a hug.
"Do you really think so…?"
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"Ah, are you awake again?" Ren asked putting on some black surgeon gloves. He was wearing a leather hair cap and matching apron and rain boots.
"She should be, she slept for at least 5 hours! Threw us all off schedule." Sagawa pouted. He was also dressed like Ren, which made me very anxious for what was to come…
I glanced over to the right hand side of the room to see Yuromshi sitting on a chair with his head down and his face in his hands, whispering something.
"I'm so sorry…I'm so sorry…I'm so sorry…"
Huh, is that so…
Not forgiven.
"Yuromshi, stop your blubbering and get over here!" Sagawa barked, "Now tell me, do you want the scooper or the needle?"
Yuromshi snapped his head up; his eyes wide and watery and his teeth clenched. "I…what have I done…?"
"Fuck and beat the shit out of a little girl." Ren stated dryly shuffling around near the desk in the corner.
"Yeah, now what's wrong with you? We're not even finished yet!" Sagawa whined fixing his hair cap. Yuromshi snapped, he bolted up out of his seat and ran straight at Sagawa. The snap of Yuromshi wrist made even me cringe.
"AAAAhhhhhhhh!" Yuromshi screamed clutching his limp wrist.
Sagawa towered over him scowling, "Don't test me boy! If you can't stomach this than you can get the hell out of my sight, I will not let you ruin my fun…" He growled clenching his fists.
"Now Get Out!" Sagawa shouted. Yuromshi trembled as he got up and staggered away, but not before glaring over his shoulder and saying…
"You will not get away with this…we all will not get away with this…!" He looks up to the sky through the hole in the roof, "God will come for us…and will punish us for our sins…" I heard him whispered as he disappeared through the doors.
He doesn't even know how right he is…I will make you all suffer hell…
"Tch. Pussy." Ren grunted cleaning off some scissors and an ice cream scooper-like object, except it had teeth on it.
"I depict that you're not going to take flight like him." He seethed, Ren snorted and gave a "Fuck no." in response.
"…." I watched Ren walk over with a sick grin plastered across his face; I wonder what does he plan to do with thing… I wondered while Sagawa walked around my body, kneeled down and held down my arms as Ren got closer. What is he gonna use that on…? I pondered watching Ren remove the blood sticky bandage from my right eye.
My eye widened when I saw him press the scooping item lightly under my right, "Ah...ah…ah…!" I tried to scream as I squirmed away from the cold material.
"NNNNGGGGHHHYYAAAA!" I screamed feeling the metal jam into my socket, curling and scrapping against the smashed flesh…searching…
"Ahhh!" I sobbed when the scoop caught something and pulled at it, "There we go! Got ya!" Ren cheered before scrapping around further.
"RAAAAAHHHH!" I cried when he yanked harshly at what I believed it was my crushed eye he was trying to get at, "Ah! Ah! Ahhh!" With my left eye I could see that scooper was covered in blood and some disfigured bloody white thing in it, it had a couple of my veins still attached to it. "There we go."
"Daaayaaahhh!"
Ren picked up the scissors off the ground pressed them against the vein, "Now this might pinch just a bit…" He warned snapping the scissors shut and cutting through the mix matched nerve.
My blood curled scream filled the air when I felt the full extent of pain surge through my head and eye. Ren scowled and covered his ears, "Yessh! Bitch's got some lungs!"
I thrashed and screamed from the boiling hot pain that ripped through me, Ren didn't seem like he was gonna put up with any more of my crying, so he reached into his back pocket and pulled out a red ball gag and shoved it into my mouth. My screams became stifled sobs…
"We'll have none of that now will we?" He murmured clicking the lock before reaching back into his pocket and pulling out a sowing needle and some stitching thread, while I screamed and thrashed around.
"Hold her still will ya." Ren ordered neatly placing the thread through the needle. "Now this'll only hurt for a couple minutes, don't move or it'll be hours." He told me closing the eye-lids of my right eye and pressing the needles point into it.
"DYAH!" I screamed as he tugged the needle through my bottom eye lid and into my top eye lid.
"Damnit man, hold her still." Sagawa grunted in response and tightened his grip on my upper arms.
Ren continued the movement of the stitching for several minutes, each time the needle penetrated my lids. It felt like it was ripping open through my eyelashes even though…
"There. Done." Ren chirped giving the thread a light tug before clipping it with some scissors.
"It'll be okay, just a couple more times my little Zinnia…" He cooed wiping the sweat and damp hair that stuck to my forehead while I tried to catch my breath. 'Just a couple more'…? What does he mea- Before I could even finish that thought, Ren stabbed the needle through both my bottom a top left eye lid.
"AAAHHH!"
He repeated the strokes and movements as he did on my right eye, slowly blinding me with stitches and blood that bubbled to the surface. It hurt unbelieveably…
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"Iza-nii san," She suddenly said her back pressing against his, Yes? He hummed over his shoulder.
"Do you love Shizu-Kun?"
Izaya nearly choked on air when she bluntly asked such a thing out of nowhere, W-what! I-that's-! He stammered blushing madly.
That's none of your concern! Izaya said a little too loud and just a little too obvious. Kurami smiled bashful, "I've seen the way you look at him. You love him~!" She teased, Izaya remained silent. His face nearly lit itself on fire.
"You picked the right guy, you know." The little ghost girl assured him, this surprised the young man. Do…do you really think so?
"Yeah…he's really nice…and stupid." She giggled on the last part before continuing, "I envy you…you got the chance to fall in love…and grow up…. When you aimlessly room the earth, you start to forget…what you had to offer before you died…" She admitted bitterly resting her head against the back of his shoulder.
Is that reason why you can't leave this world, is it because of them?
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I couldn't see anything…my eye sight was blocked by the crimson color of my blood and the slight black tracing of the stitches. I could feel the blood from both eyes gargling and pouring out through the stitches…
With not being able to see, my other sense became aware of the movement in the room. I could hear the shuffling of Sagawa's clothes moving from behind me to where Ren was; I could hear said man shift slightly.
"You got the wire clippers?" 'Wire clippers'? What the hell? I thought over when I felt one of them uncurl my left hand and hold out my middle finger. Oh god no! No! No! I cried out inwardly trying to thrash around but Kurami didn't seem to register what was about to happen. It was when our finger was placed between the blades did she finally realize what was going on, but it was far too late for her to snatch her hand away…
The blades snap together slicing through the bone and skin…
A deafening blood curled screamed ripped from my throat, causing Ren and Sagawa to hiss in pain from the sound ringing in their ears. A blinding explosive of pain shot through my arm into my hand.
My bodies tighten up unbearably as I started thrashing and shaking uncontrollably in my place, I couldn't control myself! It felt like brain was exploding, I couldn't understand what was going on! Am I going into shock? Am I having a seizure?
"Shit hold her still! I still got 4 more to go!" Sagawa grunted trying to put my ring finger in between the blades, at my jerking around he accidently clipped the finger almost off. I screamed louder at this and the fact that I could feel the detached finger hanging by a loose piece of skin.
I'm not sure but I think I started foaming at the mouth, and I think I bit something firm…?
"Gah! Fuck! Bitch almost bit off my finger!" I think after hearing that I passed out…
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Do you ever wonder what would have happened if you were able to get past him when you first came to that place…? Izaya finally asked moving his head to look up at her, his curiosity getting the best of him.
Kurami's eyebrows jumped before nestling back into their original flat manner, "Ah?"
Y-you don't have to answer if you don't want me to know, it's fine with me- He stammered rising his head from her lap.
"Hehe, no no it's quite fine actually. It's actually nice that you asked," She smiled guiding his head back onto her lap before starting,
"I used to wonder that in the beginning too. I used to think that it was my entire fault…but…" She paused. The informant looked up at her concerned to see she was looking straight ahead, her eyes that had been soft moments ago had harden like the second time he met her.
"Every time my death replayed infront of me I never saw it until one day my vision glanced down at the back of his pants hem, something gleaming…a knife…" She said a barely above a whisper. Izaya frowned and took the hand that was petting his head into his own, Kurami snaps out of her daze and looks down at Izaya. Izaya squeezes her hand in reassurance and is rewarded with a genuine smile,
"So no matter how you look at it I still would have suffered the same fate…knowing that actually makes me feel a lot better…!" The raven looked at her like she had lost her mind, she laughed at the face.
"I'm serious! I truly do feel a lot better knowing this, because I know now that I didn't choice the wrong path- although the other one would have been less painful- I didn't make a mistake!" Kurami explained.
Izaya sighed at what he was hearing, this was a lot to take in and he was truly exhausted. He wouldn't mind curling up into bed with that warm person who would be right there holding him tight in their arms; the informant sighed in content of the thought. That would be nice…
"Oh my, where are my manners? You were in a coma for almost four days dealing with all that drama in there! You must want to sleep like the dead! Oh sorry, death humor." She giggled. 'Death humor'? Izaya pondered feeling his eye lids get heavy. "Let me help you sleep…"
"Dark is dreaming, day is done
Good night Good night to everyone…" Kurami sang softly caressing his forehead making his eyes flicker to stay awake.
"Good night to the birds and the fish in the sea
Good night to the bears and Good night to me…"
Izaya's eyes finally closed as he started to lose consciousness but not before hearing Kurmai whisper something to him,
"When you wake…someone special will be waiting for you on the other side…"
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"Ggnh!" I grunted jerking awake at the bursting pain in my right hand and legs.
"Ah, so you're awake, huh?" Ren stated bitterly, What's his problem? If anyone should be having a bitch fit it should be me, I'm the one being tortured to death here! I thought when another wave of pain shoot through me, where the fuck is that pain coming from?
It didn't take long for me to remember the previous actions from the last time I was conscious, They chopped off my fingers and I think I went into shook, maybe even a seizure… Then why are my arms and legs hurting?
"While you were dreaming of sheep, we decided to sew up some areas while you were asleep." I heard Sagawa say along with some shuffling noise. "We got to sew up the fingers on your right hand and your legs- I mean stumps…" He informed me, acting guilty for that he might have step on a nerve with the whole no legs factor. Just shut the fuck up you disgusting piece of horse's ass…your voice annoys me… I thought tired. "But it's almost over, we just have to do one last thing then put on the finishing touches."
"I'll do this one, bitch bit my finger. Time for pay back." Ren snapped, the clunking of his boots heading towards me. I bit his finger...? When…?
The pressure against the index finger on my left hand brought me out of my stray thoughts, "You nearly took off my finger kid." He sneered pressing what I assumed was his boot further against my finger, I cringed in pain.
"You know the saying, right? An eye for an eye…"
"Tch!" I hear a small cracking noise and increasing pain, "a tooth for a tooth…"
Snap!
"Mmngh!" I grunt gritting my teeth at the feeling of my phalange slowly snap out of its socket. Ren rubbed his boot harder on my finger, making sure to break it completely. The pop and crackling sound ringing through my ears…
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"Now for the finishing touches my dear~!" Sagawa sang slowly sticking the needle point into my painted bottom lip.
By now we had both gotten so used to the pain that we don't even fight back, because we both know how this is gonna end by now. So I just sit there and take it, if I'm lucky it'll hurt less…
I want to so badly cry…just cry…but I can't…it's too late for crying now...
Blood oozing down my throat brought me from my thoughts, the blood choked me causing me to cough and spit some of it up. Unfortunately, the back wash blood met with the stitches and started to sip through the cracks and down the side of my mouth.
"Mgh…nnn…mugh…" I felt myself groan in protest against the painful black threads that sealed off my mouth.
"Ah, well I guess that's it eh?" Sagawa's voice chimed followed by a patting sound and clothes shifting.
"Mm." Ren grunted, "If I had a camera right now…oh well, come on. Let's go get rid of the body." Why am I still not dead? I can't believe that she was able to be alive for this long…
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"I'm tellin' ya Ren, my man. She is the one!" Sagawa told Ren from the front seat. They had ditched the cafeteria and had thrown me in the trunk of a car, or at least that's what I heard. They didn't say where they were going though, so all I could do right now was sit, listen and wait.
"Who? The kid?" Ren scoffed, What about me…?
"She's the one I've been waiting for!" He chirped.
"One for what?" His partner asked a tinge of annoyance in his voice.
"The perfect victim~!"
I felt the car came to a stop and the car doors slam open and close.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I jumped when the trunk door opened. "I knew she was the one the first day I saw her." I feel hands reaching out and hooking under my thighs and arms.
"Why do you think she's lasted this long? She's perfect!"
"You're fucking insane." I heard Ren mumble as he and Sagawa moved, I think they were walk around something.
"I'm seri- move up- ous!" We bounced slightly and a strange clunk noise was heard.
"Uh-huh right." Huh? I hear something…water…? Are we at a river…? I wondered feeling our bodies shift every now and then, It feels like we're on a boat…so there gonna drop me in the river… I thought.
I'm finally gonna die…
Hands wrap and tie rough yarn around my ankle…
Finally put me out of my misery…
I'm being lifted up…
Finally put us out of our misery…
The hands swing me side to side…
The pain will stop…
A gush of wind flies through me as I am sent hurdling into the ice cold watery depths…
The pain will all stop…
Water forces its way into nose and down my throat…
I'll be free of them…
The salty water burns through my wind pipe before slamming into my lungs…
We'll be free…
As I sink to the bottom the lake with death and darkness engulfing me fast…the most unbelievable thing crossed my mind,
Did I ever give Shizu-Chan his weeks' pay…?
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That shit took forever!
Anyway for those of you out there, when one loses a limb they go into shock or even a seizure and pass out.
Also I will get started rite now on the next chp!
Review! Any questions are aloud, although I most likely will confuse you on purpose to really have you wondering what'll happen next (But that depend on the question!)!