Disclaimer: I don't own anything from Twilight. The characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. I wished Edward belonged to me. He's probably a cute 8 year old. ^-^
EPOV ( age: 17 )
Today. Today was the day my Bella went missing 9 years ago. They never found her. She was gone. I didn't know if she was still missing, or she was dead. It's like she disappeared off the face of the earth, and that resulted in sleepless nights for 9 years. I could never sleep without her when we were 8. Not then, not now. A tear rolled down my face as I thought about her voluntarily for the first time in years. All thoughts of her I had before would just pop in my head, torturing me to no end. I was in a deep depression for almost a year. I wouldn't go out of my room. I'd barely eat. Nothing mattered anymore. Even Esme wouldn't smile. Sometimes when I was in the lighter moods of my depression, I'd play my guitar.
I'll play a song now. Where ever Bella is, she'll hear it. In her heart. I pulled out my Guitar, and started strumming, trying to get used to the lightness of the song. The song I was about to play was a song I made when I was 11, with Bella in mind.
(song is You And Me by Life House)
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up, and I can't back down I've been losing.. so much time Cuz it's you and me And all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I wanna say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here.
Cuz it's you and me
And all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cuz it's you and me
And all of the people
With nothing to do,
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes of you and me
And all of the people
With nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me
And all of the people
And I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes of you…
…What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.
By the time I finished, I was crying again. I threw my guitar on the floor and said, "It doesn't matter anymore!" I threw myself on my bed and on my table was a picture of me and Bella taken by Esme when Bella slept over. She was holding me and I was holding her while we were asleep. I fell into a deep slumber, hugging the picture tightly, desperatly trying to recreate the scene in my head.
(Dream)
"Edward?" Bella's voice said.
"Bella? Where are you?" I asked. I looked around and I couldn't see her, I could only hear her voice.
"I'm coming, wait for me!" the voice said.
(End Dream)