The devil

You ever heard a story about the devil? No?

Well, now you don't have to 'cause you met the devil so many times trough this story and you can guess it's name.

That's right, I am the devil.

Last time you saw me I was having flashbacks of me and Kai which just made me angrier. And you know why. Also I was watching beatiful picture of burning Berlin from the highest spott posibble. Number of the people I compelled to do the job for me grew to almost a 1000. They were going all around the town sipping gasoline everywhere and then with just one match fire broke out. I heard their hopless screams and calls for help but nobody could help 'cause everyone was burning alive. That had to kill at least 100 vampires or supernaturals.

„You've done all this didn't you?" That voice... It was imposibble, so I had to see for my self. „How are you here?" „I wouldn't give up from you, you know that. My tracking skills are just better then Kai's." If you thought that Kai came to my rescue you were super wrong. „Luna, I don't want to hurt you okay? So please go, go home to your parents and be happy." „I went home and our parents were desspered for any kind of news but I came with empty hands. I couldn't posibbly tell them about Paris."

„I did what had to be done and you can stop making me feel guilty because it's not gonna happen. Maybe I didn't flipped any switch but I decided not to be bothered by feelings." „I know you don't think that way Ally. You are still the girl I shared my first bike with." „Oh, Luna you were always so pathetic you aware of that?" „You are just defending your self with that insulting things but inside, you are scared." „No, I want to kill it's my nature Luna."

„You know as well as I do that, that is not true. Kai came how many months ago and he didn't kill anyone." „Kai is just as pathetic as you." „So you now what hate him? Why? Why do you care about everyone else but him. He is still on go searching for you and he won't stop until he finds you." „Well, then I guess if you managed to find me he will to? Where is he anyway?" „I left when he was on a way to Paris so I don't know where he is." Up to that point we were genataly talking but then I snapped. Her throat was pressed to one of the closest trees. „Where is he?! I have to know!" She was right in one thing I was scared. I was scared of facing him.

„See? You are scared. You are affraid that he won't forgive you for every murder that you made and that your perents will resend you as well as me. You are affraid of letting go, because you can't handle the fact that all of us can start to hate you." I relived that moment million more times in my head wondering what could I do to avoid things that happened next.

„Shut up!" I didn't killed her but she passed out from my push. Yes, don't judge I pushed her, she fell and started to bleed. „No, no,no!" From all that blood this few weeks I was walking on the edge. Veins under my eyes bumped out and if you' were there You could littreally see blood in my eyes, their getting as red as posibble. „I have to calm down, I can't kill you."

My breath got so highnet, with all of my hearth I wanted to calm and only way to do it was to freaking save her life. So as terrifying as it was I bit my self and put my hand on her mouth for her to drink. „Ally? What happened?" There was no other way then compell her. „You fell after yelling on me, hit your head and I healed you." „Wow, I am so clumsy. Thank you, but that doesn't change anything here." „I know which is why you have to go home Luna. Please I begg you, leave me here, leave to deal with my own mistakes." „No. You are my sister Ally I would have never left you behind. I am here for you, always." „Look, I know that but let me do this for myself. It's the only way I will be able to continue to live. And if you want me alive, go and don't look back."I had no reason to but I had to begg her.

„You really want that?" „More then you can imagine. And tell my parents that they didn't do anything wrong, it's my choice." „I won't be your slave. If you want to, tell them your self."she was standing just in a right position to slapp me and she did. And it hurt but not the hit, her words hurt more.

„Goodbye Ally."she turned around and left me drown in my own wrong choices.

After she left I moved on to my next target which was London. Yes, London and I had a fantastic idea to destroy it. But first let's hit the airport. I bought my ticket, compelling myself entire part of the plane. „Miss. We have to check your bags. What's your name?" „Luna Morgenstain." As I sad no imagintion what so ever. „You're good to go. Next please." In deed I was go to go, because I don't really need anything for my plan. All the stuff I can get there.

My part was on the beggining of the plane, things that I carryed with me couple of shirts and jeans, brush and in a a box paddels from white rose from The Spring dance. Luna got them preserved by magic. Plane flew into the air and we got in a right position for flying and hour later first part of my plan.

And that was to crush the plane. I was the one who couldn't die so I waited for a plane to come above some town to compell the pilot to begin with lending until I 'fix' the engine in the behind. You can tell that I don't know anything about veichels of any kind by lefting Kai's car somewhere in Berlin. But it took just a few hits to broke those stupid machines and plane left the tragg of black smoke behind it. „Everyone don't panic but the plane will definetly crush." I sad happly to everyone there. „What?" people started talking and asking me questions but I just found sth that remined me of the door and hit it with my foot. It made a hole big enough for me to jump off.

One last look at all terrafied people and jump. Now, normal person will die from fear, or tempreture and that kind of stuff but not me. I can't be killed and it's awesome. Air running trough my hair, sound of wind in my ears, feeling of enjoyment in my lounges while breathing. If you are not me, you would feel fear and death in a moment of hitting the floor.

Can you imagine pain of your body smashing on the floor? Probabbly no, 'cause you will be dead.

I was like a leaf, lended on the grass, running like a Flesh far away from that place 'cause plane was crushing down. I wasn't fas enough, explosian got to me and couple of threes ended up on my feet and stomach. „Help please!" men, women even kids were crying, screaming and calling for help all over me. Embulance probabbly came for the plane but things they saw there will stay in their mind forever. „Over here! A girl!" Strange, it sounded like they are talking next to me, I wasn't able to see from smoke. „Pull!" So good to feel sunlight on my skin, it felt like hours past. „Is she alive? Pull her out anyway." Man picked me up and carried me next to the rest hurt people, maybe even dead.

Wonds healed second they pulled me out so my plan continued. I raised my head to the doctors all around me looking for an easy target to drink from. That one looked stupid so no, that one is too affraid but him. Guy with blond hair and warm brown eyes. If I didn't kill him he could be Jake's brother. „Hey, you need help?" I had toa approach him. „No, I'm fine. But you. You are all mudy and covered in blood."he sounded scared but with bit of bravery. „No it's all good. What's your name?" „Dean." „Are you affraid?" Lost my goal to get to know him. „I did worse. I killed my wife and run." „Well then. You do deserve this." My fangs went atrait for the main artery and Dean didn't even had time to blink. „And dead. Now ther rest."

Five minutes later everybody was dead, dead, dead. To many corpses laying around and no one alive to feed me. Really?

Do you guys realise that I described the entire year and almost done? So this all has just a few weeks more, or days? I know but sadly I can't tell you. But yet again this is my own story so just a little spoiler.

Don't tell anyone else okay? If you miss Kai for even a bit know that he is coming in next chapter.

Now when I think about it, he came for me...

Ugh, I hate feeling bad for even a moment, feelings are so super overrated thing. I know tehnicly feeling makes you human, but guess what? I am not human.

I will be like this for the rest of my life and that can not be changed... For the first few days I hoped that Kai would come for me and I won't have to turn into a monster but he didn't. I know he is still looking for me but there is no going back from the things that I've done. I killed more then 200 people just in one day and you have to be aware that this looks like weeks but it's been months. Just because there is no need of describing me driving in the bus or them sitting in the car for hours... You can know clearly that I don't want to do any of this but I already became sth, and from that no body, not even Kai can save me. I became my worst nightmare.

I am the devil.