Title: Looking back with no regrets and onto the future
Description: How far will Sophie and Sian go, or will Sally find out or does Rosie manage to save them?
Rating: T; contains Sexy Time! First time writing one so sorry if it is a bit crap and sorry if it drags but I really couldn't stop writing!, I just wanted to get it out of the way, over and done with for now so it can start the lead up to the next part! Plus I know I have been leading up to it in a few chapters then leaving it so here it is enjoy hopefully lol ! !
Too long to re-read it soz if there is any mistakes or some parts don't makes sense!
Chapter 21
Sian's p.o.v
I woke up to a knock at the door then Rosie screeching 'I'll get it' really not a good way to wake up but on the upside what I woke up on was perfect, as I looked down at her I realised we must have fallen asleep, at least now everything is out in the open between us. . . . I snuggled more into Sophie in an attempt to go back to sleep even knowing I feel completely 100% wide awake but sshhh they don't need to know that, I will probably get roped into helping out with diner or something, so out of the two I would definitely choose snuggling up to Sophie. . . .
Carla: "I just thought I would pop in on my way to work and see how Sian was doing"
Wooaah did she just say on her way to work, she's not meant to be going back to work until tomorrow. .. . . .
Rosie: "yeh she's fine there both still asleep tried waking them up last night again after you left but epic fail they were out of it"
Shut up. . . . As if we have been asleep that long. . . . . .And well you obviously didn't try hard enough. . . . . .
Carla: "well can you ask her to come see me at around lunch, I will be in the factory anyways so, and I will see you later at dinner then"
Hhhmmmm I wonder what that was about anyways. . . . Seriously how can someone be so comfy . . . . . .?
Rosie: "yeah I will, and yeh see you at dinner . . . . . bye"
Ok even knowing I want to stay like this I really wanna know what Carla wanted and im really hungry guessing as we skipped on dinner last night. . . . K Powers time to get up . . . . . just as I sat up I was pulled back down again
"And there's me thinking that you were asleep" I giggled
"Yeh well I was comfy with you there and then you started to get up and I felt cold"
"Soph I only literally sat up and only for like a millisecond"
"Yeh but your so warm and snugly, like my own personal life sized teddy bear"
Awww I love it when she's like this and she just did that thing with her nose when it crinkled, I kissed her which seemed to wake her up a bit more. . . .
"Soph you know I love ya yeh" I said sitting back up pulling her up with me
"Yeh, BUT why do I feel like there is a but in there somewhere Powers"
"Because there is a but" I said innocently as she flopped back down again crossing her arms across her chest
"K so what is this but" she asked trying to sound annoyed I pulled her back up as she crossed her legs
"K so ya know I love ya and I would love to spend the morning cuddling you but" Oh here she goes with the puppy dog eyes
"Soph you don't even know what im gonna say yet" and cue the pout. . . . . .
"K fine a couple more minutes" she pulled me back down onto the sofa tilting my head up towards her she's got this massive 'I won' grin on her face, I just totally caved, wow im going soft, she kissed me softly running her tongue over my lip, definitely could get used to waking up like this, I parted my lips slightly to grant her access, as she pulled back . . . she really annoys me when she does that and she knows when to as well . . . .
"Sian as much as I love you yeh but"
"So now you're the one with the 'but', but my 'but' didn't stand so why does yours and you didn't even listen to mine" I sat up fully so I could see her properly.
"Yeh I know but as much as I would love to stay here and continue this make-out session which strangely for some reason does not involve a door, but my mum, dad and sister are in the kitchen and im well hungry"
"Well that was my but"
"What that my mum, dad and sister are in the kitchen" I said as poked her lightly in the ribs
"No the but for im well hungry one"
"Oh ok then well seeing as we some how missed dinner and it is now like 9 in the morning I think im in the mood for food" and there's that smart ass smile.
She started to sit back up but I wasn't going to let her get away that easily first she stopped me from getting up then she nicked my but then she kissed me like that and before I could take it any further she pulls out, some how I don't think so do you?
She sat up as I moved across her straddling her waist gripping her hands and pushing her back on the sofa pinning her hands level with her head as I leant down to hovering over her leaving about a centimetre gap between our lips, as I grazed my nose with hers, as I moved to lay down on her slipping my thigh in between her leg gently adding pressure, I slightly grazed my lips against her but not kissing her as I pulled my head back her eyes were closed, her breathing was heavy, I applied more pressure with my leg, leaning down towards her ear stopping to suck on her pulse point as I felt her breath catch in her throat taking in a sharp breath that hit my neck which sent shivers up my spine, I moved back up to her ear and whispered
"as much as I would love to carry this on, but your family is just through in the kitchen, and im kinda hungry as we did miss dinner last night" I kissed her neck once more and jumped straightening my clothes out turning around to see Rosie stood in between the chair and the kitchen looking at me wide eyed looking like she had stopped in time drinking her tea, completely froze to the spot.
"What?" I asked casually she just stood there in the same position, not moving
"Rosie are they awake yet" Sally called from the kitchen; glad they couldn't see the sofa from were their sat.
"She started it" I stated as walked past her into the kitchen flicking the kettle on and putting bread in the toaster. . . . I looked back around in to the living room Rosie had now moved back over to the table, but Soph was still lying on the sofa with her eyes closed looking like she was trying to compose herself which made me think I took it a bit too far this time but it wasn't as far as last time though right. . . Kevin and Sally shouted their goodbyes as they left for work completely oblivious to the state that I had just got the daughter worked up to, leaving Rosie in the kitchen with me, I turned back around to sort the toast and tea out as I felt two hands grip onto my side pulling me backwards into an embrace as she snaked one hand underneath my hoodie and around my waist as her other hand swept my hair over my left shoulder sending a tingling shiver right down my spine from my neck right to the bottom of my back and it was one of them shivers that make you forget literally how to breathe and that makes your heart skip a beat
"That weren't fair babe and you know it" she whispered huskily in my ear as she brushed her lips down my jaw line slowly caressing my skin.
"Umm hhmm" nothing else would come out a part from that strangled like moan
"RIGHT AT LEAST LET ME GET OUT OF HERE, before you two start its to earlier for my brain to process and block out the stuff I really don't wanna hear or see for that matter and if I stay in this kitchen any longer I think my mind is gonna be so scarred for life, plus I have just eaten. . . . . . oh and one last thing try and make it upstairs and if that fails just make sure you stay off the kitchen table remember we have got guests coming over tonight" I seriously haven't got a clue what Rosie is saying, its sounds a lot like gibberish but that might be because a certain someone has just made my mind go completely jumbled by the way she is hitting all of my weak spots on my neck and there you go she has just found my pulse point. . . . . what's she doing, why she is stopping. . . . .
"Well then Roseh you have got 5. . . . 4. . . . 3" k fair enough giving her sister warning . . . . wow seriously the tone to Sophie's voice at the moment definitely a turn on
"Ok, ok I get the picture im gone adios" and I hear the door slam and then re-open again. . . . Great what has she forgot now . . . wait she is shouting something. . . .
"I MEAN IT STAY AWAY FROM THE KITCHEN TABLE" and she gone as the door shuts finally
"ACTUALLY COME TO THINK OF IT JUST MOVE OUT OF THE KITCHEN ALL TOGETHER, LOVE YA'S BYE"
Rosie's p.o.v
Mum just asked me to go and try waking them up again, so I got up started to drink my tea and I made it to the arm chair before I realized that they were completely awake and in a rather compromising position, I just froze standing their half way through drinking my tea not knowing what to do but if I had turned around and gone back with out saying anything then my mum probably would have wanted to know why I didn't say anything, but if I just stand here like a pleb she will ask and probably come through her self I just hope to god they remember where they are, but then again it could have been worse mum or dad could have just walked in instead of getting me to do it, unlike me there still not a hundred percent sure on there relationship, mum is more 99.9% sure and dad well I ain't got a clue . . . . Wait there is movement Sian has finally detached all body parts from my sister thankfully, now she has stood up re adjusting her clothes and is standing there looking at me with a smug grin on her face
"What" she just asked, what do you mean what, you and my baby sister, my BABY sister . . . .? Right Rosie get a grip she's not a baby no more she's sixteen and plus she loves Sian so it's totally cool . . . . Ok and breath
"Rosie are they awake yet" I heard my mum shout, seriously mum no reason to shout there's like two holes in the wall.
"She started it" and then Sian walked off into the kitchen, well then my baby sis is not as sweet and innocent as she looks then heh . . . . . .
I turned around heading back into the kitchen taking my seat back at the table as my mum and dad were getting ready to leave for work. . . . Great leave me in the house with to hormone crazed teenagers nice one. . . . . I was just about to ask Sian to make me another cuppa but when I looked up, Sophie was there attacking Sian's neck
"RIGHT AT LEAST LET ME GET OUT OF HERE, before you two start its to earlier for my brain to process and block out the stuff I really don't wanna hear or see for that matter and if I stay in this kitchen any longer I think my mind is gonna be so scarred for life, plus I have just eaten. . . . . . oh and one last thing try and make it upstairs and if that fails just make sure you stay off the kitchen table remember we have got guests coming over tonight"
And Sophie gave me from the count of five to get gone and I took it my brain really hasn't kicked into touch yet and I don't need this sort of emotional scaring.
I walked out the door and realized I had forgotten my jacket so I had to go back in. . . . . . .
"I MEAN IT STAY AWAY FROM THE KITCHEN TABLE" I warned them again just making sure, what did I come in here for. Oh well I walked back out and as soon as the door shut I remembered my jacket which was on the arm chair . . . . . perfect just perfect.. . . . . . I opened the door again and made a dash for the chair grabbed my coat and told them to get out of the kitchen all together as Sian was now on the kitchen side . . . . . seriously kids these days. . . . . Rosie your 19 give over your making your self sound old . . . . . this time I made it down the path and started walking towards the factory to meet Brogan for our meeting, I saw Tina coming out of the Kabin and I know brogan wants her as well model list but she wasn't too sure about it so
"Tina . . . . . you coming to this meeting then"
"Roseh . . . . . I don't know" Tina replied
"Oh c'mon Tina please its so much fun when you get into it trust"
"Yeh but I might turn out like you" she stated
"Yeh and th- OI that's not fair that"
"Ok im sorry there is nothing wron-g with ya, k I will come but im not saying yes and im not saying no k"
"Deal"
All the factory girls were still stood out side along with Brogan and my mum
"Hiya Rosie love"
"Hey . . . hi brogan"
"Hi and I see that you managed to get this one hear to come finally"
"Yep. . . . Erm why are all of you stood out side Carla was here ages ago"
"She forgot her keys"
"Well what about Haley"
"She's not here yet either late start"
"Oh ok . . . . . look there she is now"
"Oh I've forgot my phone tell Carla I will be back in a minute yeh" oh crap
"NO" I shouted
"What why" they all looked at me confused
"Go on I will tell her Mrs Webster" Tina offered
"Thank you Tina" Sally replied with a smile and she started walking off
"Perfect Tina" I groaned
"What"
"Sophie, Sian, house, private" I didn't know how to put the words into the sentence I wanted so that's how it came out. . . . Go me
"Huh"
"Oh do I have to spell it out, three little letters Tina starts with s ends in x"
"OOHHH, well Rosie I think you best run" Brogan Stated
"Mum wait I will get it" I shouted running yes again I was Running big shocker there actually I quite like running I think . . . no wait I got a pain what is that pain. . . . Ignore it Rosie run . . . ha I stopped her
Carla's p.o.v
I got out of my car to see Sally walking back to the house and Rosie start to leg it after her they have stopped on the corner though weird child. . .
"What was all that about" I asked everyone that seemed to be watching Rosie actually run in heels no less and wow can she move quick
"Well sally said that she forgot her phone and to tell you she would be back in a minute"
"Right" I said confused still not sure of were this was going
"then Rosie starting acting weird then sally left and all Rosie said was a combination of words like, Sophie, Sian house, private, no clue what it meant then but then she spelt it out for me starts with an S"
I was still clueless playing the words over in my head then it clicked
"OH, ok then well looks like the secret is safe as it looks like big sister Rosie saves the day again or not" Sally continued walking round the corner as Rosie turned back to us and threw her arms up in the air at her mum as she took off again in an attempt to stop her.. . . . . . .
"Right lets get inside shall we and I know it's a Sunday but this is what over time is for right" wow they really haven't got their hearts in it have they, let's try again
"Right I know it's a Sunday but if ya don't want ya two hour lunchtime break well I guess ya can all ways work through it" They all cheered that's a bit more like it. . . . . . . . .
Sian's p.o.v
I took Rosie's advice and moved it out of the kitchen breaking the kiss at the bottom of the stairs to pull Sophie up them . . . . . as soon as we got to the top she backed me against the wall and re-attached her lips to mine, the kiss carried on fully heated as if we hadn't even parted, passionate, lust, love, as her tongue massaged mine. I grabbed onto her/my hoodie as I guided her into her bedroom without breaking the kiss, she pulled me into her tugging at the hoodie, breaking the kiss as I raised my arms to allow her to pull it off of me as I kicked the door shut behind me, I felt her eyes roam down my body as they lingered at my chest for a bit longer as she pulled me back into a tight embrace by my belt loops as she moved her hands to my sides, as I raised my hand to her cheek, she leant into my touch, bringing her own hand up to take mine placing a gentle kiss on the palm of my hand. . . . . . .
I dropped my hands down to her sides to the bottom of the hoodie tugging it up and over her head in one move and chucking it to the floor somewhere behind her, I pulled her back into me wrapping my hand around the nape of her neck, leaning into her watching her every move as her eyes closed, studying every breathe she took as her chest rose and fell as she tried to regulate her breathing, our noses grazing as I recaptured her lips, the kiss wasn't like the last, it was slower, full of love and adoration, reassuring. . . . . . .
I moved my hand down her back brushing her spine over her top slowly reaching the end, slipping my hand under pushing the top up as I grazed my fingertips over her spine round to her side over her ribs as I moved back slightly to allow myself room in order for my hand to keep contact with her skin, everywhere I touched I could feel the Goosebumps rise, which made me smile into the kiss, that I could still have this effect on her, considering how many times we have kissed and touched and still at the slightest touch just sends that weird spiralling tugging feeling straight to the core of your stomach. . . . .
She dropped down onto the bed pulling me down with her, we moved up on the bed so I was sat straddling her waist, I broke the kiss again this time tugging at her top as she sat up slightly allowing me to pull it off as I dropped it to the floor. I stared down at her for a couple of seconds taking in her beauty which she truly was, it wasn't the first time I had seen her in just her bra cos we used to get changed in front of each other all the time but it was the first time that I actually took notice, as I traced my finger tips over her cheek, down her jaw line, over her neck, across her collar bone, down her chest, bringing both hands to rest on her stomach brushing the across and up her sides gently as they came to rest either side of her head, I leant in closer to her and told her that she was absolutely breathtaking she shook her head at me and pulled my head down as her lips brushed against my ear
"your more beautiful baby" her whispering like that against my ear really did take my breath away, the tugging sensation was even more intense, I placed a soft kiss by her ear trailing back towards her lips.
She sat up crossing her legs making me sit on her lap as she placed a kiss on the centre of my chest moving to my collar bone as I bit down on my lip trying to stop the moan that was forming from escaping but instead it made like a growling noise in my throat, I could feel her smile against my skin as she moved to my neck, I could feel her biting and sucking trying to find that one spot that she loves, I don't know how long we have been sat like this but I couldn't really care less, I am enjoying the feeling she is giving me, I gripped my hand into her hair tilting my neck a bit, and this time as she found my pulse point again I couldn't help the moan as it escaped.
I felt her easing off gently kissing my neck soothing the area as she pull away, I looked down at her she had a massive ear to ear smile playing at her lips, staring at my neck, my heart felt like it was gonna self combust any second. . . .
"Babe...I think...that . . . you're. . .Gonna have . . . invested in...a scarf" she said as her eyes kept switching between my eyes and my neck smiled at her getting lost her eyes again , just one glance that's all it took, even if I looked away that split second later I would find myself being drawn back in.
I ran my hands through her hair, wrapping my arms around her neck leaning in slowly I watched her watching my every move, as I took her top lip between mine changing to her bottom lip grazing it between my teeth as I soothed her lip by sucking on it gently.
I definitely wish someone told me a year ago that this year I was gonna be with Sophie, instead of wasting my first time with Ryan with him it was just sex, but with Sophie there so much more . . . . . as the kiss started to get a bit more heated I reached round her back taking the clasp of her bra in between my fingers, I pulled back from the kiss looking for approval before I went ahead as she nodded her head straight away recapturing my lips. . . . .
I pulled the bra straps over her shoulders leaving them to fall freely down her arms as she pulled her arms out one at a time then moving them back losing them in my hair once again. I reached round behind me unclipping mine as her hands traced slowly down my shoulders, brushing the straps down my arms. I heard chuck it somewhere in the general direction as the rest of clothes. The kiss was becoming hungrier as our tongues were battling for dominance, and the moans that were coming from her were turning me on even more.
I pushed her back gently breaking the kiss as oxygen became a major factor. This has definitely gone too far for us to stop now but if she did want me to stop that's all she would have to say and I would because I love her to much for something like this to get in the way and I would wait forever for her and she knows I would. . . . I gazed at her lovingly trying to regain my breathing, resting my head against hers; I had to remind myself that in all this even knowing I am new to it but I have been here before I know it's not the same but . . . she is still the virgin and is probably really nervous scared even, I can see that flicker of worry in her eyes it might be small but it's there. . . So I slowed down a bit placing a kiss on her forehead, the bridge of her nose, moving down to her lips leaving it to linger a bit.
I traced my finger down the side of her cheek, her neck, tracing circle patterns on her collar bone, travelling down to her chest as she let out a shaky breath, I could feel the hammering of her heart beat against her chest, grazing around the curve of her left breast as I felt the goose bumps rise once again, I continued tracing my finger down round her breast across her abdomen down her flat toned stomach, not once looking away from her eyes, I was being brave for her but really I was just as nervous shaking inside like an animal that had spent the whole summer in the burning jungle then just suddenly gets tossed in to the article circle. . . I came into contact with her jeans.
I slowly undid the button to give her time to stop me as still kept her gaze our breathing was practically in synch, as I continued down to the fly of her jeans as her eyes snapped shut, I stopped in my tracks leaning my forehead upon hers again I pulled back slightly
"You ok" I whispered out of breath, worried In case she wanted me to stop, she nodded but I needed to see she was ok
"Beautiful open your eyes babe" she did as I asked and looked straight up into my eyes as she leant her head up and pressed her lips to the bridge of my nose
"I love you" she said croakily
"I love you 'n' all"
I started pulling the zip again as she was still watching me I moved off of her so I could remove them. I stood up her eyes watching me intently as I removed my own jeans so she wouldn't feel too uncomfortable.
I climbed back onto the bed placing myself between her legs but she flipped us so she was on top lying in between my legs, I had no idea where this sudden burst of confidence came from so I just went with it.
She kissed me with force, brushing her hands gently down my body they lingered over my breasts for a couple of seconds as she started to trace shapes on my side and across my stomach going down towards my waist line. She kissed down my neck continuing down my breast down my stomach, trailing her lips ant-agonizingly slowly across to my hip going back across my waist line to my other hip as my back arched up into her touch, I felt her grip the waist band my boxers as she looked up at me, I tried to say something but my nothing would formulate not even to make a sound, so I just nodded. . . . .
I could feel myself getting wetter at her touch as she trailed her hand back up my leg over my hip gripping my hand, I could see the fear in her eyes so I did what felt natural taking control again as I brought her body up level with mine, as I reassured her with a sweet kiss turning us once again as I placed her carefully back down.
I gripped the top of her underwear as I slowly started to tug them down she didn't stop me and the brief glimmer of fear that I had seen a moment ago was gone. . . I put them with jeans by the bed, moving back up her body, I entwined my left hand with hers bring it level with head, as I slowly lowered myself onto her wanting to increase the contact between our bodies as she took in a sharp breath. . . .
I brought my right hand up to her face brushing my thumb over her cheek bone, as I closed my eyes giving myself a second to compose myself as well as trying to savour every moment, every feeling all the little details as well as everything else. . . . .
"Are you sure you're alright with this" I asked again making sure this is what she wanted; she straight away opened her eyes straight away and smiled at m, I leant down to her ear
"If you want me to stop just tell me k"
"K. . . . . Sian" she whispered huskily
I swear this girl is gonna be the death of me.
"Yeh baby" I replied, I felt her grip my hand tighter
"Forever" I couldn't help but smile when she asked
"Forever and ever and ever and a day k, I love you always" she nodded as she kissed me again.
I traced my thumb over her eyebrow, then across her lips, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear, I kissed her forehead, bridge of her nose, placing a tender kiss on her lips, trailing down her chin to her throat then to the middle of her collar bone, my heart rate was going through the roof at just feeling of her skin coming into contact beneath my lips, I continued to kiss down her stomach, starting to kiss my way back up, I kept trailing my hand down her body reaching her knee raising it into a bent position, my hand brushed against the inside of her thigh, I kissed her as I brushed my thumb up and down over her clit slowly as my finger traced her entrance, I slowly entered her with two fingers, as she moaned into the kiss, I added a little more pressure as she gripped my hand really tight if felt like if she was going to squeeze it any more that it would break so I stopped my movements letting her get used to the feeling not wanting to hurt her, pulling out of the kiss but she followed pressing her lips to mine, I continued to push my fingers deeper as she threw her head back and arched her back into my touch, I picked up the pace moving them in and out of her getting faster and deeper as she started to move her body in rhythm with my touch, her moans becoming louder with each movement, I was just watching her in awe, thinking that I could make her feel like this just when I thought loving her any more was impossible I am proved wrong once again, I moved kissing her down her jaw line, I could feel that she was close as her walls tightened around my fingers, I slow the pace slightly pushing into her again, this time slower, harder and deeper as I brushed my thumb over clit as her body shuddered as the orgasm took over her body. . . . .
"Fffffuuuccckkk SIAN" She screamed out.
I carried on slowing down the pace letting her ride it out until I was sure she had finished, I moved back to her lips kissing her gently. Pulling my fingers out of her, moving off of her to the side as I wrapped my arm around her waist, propping myself up by my elbow, watching her as she recovered from her experience and im so happy that she choose to share it with me, I mean she could have anyone but she choose me, which makes me love her even more.
I reached down to the bottom of the bed pulling the blanket up over us as she turned towards me; I pulled her into me as she snuggled down into my chest
"I love you so much Sian"
"I know ya do but I love you more" I kissed the top of her head as she gripped onto me tighter and we both fell asleep. . . . . . . .
Thanx for reading DEFINITELY THE HARDEST CHAPTER I HAVE WRITTEN SO FAR I swear I nearly gave up on the whole thing half way through I was getting proper frustrated definitely didn't turn out the way I wanted it to lol :/ but now the path way is finally clear for the next part!
Next chapter: Ryan sets his plan into motion?
