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20. ONE SIGHT
Jacob Black
I stared at La Push beach ocean, just watching some couple of surfers showing off their moves to the crowd on the beach. I hid under the thick bushes and trees in the beach so they couldn't see me. It was the summer, and I really don't know what to do besides doing wolf-things with the pack. This is just getting a hell lot of boring than the old days. Huh. I scoffed. The old days, yeah right. The old days were much better because we were only five to seven members. Some of the members that joined us were annoying as hell. Especially David. He's really worst than Paul. It got worse when Leah Clearwater joined the pack. Leah Clearwater? She's like a girl right? I used to think that only boy descendants can be werewolves, but now I'm wrong. Though, I think some thing's wrong with Leah. It's just eerie.
I was taking a break from my human form, I like my werewolf form rather than human. Because the strength, the speed, the agility is like magnificent. Just when I closed my eyes, trying to block the other members of the pack, I remembered what my father, Billy told me yesterday. He said that Bella Swan and her daughter - disgusting bloodsucker - are here in Forks. Charlie Swan, Bella's dad, told Billy about it and Billy was surprised that Charlie let in some evil leaches in his house, though he didn't tell Charlie about that. He told me. Of course, I was surprised too - I thought Bella doesn't want her father in danger. And the most shocking ever, Bella told Charlie that she has daughter also known as the vampire spawn. Then I got a little mad, that Charlie invited Bella and her devil spawn here to our house! And Bella actually said yes!
Yes, as in freaking YES! Bella's going to be here. And that evil daughter of hers. I shuddered, just thinking about it, my fur shuffling a bit from the movement. Actually, I haven't seen that "daughter" of hers. And I hope that I will never be. Because that thing almost took Bella's life away. And Bella almost sacrificed her life for it. And I didn't like it one bit. Bella is my best friend - wasmy best friend, I think. I kind of ended our friendship because of that little pest. I was mad at Bella for risking her life for a monster, and she was angry at me that I called her "little nudger" a monster, a thing, and it. Who cares what Bella says, in my book, I think her daughter is the most evil creature that was ever created. Just like it's father.
That filthy bloodsucker was an asshole. A pure asshole. He slept with Bella and looked what he did to her after they had sex.
Ugh, Jacob Black, keep your head out of the gutter.
It's just disgusting when you thought about the girl you like had slept with the enemy. And then he fucking left her, he hurt Bella so deep that she was in the "catatonic" stage back then. The claws on my paws, dug through the soil as my eyes narrowed and my temper heating out of control. I shouldn't be thinking about this. I wasn't even thinking about it when I thought about Bella. Grr. Whenever I thought about Bella, I thought about her daughter, then that may lead to me thinking about the devil's monster father. Whatever, I should just stop. Yeah. Stop thinking about it.
Then I heard a howl from the woods. It was Sam's howl, the alpha of the pack.
Yo guys. I heard Jared's voice echoed through my head. Pack meeting, now.
I got up, stretched my front legs and then my back legs, shaking myself a little so that the leaves that were stuck on my fur would fall down. I heard the other member's thoughts said 'yes' and I didn't respond. They would already know that I'm going. I turned my back from the view of the ocean and ran as fast as I could inside the woods. I should be there first, before Leah could step foot to the meeting area.
Then when I was seven seconds away from the beach, I saw the small light gray wolf from the other side of the path, it was effin' Leah. I should have known. I moved my legs faster, and at the same time Leah pushed her legs too. I growled. Leah and I are always doing this. Leah was being a little "show off" and she was like trying to annoy the hell out of me. Though, Leah was looking at me and she wasn't looking at where she's heading, so she slammed her small wolf form body against the big, tall tree. Poor tree. I smirked, and I could hear Leah's complaints from hitting the tree, I was so sure that I'm going to be first. Even though I know that Leah was far away from me now, I pushed my long legs in case that small wolf could catch up.
Within seconds, I was first on the meeting area. Almost all of the members are there now, Embry and Quil smirked at me. I know that they heard me and I know the pack saw Leah's scene. Sam looked at me with a disappointed face. He knew that he doesn't like me and Leah always fighting. And of course, he cares for Leah. He was her ex-girlfriend.
Congrats, Jake. Embry said in a proud voice.
Yeah, man. Wish I could see there, live. Poor Leah. Quil added. And some of the wolves chuckled, even Leah's younger brother, Seth, laughed. Who wouldn't? Oh I know - Sam.
Then before I could say something in my mind, Leah appeared, showing her teeth as she growled at me. You know I could hear you guys. Leah grumbled. And that doesn't count, Black. I want a rematch. She added.
I snorted. Yeah right, Leah. Oh maybe next time you could hit a huge rock, that will be more distracting. The members laughed, except Sam, and Leah snapped her teeth at me.
Jacob, Leah. Stop this right now. This isn't a wrestling match or something. This is a meeting. Now sit down before I will make you two sit down.Sam threatened. Leah scoffed and went to the other side of the area, sitting right next to Jeric. I sat right next to Quil and we waited for Sam's orders or announcement. Sam was hiding something, I could tell. He was focused on the members of the pack, which was weird at some times.
We will all go to Jacob's house after I give my orders, because Isabella Swan wants to set up a meeting there. The moment the name Isabella Swan was out of Sam's thoughts, half of the members gaped at him and started protesting and asking questions.
What? Why is she here?
This is a disaster...
Why is she back?
This can't be happening again.
A meeting? Why would she want a meeting here and with us?
I didn't say anything. I just stared at the ground, feeling slightly okay with the idea of seeing Bella again. Forget what I said earlier. I miss my her so much. I haven't seen her in almost nineteen years.
Who's Isabella Swan? Alfred, one of the newest, asked patiently. I forgot that half of the members doesn't know who Isabella Swan is. Before the wolves who knew Bella, Sam cut in.
Stop asking questions. I know almost all of you are anxious but we need to be going. We don't want the elders and Isabella to be waiting so long. And with that, Sam took off on running to the woods. The other wolves were curious but followed Sam's lead. We were going to the direction of my house and I suddenly felt uneasy. What does Bella look like now? Her attitude? I hope she's still the same Bella I saw at the beach years ago.
Then when we stopped at the boundaries of the woods, before we could step outside of the dark and into the light and then go to my house.
We need to go human form. Sam ordered, and we obeyed. We took off in other directions and changed ourselves into human form. I went to the rock beside the marked tree. I left my pants there. When I changed into human form, I looked around me, narrowing my eyes, making sure that Leah wasn't spying on me something. Cuz sometimes, she's a total perv. I put on my jeans and meet up with the members. When we meet at the very spot we all left together a while ago, we went outside the woods and went straight to my house. I saw a black Mercedes parked. I guess that Mercedes belongs to Bella.
"Wow, nice car." Collin muttered, with appreciation in his voice. His twin brother, Brady, agreed with him. Then we settled on to going inside the house. And to meet Bella Swan again.
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After the meeting, the other wolves left but my father, Billy told me to stay here for lunch. And I protested that I wasn't hungry and I must be in contact with the pack but Sam and my other friends told me that I should just eat, they will just signal a howl for me to come to them if they need me. I sighed, glancing at them. I hated them ganging on me. And the worst, I will be stuck in my house for hours - unless the pack will howl - with Bella.
The meeting was a total success for Bella. Half of the wolves voted yes. I was surprised that Bella would be calling a meeting for her daughter's safety here in La Push. Her "devil" child is a Cullen, but since the other members and the elders thought that "Renesmee" was no harm, she's allowed to go here in La Push. Of course, I cared for Bella so much that it hurts. I still love my best friend - even if she got pregnant with a leech and her daughter is a half leech too - and I would do anything for her. But at the same time, my loyalty is to my pack. Bella was frightened a moment ago when they started voting. She immediately relaxed when Seth Clearwater, declared that he's going for a 'yes'.
Seth is probably the most "vampire-friendly" wolf of the pack, unlike his bitch of a sister, Leah. After Seth said yes, I also told them that my vote is yes. I did that for Bella and not for her daughter. I pity Bella and I kind of want to hug her there, but kept it cool. I don't want to cause a scene. Besides, a part of me is saying that I should not be friends with her so fast.
"You guys talk for a bit." Billy said, looking at us. "Both of you haven't talked to each other for a while." He added before getting out of the room. I seriously hated my father for saying such things like this.
Bella sighed and nodded, looking at the spot where my father was a moment ago before leaving. She looked back at me, but I wasn't looking at her, I was looking away. She didn't say something but I just wish that she would because I don't have the guts to say something.
"So, how are you Jake?" Bella asked, using my nickname. Her voice was like a bell now, high and clear. That just makes me angry, knowing that the human Bella wasn't really like this. And also, Bella's eyes were a beautiful brown but now... gold. I narrowed my eyes at her and took a step backward.
"I'm fine, Bella." I said in a tight voice. Bella frowned and I don't really get her reaction. Maybe she was upset that I was being an asshole. Huh, yeah. I am an asshole.
"Really? Billy told me that you graduated---" Bella said quickly that some words were like a blur but I interrupted her.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I graduated college. So what's the big deal?" I snapped at her. Her frown got deeper. There I go again, shit, I can't even control myself.
Bella raised an eyebrow at me, her expression shifting from sad to angry. "What's your problem, Jacob? I was just asking." She retorted at me.
My fists were balled and I was trying not to transform into a wolf with her seeing it. "The problem Bella? There's no problem." I muttered sarcastically while I rolled my eyes. "So can you please stop asking questions."
She narrowed my eyes at me. "Ugh. Is this about my daughter, Jacob?" Bella demanded, crossing my arms across her chest.
"Damn, always so stubborn." I muttered, getting irritated. Well, Bella changed physically but I think that stubbornness of her would never go away. I wonder what "Renesmee" does when her mother's being like this. Damn, I don't even want to know what that "devil" of Bella's is doing. "No, it's not about your 'little nudger' Bella." I spat, using Bella's former nickname on her little "baby".
Bella didn't say anything and I wanted so badly to hear the howl in order to get away from Bella. She's just getting bitchy here and I don't like her attitude. But she's my best friend, and whatever you do, you have to sacrifice for keeping a friendship with an enemy. "Whatever, Jake. Can we just start over again-" When I gave her a meaningful look, she stopped. Then she pursed her lips and continued. "I mean, can we start all over again as friends? You know, like the old times."
I looked at the ground, not entirely sure on what to say. "I think your precious 'Renesmee' won't like the idea of you hanging out with a werewolf." I said. And from the corner of my eye I saw her smile. What did I even say?
"Renesmee wouldn't mind. Anyway, we could join her too." Bella said I looked at her like she was some psycho. Bella laughed at me - she laughed at me. Why would she laugh at the situation?
"Okay, whatever... Ugh, I mean... never mind." I waved my hand off. I am not going to spend my day with a leech.
"Jake...?" Bella called and her tone was different
I looked at me in curiosity. "What is it, Bella?" I asked.
Bella looked at me for a moment before taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry," She whispered and I was suddenly angry. Why would she even say sorry? I'm the one who should.
I smiled a little, trying to lighten the mood. "I'm sorry too, Bells. You know, with being a jerk and all. Sorry how I reacted around your daughter." Well, I could try to be more accepting to her daughter.
Bella nodded, smiling. "Okay, you're forgiven... but you...?" She said again and I already know what that meant.
"No need to apologize, Bella." I said in a hush tone. Of course. She shouldn't apologize.
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We hung out for a while and Billy hasn't started cooking yet, well, Bella insisted that she would cook and we all looked at her curiously.
"What? Even though I don't eat human food anymore, doesn't mean I cook." Bella looked at us with an irritated look. We just agreed and let her do that cooking. It was lunch time and Bella cooked us spaghetti and her spaghetti was awesome. I can't believe that she wasn't eating something like this and she's good at making. Then we heard the tires outside the house and immediately heard voices. Oh fucking no.
"Well, Renesmee and Charlie are here." Bella announced, obviously excited with the presence of her daughter. I rolled my eyes and continued watching the TV, my back to the door. Then when I heard the door open I heard Charlie's voice filter the room.
"Jacob you're here!" Charlie called from the front door. Bella's head snapped at the direction and she smiled. My body tensed up a little bit and I the smell of the air was different. The scent was human but not really a human. It's different, and it smells kind of sweet. Woah. Hold your horses, Jacob. Just shut up.
"Good, I'm glad you guys are here." I heard Bella said.
The devil giggled and her voice was the same as her Mom's but Bella controlled her voice into a normal voice from keeping Charlie to notice the change in her voice. "Whatever, Mom." I rolled my eyes when her tone was being playful. another negative mood.
Charlie plopped down next to me and he was immediately watching the baseball game seriously. "I don't know if you know this Jacob... or has Billy already told this to you?"
I looked at him for a moment. "About what, Charlie?" I was playing dumb, because I already know what's he going to say.
Charlie sighed but Billy was the one that told me. "Bella was pregnant. And this is her daughter, Renesmee."
"Oh," I mumbled. Of course I know that. We're just trying to say that in front of Charlie.
"So what did you guys do?" Charlie asked. Why is he always asking?
"Nothing, just watching and chatting." Bella said quickly. Charlie nodded, and looked at the screen. Then, finally, I heard the sound of the howl. Yes! About time Sam's howl filtered.
My head snapped at the window. I looked at my father for a second before standing up.
"I gotta go," I murmured, still looking at the window. When I was about to go to the door, I was trying not to look at Bella's daughter but I wasn't successful. Then when I looked at her, the greatest moment - and also the weirdest - happened to me. When I looked at her, she was just so beautiful. Her reddish brown hair was wavy and it reaches up to her splendid curves. Her face was an angel and I immediately saw that brown eyes again. Only when I looked at it, I felt the spark. I am only seeing Renesmee right now, it's like she's the only girl here in this room. Just the two of us, actually. What was happening?
I felt something tingling and something relaxing when I stared at Renesmee's beautiful brown eyes.
Then, I remembered that when Sam looked at Emily, he said that it was very powerful. And Jared with Kim. Quil with Claire. And Paul with my sister, Rachel. Did I mention that Paul was now my brother-in-law? All of those couples were destined for each other. And that strong feeling of love and respect was called imprinting.
Well, shit, I just imprinted on Bella's daughter.
I couldn't look away from her, it was just so mesmerizing.
"Hello, I'm Renesmee. It's a pleasure to meet you Jacob Black." Renesmee said, and this time I actually adored her sweet voice. I just stared at her, not even caring what people think right now. This still kinds of feel weird. Now, all of the love of my father, for Bella, for my late mother, for my two sisters, for the love and loyalty of my pack was cut. And that girl over there, held it all for me now.
"Well, Renesmee. What do you want? Your Mom will cook fries or make spaghetti." Again. He suggested, gesturing towards the kitchen. I almost snorted. Billy and I ate all of the spaghetti, not leaving anything. The angel, Renesmee, stared at Billy and shook her head. Now, I'm so regretting for calling her a devil, a leech, and any bad names I call her.
"No thank you." Renesmee said in a soft tone. "Grandpa and I already ate at the beach."
"Yeah, she ate a lot. She can be a spoiled when it comes to food, Bells. How did you manage to feed her all those years?" Charlie asked playfully, looking at Bella. Bella rolled her eyes and she just sighed. Renesmee giggled, and I suddenly felt that she and Bella are hiding a secret. And it hurts me that I should know that secret too.
Charlie looked at the TV for a moment before looking at me. "Hey, Jake I thought you're going somewhere? I'm not kicking you out, kid, since this is your house. But... I was just wondering?" Charlie asked suspiciously. I snapped out of it, and for the first time, I looked away from Renesmee.
"Oh, uh, yeah." I blinked. Woah, this is sort of embarrassing but I wouldn't care less. The pack should just wait. I want to be here. With her. I know that I already met her and now I was some kind of overprotective and obviously in love with this beautiful creature before me. "Sorry, I just... this is Bella's daughter. Wow." Then I looked at her again. "She has her mother's beautiful brown eyes." I whispered. It was the truth, and then Renesmee blushed a deep read, and that blush made her more attractive to me.
"Uh-huh." Charlie muttered. "I told you to stick to your natural eye color, Bells. Even Jacob agrees with me." He said, giving Bella a playful smile.
Bella rolled her eyes. "Yeah, right. Jacob didn't even say anything." She scoffed. Then she looked at me.
Then, Bella looked at me with a second and I looked at her too. She raised an eyebrow at me, probably wondering why am I being like this.
"So, when do you want to go, Renesmee?" Bella asked. And my eyes widened, knowing Renesmee wouldn't be going home.
"Why won't you guys stay for a while?" I blurted out, not knowing what to do. Then Billy looked at me with a curious expression.
"Yeah, Bells. Stay for a while." Charlie butt in.
Bella sighed, giving up and just nodded. Yes, I have more time with Renesmee. I wish they could just visit again. Or I'll visit her.
*-*-*-*-*
"What has gotten into you this afternoon?" Billy asked when Charlie, Bella and Renesmee left. I sighed and just shook my head. Billy was a little worried on my reaction and I wouldn't care less.
"Whatever, Dad. I gotta go." I said in a rush and went straight outside. It was dark and no one was here so I phased into my wolf form, carrying my jeans with me. And at the time, I don't even know where I'm going. I just let my legs carry me to where I will go.
I wanted so badly to see Renesmee again. Then I forgot that maybe some of the members, who are in their wolf form, could possibly hear me. I just wish that Leah wasn't in her wolf form right now.
Man, why didn't you go with us? We signaled you a howl. Embry thought.
Sorry, there was sort of an accident back at the house. I lied simply.
Hey Jake, where are you goin'? He asked.
It's none of your business anyway, Embry. Now, please, stop talking to me. I pleaded. Then I know that I was in Forks now, because of the speed, I roamed around the woods, searching the scent of Bella's or Renesmee's. I want to see Renesmee so badly.
!!!!!
I rolled my eyes. Why would their reaction always be like this?
Jacob? Did you just imprint? Jared asked, obviously shocked. Well, shit I shouldn't have been thinking about Renesmee. But I can't get her out of my head.
To Bella's daughter?
A vampire? That's just insane, Jacob.
Is there such a thing like that?
Oh My God. Leah's voice laughed. I growled. So, she was in her wolf form. Shit.
Well, that's just weird, Jake. I mean, you imprinted on a vampire and also you imprinted of Bella's daughter. Seth said.
I know, I know.I said in an urgent voice, following the scent of Renesmee. I don't even know what to say to Renesmee or Bella.
Haha. Funny, Jacob. Or maybe you could say 'Hey, Bella. I just want to you to know that I imprinted on your daughter so please don't kill me.' Paul joked.
I shook my head, trying to not think about. Then the scent ended on a house in the middle of the forest. It was big and it was quiet. I can't see Bella nor Renesmee. I frowned and carefully went to the back of the house where my nose and legs carry me. And also, my heart.
I heard the sound of Renesmee's fast beating heart and I smiled. Knowing that she would be safe there. Then, I just lied at the ground and stared at the balcony. Renesmee's balcony, I suppose. I felt so protective on Renesmee and it's just... complicated. And I have worst problems - red head Victoria. Well, sure, she's not really a problem, it's just that she's going to be a problem if she's still here. For Bella. And, she might do something horrible to Renesmee so that Victoria can get Bella. I shuddered involuntarily. No. Nothing bad will happen to Renesmee. I'll make sure of it.
I just imprinted on a vampire. A half-vampire actually. What was I suppose to do with that? What was I suppose to say to Renesmee when I had the chance? Or even Bella? What was I suppose to say to her? Huh. I hope that Renesmee would accept me for who I am. I know that she will but I don't know what the fate has planned for us.
Imprinting was really strong. It's a very powerful thing. This isn't just a love at first sight.
"Jacob? What are you doing here?" I heard Bella's voice from behind me. Oh shit...
AN: First of all, I'm not really good at Jake's POV. But I wanna give it a try . :D So please don't hate me.
Okay.... soo.... review anyone?
