She seems so happy with him. He is a nice guy. He's handsome, a complete gentleman and makes my daughter smile. I haven't seen her smile in so long. She has always needed a good man in her life. Just like Michael, he is a good man. Most people don't think he is a good man but he is to me and that's all that counts. Everyone tells me he goes to clubs at night or is seen making out with younger girls but i don't believe them. It just doesn't make sense. How would he be out at a club when he is here with me at night? i lay down next to him every night. I even stay slightly awake for a couple of hours before i fall deep asleep, to see if they are telling the truth. So far everyone has lied to me.
THAT BITCH! I can't believe she found a man! She will be mine. If i have to kill the bastard, then i will. No matter what i have to do, i will do it to make her mine. I have lain in bed pretending to be asleep for about an hour now and my wife just barely went to bed. I'll be laying here thinking of was to kill the man that is currently laying in bed with Alex. My Alex. What had he not gotten from that? she is mine! no one else's. What's this bullshit about her belonging to herself. She has belonged to me ever since i took her virginity, the first night we made love. My body aches from just thinking about her, about those our nights, her naked body, her fighting against me. I always told her i didn't like it when she fought but it jus turned me on more.
I looked over at Tammy, she was silently asleep. Her breathing making her chest rise and fall peacfully. If only she knew that i dreamt about her daughter. My dreams were always the same. Me and her in bed, her fighting me, me hitting her, then all of sudden she isn't there anymore and its all of the women i killed that look exactly like her. i woke up every morning with a hard on. A hard on that only Alex could get rid of. I had to take a cold shower every morning hoping and praying that i would once again get to see her, hold her, and make love to her.
I silently got out of bed and put my pants and shirt on. Once i was dressed i snuck out of the room. On my way out i passed Alex's room. I pressed my ear against the door. All i heard was whispering. I couldn't make out what they were saying. THat made me even madder. I decided right then and there that i was going to go the club. I had buisness that i needed to finish and it was going to get finished tonight. I left my house thinking about how Alex and her boyfriend for the time being is laying on a bed that Alex and i have had sex on. Multiople times we have had sex on that bed, floor, desk or standing up. No matter what she says, i know she loved it. She loved the way i felt inside her. i know i loved the way it felt.
My thoughts were nothing but of Alex the entire drive to the club. Once there I pulled around to the side to my spot for the club. The spot i always parked at when i came here. All i had to do was walk up to the bouncer and he let me in. Every time he would too. He knew i was here to see his boss but he didn't know what about. All he knew was that it was important and that if he screwed it up he would probably be killed. Me and his boss always talked about girls that i could buy from him and keep for myself or sell to someone else for more money. I useually bought two girls, one for me and one to sell to a friend. My friend always liked my choice.
When I walked into the club it was still the same. It still didn't appeal to me. Girls in cages just didn't do it for me. Girls squirming underneath me, screaming, and fighting against me deffinitly appealed to me. That's probably why I killed all of those girls I have been with. I would pick ones that looked like Alex hoping that they would give me some pleasure but none. All they did was cry and scream either in pain or for more. niether would fight. That's why with this next girl I asked Hunter to get me a girl that looks like Alex and a fighter. Maybe this girl i won't have to kill. I probably will though, no one is like Alex. I will have her, no matter what.