Here is some more of the story. Sorry about all the Authors notes.
Tris POV
Christina runs to me and hugs me. Then pain shots through me.
And I wake up.
White.
That's all I see. White, and bright. It surrounds me. Like I'm floating in a cloud. But like a really white cloud. The pain in my arm, seems to have been from something small. Something that is now inside me, causing a burn throughout my body.
"Tris."
What was that?
"Tris."
Someone is whispering my name.
"Tris."
I try and answer. But nothing comes out. It's like I've gone mute.
"Tris. Can you hear me?"
I don't recognize the voice, but I somehow know that I want to go towards it. That I need to go towards it.
"Tris."
The whisper turns more into a yell. They almost sound terrified.
"Tris! Please!"
"PLEASE WHAT?!" I try to say. But nothing comes out.
"What's happing!?" I hear the voice ask. I still can't place it. For a second I think that whoever they are, are asking me this question. But out of nowhere another voice enters.
"I don't know. I've never seen anything like this before. It's like she's in a coma, but she can still move, and use all her scenes-." This voice sounded deeper, and more reassuring than the last.
"How do you know? Can she hear us? Can she see us?" The other voice asked. This time, it was excitement filled.
"NO! I can't cause there is a god damn light in my eyes! Move it, and we'll find out!" I try and say back. And apparently they seemed to have gotten the message because the white light disappeared, and darkness replaced.
"Because we saw her moving earlier. And she probably canhearusrightnowmmmmm…."
The voice was drowned out by the darkness. I was falling back into the simulation.
I have to get out of this. I have to wake up. I can't take any more of this!
"Please." But I'm too swallowed up by the darkness, for anyone to hear me.
Four POV
"Please."
I stopped talking to the doctor, and looked at Tris. Her eyes where now closed and her hair lying across her face maybe her look so much younger, and asleep. But sadly that wasn't the case. I ran over to her side. Hoping to hear her say something else.
"You need to leave sir. She won't be waking up any time soon." Mr. Sam (the doctor) told me.
Sam is a nice guy. He's dealt with me yelling at him what to do, cussing at him, and threating him that if he didn't fix Tris. I was going to kill him. He puts up with a lot of peoples crap probably. And it didn't make me feel good knowing that I probably stressed him out more than he already is.
'I'm sorry I yelled at you Sam." I look at up at him, and met his gray eyes. And see that they have a little happiness in them.
"It's quit alright son." He says. He has a weird accent. It's like something that the Amity people have. And knowing him. He probably did come from Amity. Seeing how peaceful he is, even with the stress. The only way I can tell he's got so much stress, is based on all the gray hair he has.
"Thank you sir." I say back. I grab Tris's left hand, and sit in the desk chair that is right next to the bed. And use my thumb to create little circles on the top of her hand. "May I please stay? I want to be here when she wakes up." I don't look at him this time. I keep my eyes fixed on Tris. I study the way she breaths, and how relaxed she looks. But I truly know that she is scared.
Based on the way she was holding, squeezing my hand. I knew that I was the only thing here right now that made her feel safe.
"I suppose that's alright. No one else though." Sam said.
"Thank you." I said not even looking at him. I just start talking to Tris.
" Nothing has changed really since you left. I still have that brown couch sweetie."
That's the last thing I remember, before a memory shots through my head.
*Flashback*
"Sweetie you ok?" I ask as I walk into our one story apartment.
I just got off work, and walked through the door, to find my beautiful bride sitting on the couch in the living room curled up on the brown love seat, -that sits right in front of the TV- with a big fluffy blanket covering her as she stares off into space.
"Tris?" I repeat after she didn't answer. Starting to worry, I move toward the couch. Knowing that I didn't take my shoes off- which Tris hates- but I didn't care.
Once I got to the couch, I bent down right in front of her. My movements catching her eye making her forget her daydream and look at me. I smile when she moves her head my way. But it drops the minute I see her red eyes.
I stand up fast and look around. Tris is a big girl. I've never really seen her cry except when her mother died. Which is understandable? Looking for anyone, or anything that shouldn't be here. I feel a small warm hand rest on my arm. I freeze. Not knowing what to do. Then a small arm goes across my chest. Knowing that she is asking me to turn around and face her, I spin slowly. Not wanting to scare her any more than she seems to be now.
Once I'm fully turned around, I notice that she isn't sitting on the couch anymore. She is standing up; with her tear stained face not even 6 inches from mine. I look over face. Making sure nothing is broken- besides those beautiful red eyes-. I keep searching and looking over her face, when I feel a cold chill come over my arm where she warm hand used to be.
Then I feel the warmth on my face, as her hand holds the right side of my face. I lean into, and feel the chill as her other arm leaves my chest to hold the left side. With both her hands holding my face, I close my eyes. Taking in the warmth and feel of her that I've missed all day. Then I hear the most beautiful sound ever.
"I love you Four.". Making me feel her nice warm breath on my lips. Tris whispers in a hushed and sad voice. Which rips my heart open?
"I love you to." I say. My voice straining and filled with sadness.
But the feel of her lips on my, make my world shine brighter than the sun. Feeling the sparks that come off her lips as they hit mine sends a chill down my back. And I can't keep my hands off her any longer. I wrap my left arm around her waist, and cradle her face in my right. Her lips feel so soft, and welcoming. Making me want more.
I deepen the kiss, feeling hungry. Wanting to take in all of her. Wanting to let her know that I truly love her, that nothing will ever change. That I will always want her like this. That I will always need her. I kiss her deeper, wanting to show her that she is the only one for me. The only one who will ever bring out this side of me. I move my right hand to the back of her head, and push her face a little more towards mine. Loving the feel of her soft, long blond hair.
I feel her lips move faster, more needy. Like she can't get enough of me either. I feel her hands move from my face, and around my neck, and pull at the little hairs at bottom. I feel her teeth pull on my bottom lip, telling me that she wants this to.
I move my hand from her face and waist, and bend down a little, and put my palms on her butt, and give them a little squeeze as I pick her. Making sure to keep my lips on hers all the time. She wraps her legs around my waist as I walk us to the love seat that's less than 3 steps away.
Still soaking in the warmth and sparks that keep coming from her lips, I turn my back to the couch, and lower myself slowly onto the couch, and place her in my lap. Removing my hands from her butt, I place them on her lower back, and start making my way up her back, keeping her shirt on.
Tris stops to catch her breath, and moves her face away from mine. Wanting the soft, and warm feeling back on my lips again, I start kissing her neck. Making her tilt her head to the right out of pleasure. I make sure to kiss every spot I can. Sucking in some places, and slowly kissing in others.
I kiss her neck one last time, and I hear her moan. Those moan. Holy lord that moan, had me begging for more. I move my face away from her neck, and move it to where I could kiss her lips. But before I got that far. I met those steaming, not so red, brown eyes. Steaming as in wanting more. I start my move towards her lips. Crying for her touch. But out of nowhere, her hand leaves the back of my neck, and stops my lips from kissing her.
Not knowing what was going on, and scared I went too far. (Even after our wedding night 3 weeks ago.) I looked up, and saw how hard it was for her to stop. But I also saw worry, and fear in her eyes. Then she shut them and toke a deep breath.
"Four…" She started. Oh shit! What's going on!? "I have to tell you something."
Keeping myself calm, was the only thing I was focusing on. Well, trying to at least. Other thoughts ran through my head.
Does she want to get a divorce even after 3 weeks?
Is she going to tell me she doesn't feel the same as I do anymore?
I nodded. Not trusting my voice. I was still looking up into her eyes. Waiting patiently. Well patiently as I could. Really I was freaking out on the end side. Can you please just get it out!? I was wanting to shout. But I know that would just scare her even more. And me. And I would never yell at Tris out of anger. She toke another deep breath. And started to speak.
"I love you." She said opening her eyes, and looking into mine. "I love you sooo much Four. It's impossible for anyone to love someone more than I love you." Ok. But there's a but coming up. I know it. "And…" Ok. Maybe not a but. But there is an And. " I will always love you. No matter what. And I really hope you will love me no matter what."
What's going on?
I notice that she is looking for an answer. And again. The only thing I could do was nod. She smiled. And I saw the worry wash almost all the way out of her eyes. But I sadly saw fear grow bigger.
"What is it?" I asked. My voice sounding strong.- A lot more stronger than I thought I could manage.- as I moved a long blond strand of hair out of her face, and placed it behind her ear. She toke another deep breath and went on.
"I was wondering…" She paused. And shut her eyes. The opened them again, and stared right at me. Her eyes full of true wonder, and fear. "Have you ever thought about starting a family?"
Her question caught me off guard. Making me lose my calm look. By accident. It must have scared her. Because she started freaking out into nervous blabbing.
"Um. I'm sorry. That was a stupid question." She kept repeating. Looking everywhere but at me.
A family!? We haven't been married a month and she wants to start a family! You have got to be kidding me. I need time to think. But that'll just freak her out. But I don't want to say no. or yes. If I don't really mean it. I toke a deep breath and opened my mouth.
"Tris." I saw in the calmest tone I can manage. Interrupting her babbling, I smile at her when she finally meets my eyes. Those big brown eyes staring back at me, full of love, wonder and something else. I can't put my finger on it. It's not fear anymore. It's something else.
"Yeah." She says.
I can feel her warm breath on my lips, as she moves her head right in front of mine again. My legs are starting to fall asleep with her still on them.
"Do we have to talk about this now?" Right when the words leave my mouth, I knew it was a bad choice to phrase it like that. Seeing her eyes drop, as she looked down. Crap! I think to myself.
"I mean. I'm not in the right state of mind, after what we just did." YES! Best excuse. It worked better than I thought, making Tris blush, and smile. "Just give me some time. If you want to know so bad. I'll let you know by the end of the night." I smile at her as she moves her head my way again.
"The end of the night." She says. And gets off my lap. To go into the kitchen to make dinner.
What did I just get myself into?
*End of Flashback*
