1Sorry for the wait

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That night, everything was absolutely calm. Sasuke himself had not spoken to Hinata since earlier that day, he was slightly worried about the condition of their ever-changing relationship but not worried enough to panic. He sat on the back step of the Hyuuga's terrace. It was only natural for them to stay the rest of the week, since they would be married in a few days. The air was brisk and the night was ever silent. Sasuke held his cold drink in his hands, just watching the condensation slide down his thumb then melt into the concrete of the steps. He'd planned on trying to talk to Hinata all day but he just kept putting it off. He figured now he better go talk to her while he's only slightly buzzed, he didn't want to see how she would flip if she found out he was drunk. So he placed his cup on the top step and pulled himself up with a grunt.

The entire house was silent as well, most people were asleep at 2am. He didn't even have to sneak up the stairs, he may as well stomp because everyone was so dead. The light in her room was very dim, he could see her form laying in an upward position on the couch. He could barely see much else. He entered the room without a sound, she didn't seem to notice him.

"Hinata baby." he called her name quietly, wanting her to hear if she was awake but not wanting to wake her if she was asleep. She turned her head in the chair, obviously aware of him and moved to a sitting position where she could see him better.

"Don't call me that. What." that was the red flag that told Sasuke his fiancé was still mad at him. For what, he didn't know. It's not like he killed someone....Hanabi preferably but he could deal with that.

"Still pissed?" he whispered to her, she got off the couch, she was getting used to yelling at him apparently. Meanwhile, Sasuke inwardly prepared himself to endure a barrage of insults.

"Don't you feel threatened." she mocked, turning her head to scoff at him. Even though he was pretty exhausted, he still thought it was adorable when Hinata tried to be mean.

"No. The truth is Hinata, you'll never leave me, and I know you won't because you love me. Now me, I don't have any issue with running away. I have no roots to Konoha, no connection. There's nothing here for me. I could move across the globe and feel the same. I love you, but I'll never love you enough to keep me here". Fatality. Hinata's heart instantly melted, she didn't want a repeat of last time. He knew it hurt her, it just didn't hurt him the same at the moment.

"What...what are you trying to say? Are you leaving?" as soon as her plea came out, her arm reached out to grab the side of his shirt as if to keep him there.

"No, not really." how cryptic was that?

"So you're threatening me." and just like that, the anger in Hinata's face began to radiate once again.

"No, I'm warning you." he looked deep into her eyes and even in the dimmest of lights he could see her lavender beauties so clearly. "Hinata I love you. I love you more than anything." she just stood there looking very dumbfounded, staring into his eyes like she couldn't look away. He then took it upon himself to grab hold of her face and seize her gaped lips. He didn't make much of an effort to separate her lips, they were already wide open so he plunged his tongue into her already salivating mouth. After a few minutes of Sasuke's persistent nudging, Hinata finally returned his caresses and kisses. She excitedly clutched onto his collar and his hands coveted her waist. The way she was sliding her lower belly up and down his was driving him insane. She was drunk. Totally wasted, she had to be. Any other day...she would be so negative in addition to the fact that she was supposed to be mad at him. Now she was all over him.

He found the strength to pry, and he meant pry himself away from the woman, just long enough to ask her. To see if there was a problem, any problem at all. "Hinata. Are...are you drunk?" he grabbed her shoulders lightly, noting how mortified she looked in response to the question.

"No." she began, shaking her head as a smile crept on her face. "Just really excited." Sasuke was no a bit confused but nevertheless, Hinata began kissing him again. But he wasn't an idiot. He wasn't going to let it all go to waste. He pried himself from her once again, but this time to do something more in the curriculum. As they stood there, facing each other with perfect posture. Sasuke's eyes scaled every curve and scape of her body and he couldn't help but wonder what it looked like under all those clothes. He'd felt every curve and ally on her little person, but what's the point of touching if you can't see it.

He bit the side of his bottom lip and clutched her shirt top to bring her closer to him. In seconds he was unbuttoning her thin top in a haste, Hinata's face was red but she didn't do much to protest the act. When it was entirely undone, he gently massaged her shoulders to coax down the arms of her shirt so she could be completely free from it's cover. Hinata pinched her eyes closed and held her breath as she felt the cloth slide down her back to the floor. She'd chosen this night to not wear a bra. She knew Sasuke was going to say something lewd, it never fails.

"Oh Hinata." she winced at his words, here came a water fall of very sexy things. "They're so perfect. Why would you hide these from me?" he breathed heavily. Hinata knew it was a rhetorical question but she kept trying to find the answer in her mind herself. Hinata expected for him to lunge right on them like an untamed animal but instead he stepped back a few feet to admire them. Then nodding his head to himself, with a dirty smirk, he returned to her form. Immediately, without giving Hinata time to protest, he grabbed onto the waist of her pants and held it tight. Hinata gasped, he pulled her body closer not taking his eyes off the spot.

he stuck his thumb under the metal button and pulled it out of the slit. He was trying to go slow, he didn't want to scare her after all. He then grabbed the exposed zipper and so gently pulled it down to the hilt. It irritated Hinata, she could literally feel the incessant buzzing noise as he pulled the zipper down the wire. His hands returned to the pant waist and he tugged them down just slightly enough for him to see the waist of her panties. He then grabbed those as well and pulled them both down slowly. When his hands moved away from her pants, he was content. The front of her sex was exposed.

"Hinata baby, you never told me you had so much hair down here." he whispered throatily in her ear before laying a light kiss on the lower lobe. Honestly, Hinata didn't think Sasuke sounded very cute calling her that. She didn't want him to say things like that to her. Again, Hinata couldn't help but feel that this was all going way too fast. But she'd been thinking about this and she came to a resolve. She didn't want to lose her virginity in a hollow room with no windows while her friends and family stood awkwardly outside and heard everything. She didn't want to only have thirteen minutes then have to show everyone the spoils. Sex should be something intimate, between a man and woman who love each other. She shouldn't have to feel obligated to do it, or forced.

"On the bed." she said quietly, Sasuke looked up at her in a slight surprise. "On the bed please." without another word he lifted her small body from where she stood and carried her over to the bed. She wasn't sure why. She could walk and the bed was only a few feet away but she guessed it was for the purpose of romance. As soon as they were laying on the sheets, Sasuke made it his mission to have her completely naked. He nearly tore the pants off her body. Hinata reacted by wrapping her arms around herself, shivering. Sasuke didn't pay attention to her quivering and reached his hands below her waist. He wanted this so badly. She didn't even know.

His fingers tickled her legs and coaxed them open as they were clenched together. Hinata laid next to him, breathing heavily. He took his index finger and gently traced it along her quivering slit. it instantly started leaking in his finger, she was so eager. So he brought his other hand down to separate her two lower lips to gain his finger a better view. Right to the creme. He rubbed her clit roughly, just wanting to erupt a loud moan from her lips. Wanting to see the lust in her eyes, tonight would be different from all those other nights. Better.

"Oh my God. Sasuke." she moaned in a high pitched tone. Her eyes were closed and her head was thrown back, he knew it would be better. So much better. While still rubbing her erect clit he brought his other hand down to do other things. Like he said, he was getting right to the creme. His long finger quickly and easily persuaded her quivering hole to embrace him. Hinata gasped once again, he could sense her want to protest but that just wasn't going to happen. Sasuke chuckled to himself before sliding half his finger deep into her. The only problem was, it wasn't going in as smooth as he thought it would.

"Hinata...damn. It's really...tight you know. Do you...?" Sasuke's voice was more concerned than lusty. Hinata immediately snapped back into attention. She didn't know what type of question it was supposed to be.

"Do I what?" they both sat up, staring at each other in confusion.

"Do you...you know..." he pointed downward, the awkwardness of the situation came over in both their tones.

"Masturbate?" she said the word in parts like if you said it all at once the Earth would explode.

"Yeah that."

"Well....I used to...sometimes."

"No way." Sasuke giggled to himself, covering his mouth with the back of his hand. He couldn't believe Hinata even did that.

"Well you do it too!" she squealed, humiliated.

"No I don't."

"Yes you do."

"I do not."

"Yes you do Sasuke." Hinata was now giggling and chirping in amusement.

"Not unless...you want me to give you a private show." he whispered into her ear, it made Hinata's heart stop but she wanted to see it. She really did. Without a word Sasuke began. He knew she wanted it, if she didn't he would not have continued with everything he was doing. He unzipped his won pants and fully exposed his throbbing erection. Seeing it made all the difference to Hinata. She'd felt it but at the time it didn't seem so scary. It reminded her of the erotic woodcuts her father kept.

Sasuke's fingers wrapped around it and he licked his bottom lip, looking into her face just dying to see her expression change. She couldn't help but glance at Sasuke's throbbing cock then back at his face over and over, she didn't believe that he was actually going to do it in front of her. That and the fact that his member seemed a lot bigger than before. A smirk was basically painted on Sasuke's lips, her eyes held so much fear. And he began rubbing it slowly and saw Hinata's eyes move up and down in sync with his hand.

He knew it was turning her on, at least it was doing more for her than it was for him. It seemed to him like he'd gone through this routine a thousand times, the only thing that made it different-the only thing that made it special was that it was her. So he threw in a few groans that were less than legit but it was making her happy. She twisted her thighs uncomfortably, it was all new to her. She knew he was experienced by the way his hand changed positions to gently rub the tip or move it down to fondle his balls. He constantly swiped his thumb along the tip as the little drops of his friendly business piled up on top.

Looking at Hinata, who seemed to be in a small trance, Sasuke decided to change things up. He reached out and caught her wrist with his free hand and brought it to where he was rubbing himself. Hinata's eyes tore away from his lower regions to look at him. She didn't look confused, her eyes begged him to tell her what to do. She quickly found out when he peered down then back at her. So she followed what he was doing and held it lightly. "Here." he groaned, this time honestly because Hinata was unknowingly tugging on him. He leaned over, taking his hands off of himself and clutching the inside of her thighs to separate them. Hinata didn't look back at what he was doing, she concentrated on the task at hand. Sasuke himself had a whole new task, he looked down at her sex, it was throbbing and pulsating just as much as his was. He'd never imagined Hinata was turned on by something like that.

He tried to do what he started before, just to see if anything would happen differently. She was wet enough and it looked like she wanted it, it just wasn't happening. No harm in trying a second time. He used on hand to better see his objective, then worked his left index finger slowly but efficiently. Twisting it in like a screw, he figured the harder he tried-the easier it would be. He wiggled it around inside, trying to make room for other things. Hinata whimpered lightly on the other side, occasionally taking her hands away from his member to bite her thumb nail. He couldn't tell whether she was in pleasure or pain, either way she sounded adorable. The smell itself was driving him crazy, he couldn't help but gently kiss the wet area. Just the pressure from the kiss was an explosion in Hinata's brain, she held tight to Sasuke's cock, twisting her hands around it in a physical frustration.

"Sasuke ...err." she said, stopping in her tracks to pant slowly just trying to regain some composure. "Do we have...a condom?" as soon as she said it she wanted to take it back. "That was so embarrassing. Now he thinks I'm easy. I can't do this, not right now, I'm only 17. I'm too young, I'm supposed to be waiting. It's supposed to matter. My father and my friends, they all expect better of me. They're all going to be so disappointed. I disappoint myself."

He looked back at her for a few moments, even in that light he could see her blush. She stared back at him, not wanting to hear what he was going to say back, but hoping it was something moderately pleasing. Sasuke just couldn't believe she'd even asked that, it was so out of character, now he knew she was sick. "Are you serious...or are you teasing me again?"

"Sasuke...I want to do this. I love you and I'm berating myself...by caring so much about what other people think and...about what Hiashi thinks when he has no right to judge me with everything he's done. I want you to understand that it's not about tradition, it's about intimacy." Hinata spoke with a half-smile, even if he rejected her-it wouldn't change how she felt. He kissed her lips tenderly, leaning in to fall on top of her. The fell back where they once sat, he tried to distribute his weight so he wouldn't crush her but he had a lot of things to manage. One of them was that Hinata was seemingly trying to rape him because she was tugging roughly at his shirt and pants. So he was trying to take his clothes off while placing his knee between her thighs to keep them from closing at the same time trying not to put too much pressure on her pubic bone because everyone knows it hurts like hell. At the same time he was kissing her and trying to keep his body from smothering her, it was a job but he was sure she was going through the same thing.

Finally when his pants and shirt were removed, he had nothing to do but think. You had to be cautious at times like this, she seemed like she was ready but he wasn't sure she was quite as ready as she thought. Would she cry during, it would kill him to know he was hurting her physically. In fact, he was sure she would cry, they all did. He swallowed the lump in his throat as he came face to face with his problem.

"Are you ready?" he asked, hoping she would say something. Just praying it wasn't no.

"I think so...do we have a-"

"We don't need one." he replied before she asked her question. So he readily looked down to the two opposite body parts which were just sweating to be together. Joined hip to hip. He held his thick member, trying to align it with hers. Then he reached his other hand down to move the folds of skin, making it easier for him to gently maneuver into her lusty hole. He didn't ask again if she was ready, he knew she was, he wanted her to be at least. He gently pressed the head to his entering point and listened to her whimper and moan softly. He took that as his invitation and just so softly pushed the head in, it was so slow and she was so tight. It was making it harder for him but he knew it would be phenomenal once he was inside.

She observed it like it was her own surgery. It wasn't really painful yet, she was so nervous from what Sakura had told her. Every second that passed seemed like a lifetime, she wanted to know when the pain would come. She wanted to be prepared but she couldn't. She threw her head back with a sigh, just waiting. Wanting. She began to feel a slight discomfort, Sasuke was in deep concentration. "Is it in yet?" she groaned.

"It's not even half way in." he replied with a slight chuckle. "Do you want me to go fast or slow?" he asked, realizing her concern. She didn't know what kind of question that was, how was she supposed to know.

"Um....faster than this...b-but don't just thrust in...o-okay..." she mumbled, beginning to bite her thumb nail again as Sasuke guessed she was starting to feel it. So he inched in slightly faster, it was easier for him because he could take his hands off himself and get a better balance. He finally came to a slight turbulence, it wasn't a full wall, maybe a septate* hymen. It disturbed him a little that he was so observant of that. He had to work on that.

"Do you want me to keep going?" he asked her, even though he told himself he didn't need to.

The silence was unbearable and it killed him. He wanted to just plunge in with complete disregard for her pain, she would get over it somewhere in the middle. But she was a china doll, too much pressure, too much heat and she would crack or break. He couldn't have that. He didn't want to break his hime.

"Yes."

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*Septate Hymen- for those of you that did not attend sex ed in middle school, a Septate Hymen is a hymen that contains excess tissue which forms a thin line that connects the top and bottom of the vaginal hole. Some people chose to have a surgery to remove it but most leave it the same, it's not that much of a set back.

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