Torn
Chapter 21
(Listen to Funeral by band of horses.)
Days Later
The minute you walked through the door. You were hit with the aroma of mouth watering dishes and the sweet, delicious, smell of various desserts. Most of all you were instantly consumed with warmth and the love only family and friends could provide.
It was Friday night also known as the weekly family dinner. That took place at my mother's home. It started years and now it was a welcomed tradition that had transformed into not only dinner taking place but afterwards everyone gathered into the living room had dessert watched movies together. It once was a time I looked forward too.
Now being around my family and friends. With everything that recently took place was uncomfortable to say the least. I knew they meant well and simply wanted to help. But their concern and the looks of sympathy was obvious and only made the truth harder to avoid.
It was important to show up tonight. Brooke and I have been keeping to ourselves and by continuing to isolate ourselves it would only make a horrible situation worse. Lucas thought to himself. As he walked through the front door of his mother's home.
He went through the entryway taking time to look over the countless family photos and captured memories that painted the walls.
He paused in front of a picture of Keith. Placing his hand carefully on the photo.
(I didn't expect to see you here. I'm so glad you came.) Karen said. Walking inside the entryway. Wrapping her son into a hug.
Lucas hugged her back. (It's been awhile. I apologize for that.) He said. As the two eventually seperated.
(No need for that. This is you're home too. You enjoy yourself. We've missed you.) Karen said. Looking to him.
(I've missed you too. And everyone else. I really want to try and make an effort to be around more. Do you need any help.?) Lucas asked.
(I don't it's all done. Come into the dining room whenever you're ready.)
(I love you my boy) Karen said.
(I will. I shouldn't be long out here just taking in some of the pictures. Going down memory lane. I love you too mom.) Lucas said.
Karen walked out of the entryway and back into the kitchen.
Lucas scanned the remainder of the photos.
(Hey big brother.) A voice said. Turning Lucas 's attention forward.
A smile coming across his face. (Lilly. I didn't know you were back in town. I would of come by and welcomed you back if I did.) Lucas said. Looking to her.
(Please with what you and Brooke are going through I should be you're last concern. My heart breaks for you two. I've been at boarding school which has been incredible but being home with everyone is where I'm needed. Know that I'm here for you and Brooke. I loved that little boy. And he will never be forgotten. I'll save a seat for the two of you at the table.) Lilly said.
Lucas looked to her. (I've missed you. When did you get so smart and wise.?) Lucas asked. Looking to her.
She smiled up at him. (Between you, momma, aunt Haley, and Brooke. It shouldn't be a surprise. Plus I am 15 now. I've lived my own life. ) She said. Looking to him.
(Don't remind me. You're growing up way to fast.) Lucas said. Smiling back at her.
Lilly walked out of the entryway and began to make her way into the dining room.
Lucas took one last look around. Before he started to make his way out of the entryway.
He heard the sound of the door opening and turned his head.
Brooke walked into the home. Looking back at him.
(I thought you weren't coming.) Lucas said.
(I wasn't but I changed my mind at the last minute. You showing up and me staying back wouldn't look good I don't need people questioning what's going on with us aside from the obvious. ) Brooke said. Looking back at him.
(We've been disconnected for awhile now. And I want to change that. )
(Eli wouldn't want him being gone to tear us apart.) Lucas said. Looking to her.
(I should get in there. And find my seat. ) Brooke said.
(I don't want to lose you Brooke. We lost our son. We can't lose each other too.) Lucas said.
Brooke took a breath. (The couple we were doesn't exist. Why are we even trying anymore.?) Brooke asked. The emotion in her voice thick.
As she walked out of the entryway.
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