Disclaimer - I have never or will I ever claim to own InuYasha
Well, here it is! The promised lemon. I hope that its not too over the top or porn-ish sounding. Let me know if it is and I'll remove it and tone it down.
Anyway, don't forget to review.
KittyKaiya
Chapter 21 – Finally
It wasn't until the early hours of the morning that they were finally alone; everyone had left including her mother, Sota and Grandpa, as their gift to Kagome they had arranged to spend the night with friends.
Kagome stood near her open bedroom window, the only light was from the moon shining down. She heard InuYasha open the door and cross to stand in the middle of floor.
"Are you happy saiai?" he whispered.
"More than you know" she turned to face her mate and husband. He was just standing there watching her. She quickly closed the gap between them "Are you?"
"Do you really have to ask?" he raised an eyebrow and grinned at her.
"No" she smiled back, suddenly nervous.
InuYasha folded his arms around Kagome and she placed her head against his chest "All I know is that I want to be with you forever"
"And I you"
"InuYasha, I want to be with you…..tonight" she whispered huskily against his chest.
He felt his heart skip a beat, he closed his eyes and whispered into her hair "Are you sure?" his breath caught in his throat with fear that she would say no.
Kagome pulled slightly back from InuYasha to look at him, he caught a strand of her hair in his fingers. The strength of the desire that she saw reflected in his eyes shook and excited her.
"Yes saiai, I am sure" she answered with confidence.
InuYasha lowered his head to tenderly brush his lips against the side of her neck, just above the collar of the dress; she sighed as she felt his hands tighten across her back. InuYasha inhaled her scent and he felt intoxicated by it. As he gently nipped at the flesh just below her ear he though you taste as sweet as you smell my Kagome.
His body reacted strongly to the desire he felt coming from the mark in his neck but he promised himself that he wouldn't rush anything, not for Kagome's sake and not for his own. He wanted to savor every moment, draining all possible pleasure out of it. Although he knew he would have been able to drown in the senses more as a hanyou than a human, but he had made an oath to himself that Kagome's first time would not be with a demon of any shape or form.
"I don't know what to do InuYasha" she whispered.
"That's ok, we'll just do what we feel is right" he murmured against her skin. He pulled his head back to look into her eyes, he saw her nervousness but also certainty.
Kagome moved her hands across his chest and slowly undid the buttons on his shirt, growing more confident with each one. His eyes never left hers as she slid the shirt from his shoulders and ran her fingers lightly across his skin. Her touch seemed to sear his skin and he felt his blood heat from her touch.
InuYasha captured her mouth with his; he hungrily devoured the sweet taste of her mouth. He ran his tongue across her fangs asking for entrance, without hesitation she opened her mouth and her eager tongue met his. The flames of desire they both felt licked higher and deeper within their souls.
Kagome moaned into the kiss causing InuYasha to deeper it even further. The kiss was filled with an urgency and a strength the likes of which neither of them had felt before. Kagome moved her hands to his back and pressed herself further into his chest. She kneaded the hard muscles of his back and shoulders; he felt his skin burn under her touch.
InuYasha slid his hands up her back to the fastener on the dress, slowly he undid it. Releasing his hold on her mouth he pulled back so his eyes could drink in the sight of her as he loosed the dress from her shoulders, he dipped his head so he could trail soft kisses along the contours of her collar bone, his warm breath heating her skin. Kagome titled her head back to allow his mouth to graze across the front of her throat to her other shoulder.
Raising his head so could look at her once again, he sighed at the sight before him as the gown pooled at her feet. Kagome's heart raced in her chest and she blushed under his steady gaze. He starred at her, almost like he was trying to memorize every little detail of her.
"You are perfect Kagome" he sighed capturing her mouth once again. He brushed his lips over her closed eyes, across her checks and down the sweet curve of her throat, he felt the soft touch of her hair against his face. He returned his mouth to hers and held her hard against his chest.
Kagome wanted more than to be just held by him, she wanted, needed him to fill her, claiming her once and for all as his. InuYasha growled into her mouth as he felt her claws applying pressure to his back. It was then that he realized that unlike him she would not lose any of her new changes on the nights of the new moon or any other night.
He laced one hand through her hair and gently applied pressure to pull her head back so he move his mouth down the slender column of her throat, his other hand came up to cup her breast. With sharp intake of breath she leaned into his hand which produced another seductive growl from him. His fingers circled and teased her flesh, she growled his name, now driven solely by pleasure and desire that was beyond her control, her body stiffened and she pressed her hips hard against his.
Fire shot through InuYasha's body and he prayed that he had the strength to take it slow. As he pulled back once again to look at her, her eyes half closed from desire, feeling the warmth from her short ragged breaths, to the softness and heat of her skin pressed against his, he knew that he would have no peace until he was buried deep within her.
He shifted his stance and the placement of his hands to lift her up against his body and he walked the short distance to her bed. Kissing her neck and throat he placed his knee on the edge and lowered her down onto it. He trailed delicate kisses down the valley between her breasts and across her taunt stomach before he stepped back to shed his restrictive pants. Kagome raised herself up onto her elbows to watch him; she had to see for herself if the size and hardness of him that she had felt pressed against her was real. She blushed a deep crimson color as her eyes saw that he was in fact larger than she first anticipated.
She wondered briefly how he could make her tremble so with just one glance or touch of his hands, she felt the fire within her begin to strengthen and it frighten her a little. A part of her wanted the feelings to go away but most of her wanted the sweet torment to go on forever. InuYasha returned to the bed and pulled her back into his embrace, retaking her mouth with his. Kagome surrendered to his mouth and wrapped her legs around his hips.
InuYasha was suspended in a bitter place, somewhere between heaven and hell; he had seen the fear in her eyes as well as the desire. As his hands explored her silken flesh he wasn't sure if he'd be able to stop if she told him too, he might have been able to earlier but not now, not when he had her naked and purring beneath him. He understood why she would be fearful, she would be tight and he cursed himself for the pain he would shortly bring to her despite the passion she felt. His desire for her was growing wilder and more uncontrollable with every passing moment. When she slid her arms around his neck, tighten her legs around his waist and touched her tongue to his lips; his restraint vanished.
Kagome's body trembled and shuddered under the sudden change in his kiss, it became more powerful and even though he tried to hold his full weight from her body she felt crushed under him.
Her breath caught in her chest as he moved one hand down between her thighs and touched her….there. Hs fingers teasing and stoking, his touch fanned the fire that was burning there. He smiled as he felt her opening up to him just as the petals of flower open to the sun. He looked at her and saw tears brimming in her eyes.
"Am I hurting you" he frowned, ceasing all movement of his hand.
"Don't stop" she gasped as she pressed her hips towards his hand.
"Saiai" he moaned capturing her in a savage soul searing kiss.
The way she had moved against his hand allowed his fingers to slid easily into her, the way he began to tease and explore her caused her body to stiffen and she bore down onto his hand in an attempt to trap his fingers inside her. She felt him remove his hand and was about to protest strongly when she felt the head of his manhood pressing against her.
"I'll be gentle" he murmured into her ear but all she could was nod.
Using his knees, he parted her legs even further and braced himself as he knelt between them. He prayed that he would be able to hold to that promise and he growled at himself with impatience as he saw how moist and inviting she was, how ready she was for him to claim her. It was agony to merely touch her there; he wanted so desperately to thrust into her again and again until the violence of the fiery passion he felt was extinguished. You are so beautiful saiai he thought to himself as he tried to steady his desire and he told himself for 50th time that this was her first and he didn't want to hurt her.
Kagome looked up at him, seeing and feeling his hesitation "I want you, InuYasha" she reached for his neck "I'm not afraid" She slowly pulled his head down to hers "I need you"
She moved her hand down between them and tried to guide his swollen shaft towards the part of her that burned the most for him. His breath caught in his throat as her fingers wrapped around him, it almost drove him over the edge, the delicate grip he had on his control threatened to break.
As he touched her sensitive core she felt the flames of her desire flare hungrily, the heat from that fire was everywhere. "Oh..InuYasha" she moaned.
InuYasha was beyond words, his heart was racing, his hunger for her pulsating and the power of her desire flooding through his mark was causing the fragile grip he had on his control to slip even further. He eased his body down onto hers, slowly and gently he slipped into her. He starred into her eyes that were smoky and dark with passion; he knew that they would soon register the pain he was about to cause.
Carefully he moved deeper into her, seeking out the protective wall of her maidenhood, he held his breath as he made contact with it. He felt her shudder and hold her breath, he watched her bite her lip. He held himself ridged, in fear that she would try to stop him. Kagome tighten her legs around his waist.
"Don't stop" she purred softly.
"Never saiai" he growled in response.
As she wrapped her arms around his neck and instinctively lifted her hips to arch against him, his control broke and he drove deeply into her and ripped the thin fragile veil. He heard her gasp as she buried her head into the crock of his neck trying to smother her startled cry, he felt the wetness of her tears on his skin.
He held himself still for a few agonizing moments as he allowed her to forget the pain and to adjust to his throbbing presence within her.
Kagome soon forgot the sharp pain she had felt as InuYasha began to move inside of her, slowly at first but then more powerful and steady. Wave after wave of burning flames flooded through her, exploding and consuming every inch of her body. His teeth grazed across the mark on her neck.
InuYasha felt Kagome move with him, matching his every thrust, his own body burned with the same flames of desire she felt. He was in ecstasy, he knew even his very soul was on fire. He captured her mouth in his as he felt her shudder beneath him and knew that her passion would soon peak.
She felt her body explode again and again, her vision blurred as she felt her body release in one final burst of fire that seemed to shatter her soul into a million pieces, she screamed his name. InuYasha's body reacted strongly to the raw passion in her voice and the overwhelming emotions that raged through the mark on his neck. He gave in to his own body's demands for satisfaction. He buried his head in her neck and growled, his body shuddering as he filled her.
The lay breathless in each others arms; bathing in the warm after glow of sensations, each trying to gain control of their still racing hearts.
Kagome ran her hand through InuYasha's hair, stoking his head as he breathed against her neck. She could feel him smile against her skin and then an all too familiar tingling sensation began to build within her, he lifted his head to look into her eyes.
She felt the warmth of the first tentative rays of morning's light against her skin.
"InuYasha" she began but her words died as she felt and watched him transform into her beloved hanyou once more. She felt his body regain its strength and power whilst he was still inside her. She arched against him in a mix of pain from the transformation and excitement because he was still inside her. He swallowed the scream she about to release with a kiss.
He pulled back to look at her and whispered "This is the way you'll have to get used to me loving you" he said as his desire was once again in full force.
"Show me" she smiled.
And he did.