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okay, first of all i appologize. It's been a busy 5 months and im sorry. Life, revision and writers block has gottten in the way if an update. Im still getting back my inspiration so it might be a bit bad, especially grammar wise. Also, im in a lot of agony as ive pulled my muscle in my back. In better news, updates might become more frequent. Its 2 weeks untill the summer hols and that means its nearly 6 weeks of free time! Its been a VERY long summer term. Had too study for important exams.
Now, on with the story. I hopepeople still want to read this.
JESS'S P.O.V.
"Dinosaurs. Now your fear could be from childhood, most likely as dinosaurs dont exist anymore. Its an unrational but understandble fear. Now, your going to express your feelings towards them as a child, and your feelings now. Were going to compare them, and try to banish the fear once and fir all." Rena says. She looks at connor, wanting him to go first.
"I loved dinosaurs ever since i was a kid. True geek. Loves jurasstic park, knows all the names and the time periods. I'm really just worried for the people i care about. Personally, there fascinating." He says. Rena nods, writes something down and looks thoughtful.
"What im hearing is that your.. love.. for dinosaurs have made the fear that they could come into this time period." Rena says, not knowing how close she was to the truth. "but dobt fear it connor, embrace your passion, and banush them thoughts.. there extinct." She says. We all have to bite our kips from laughing. Hiw more wrong could she be?
Rena turns to look at me. I sigh and breathe deeply. I have to make sure i dont tell her about the anomalies. Even if it made lester think twice about hiring a therapist.
"I guess my fear is from not knowing. The fright of not knowing a threat. I supose it took on the form of a dinosaur because my brother used to scare me with thus toy model he used to have. So, my fear isnt if dinosaurs but from fearing an unkniwn predator." I say. Rena nods, and scrbbles diwn something. She gives me an undrrstanding and sympathetuc smile.
"Brithers are the worst." She says, making me think she has one. Maybe i should be a therapist... if this dosent work out for me. Ilaugh internerly. The only way i wad leaving this job was by dying. Or retiring. I dont want to think about my demise.
"But you are right. Your fear took on the image of a dinosaur because you got scared by a model when you were younger, so the subconusious adopted it to hide the real fear. But, jess you have to realize that if you want banish this fear, you have to remind yourself that it was just a model. You have to remind yourself that if tgere was a unknown threat, you have people aroubd you who care. You have to tell yourself that its just a toy model." She was right when she talked about an unknow threat, but as far as everythibg else she was painstakingly wrong. Her fear wont go as long as theres anomalies, it will probaly grow. And even if i leave i will still fear as id know whats there. And then it would grow because becker woukdnt be around to save me.
Just on cue, as rena looked at abby, the ADD blared.
Fortunately the anomaly was a mild one. It was in a field, nowhere near civillians. There was an incursion, but only a hebivore. And they didnt even have to EMD it, as it went back willingly. Abby was happy. So was i. I hate it when the team gets danger. I stress.
"Did your brother actually do that?" Becker inquires as i make coffee. We had the afternoon to us. Rena had left and there was no more anomalies. I nod in answer to beckers question.
"Yeah. But it wasnt as important as i made out. Plus, mom threw it out when she found out he was scaring me and my soster." I say, with a smile. Becker rwturns the smile.
"Anyway, he regretted it when he musteriously got a computer virus." I add, laughing at the memory. He koins in with e, then stops.
"Wait, how old was you?" He asks. I grin.
"7" yeah. No one messes with jess parker.
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Lyron. Xxx