A/N: Well I just re-read this and the sequel. Well I did not like the sequel at all and deleted it, sorry for those who read it but I want to do something completely different. As for this story, I did not like that last chapter, or how I ended it. It did not make sense at all to me, and I am the writer. Realized I put Voldemort in it and he is dead thru out the whole story. I'm sorry for those of you who probably realized this and I am going to make this longer and not have such a rushed out ending like I previously had. I hope you like it.

Chapter 20:

Harry found himself walking around the castle like a zombie. He didn't know what the hell he was going to do, should he tell Theo he was going to be a father? Or should he wait and lie to Draco and say he was going to be? He knew Draco had lied to him about what his father wanted him to do, but when he made the decision to stay with him to protect him he knew he had to go thru with it. Slowly he made his way to find Theo, he made up his mind and would not lie to him about this child. They would sit down and decide what to, and what to tell Draco.

Harry came to a stop when he saw Theo and Draco talking silently down the end of one of the dungeon halls. Why were they talking? What were they doing? This seemed a little suspicious to Harry, he didn't know what to really think of this. Then he heard their voices raising and saw Draco pin Theo to the wall. What the hell? Harry ran down the hall and stopped right next to the both of them. Trying to figure out which one to go to. He saw Theo nod to Draco, giving Harry the sign to go to his boyfriend.

Harry reached out and touched Draco's shoulder to calm him down. Draco's head snapped back to him and he saw Draco let go of Theo and move back a little.

"What are you doing Draco?" Harry asked

"I'm telling him to stay the hell away from you."

"He hasn't come near me since I broke up with him Draco, just leave him alone."

"You still care for him, I know you do after last night Harry. I don't want to loose you to him again." Harry walked closer to him and pulled him in for a hug. He couldn't understand why Draco was acting like this if he really was being ordered by his father to be with him.

"Draco we need to go and talk, Please." Draco nodded and grabbed his hand for him to follow.

Once Draco finally pulled them down to his rooms, he quickly shut and locked the door. He turned around to pin Harry to the wall and started kissing him, Harry however gently pushed him away and stared into his eyes for a moment before he spoke.

"Draco please sit we need to talk. I have a confession to make." Harry looked to the floor knowing Draco would be upset.

"What do you mean?" Draco asked and Harry saw that his face was slightly paler than before.

"I know why you are with me, I just don't understand why you didn't just tell me. I would have stayed with you so you wouldn't have been hurt Draco." Draco jumped up from his seat and paced around the room. Clenching his fists and pulling at his hair in the process.

"What are you talking about Harry, I'm with you because I love you, damn it. Why can't you see that?" Harry got up and walked over, grabbing one of Draco's hands.

"Your father made you be with me, Draco. I know that now. You don't really love me. I understand why you did it, so you wouldn't be killed. You could have just told me." Draco ripped his hand away from Harry and grabbed onto him pushing him into the wall behind him. Harry's eyes grew wide with fear thinking the worst.

"I LOVE YOU. At first yes my father and HIS LORD threatened me to be with you, to stop Theo from being with you, but I fell in love with you Harry. I told my father over break, after you broke my heart, I told him I loved you and I wouldn't betray you any longer. I got beat and cursed for my love for you. I don't care, they can curse me a thousand time but I will still love you Harry." Harry didn't know how to respond, he knew how he would have if Draco had admitted what Theo had let him know, but to hear this, he felt sick.

He quickly pushed Draco away and ran for the bathroom, throwing himself in front of the toilet and throwing up. He knew the reason for him being sick had to do with the baby but he couldn't let Draco know that just yet. He was so screwed, He knew he loved Theo, and thought Draco was only doing this to keep him away from him. Now he knew Draco really did love him and knew now why Marcus was so upset with him for leaving Draco in the first place.

He felt a warm cloth on his forehead and looked up into Draco's eyes and saw love and concern coming out of him. Harry plopped down onto the floor and let the tears flow from him.

"Oh god Draco, I thought you didn't really love me. I thought you were only using me. Oh God Draco I'm so sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for Harry, I understand why you feel like this. I'm sure Theo told you everything. He saw the first meeting so I understand how he believed it to still be true. I love you Harry, please do not disregard that."

"I love you to Draco." Harry felt Draco's lips on his just then, and he felt the passion and need in the light touch. When Draco pulled away, Harry still had his eyes closed, trying to draw in the strength to breath.

About a week later Harry was sitting in the library with Hermione and Marcus, being very very quiet. He knew the two of them were looking at him with worry and concern, but he couldn't bring himself to care right now.

"Harry, Harry hello Harry!" He heard Hermione calling out to him so he slowly looked up.

"Are you alright Mate?" Marcus asked as his eyes moved over to him.

"No not really."

"What's wrong Harry?" Hermione sounded so worried.

"Well If I tell you, do you promise not to freak, and definitely not say anything to Draco right now." He wanted to tell them about his pregnancy and make them also believe this baby was Draco's. He knew that if he told them about Theo they would both hate him and never speak to him again. He let go of the breath he was holding when he saw them both nod.

"I'm pregnant." He saw Hermione's mouth open wide and Marcus' eyes shoot open.

"How, how far along?" Hermione asked. He knew this was going to be where he made sure the lie was believable. Knowing Hermione only wanted to know so she could figure out who the father was.

"Two weeks." He saw Hermione's mind working to figure out who he was with at the time. Harry knew he was three weeks along and that either way he was still with Draco, but they didn't know he had cheated on him and still with Theo. He knew he had to tell Theo soon because he would no doubt start to show.

"So it's Draco's then, you were actually able to have sex with him?"

"Yes it is his. We had sex once two weeks ago. I made a mistake at the end and it is taking him awhile to be able to go that far again with me."

"What did you do?" Marcus asked looking like he was pissed.

"I love him, I do. It was just so hard to be with him like that, my mind kept picturing Adrian the whole time. I had to start thinking of someone else, so he wouldn't think I was disgusted by him. I accidentally called him someone else at the end of our love making." Harry hung his head down and tried not to cry. He heard a bang on the table and jumped up to see Marcus staring at him.

"Who did you call him?"

"Theo."

"I can't believe you did that, you could have pictured anyone else but you pictured the one person you hurt Draco the most with. Then you proceeded to call him by that name, I'm surprised he is still with you."

"He knows I love him, I told him what I just told you. It's fucking hard, I can't help it. Adrian really fucked me up and I'm sorry." Harry got up from the table and ran from the library he couldn't deal with them right now, he had to go to the hospital wing and talk to the nurse real quick, something didn't feel right and he was starting to worry.

"Marcus, please calm down." Hermione told her boyfriend back in the library, she felt sorry for Harry, knowing what he was going threw, and still trying to have a relationship with the one person that looked like his tormentor.

"I know, I'm sorry love. I'll try. I just don't want to see Draco hurting like that again. I know I didn't believe him at first about his love for Harry, but I know now that he really does love him."

"I know I had my doubts about Draco, but I think they are going to be fine for now. I don't know what will happen in the future but we have to be there for them either way." She kissed him and left to go up to her room.

Harry finally made it up to the Hospital Wing and sat on the bed waiting for Madam Pomfrey to come over.

"Dear Harry is anything wrong?"

"Yes I think there is. I don't know what, but I think I am further than you said."

"Well let me take a look" She said as she ran her wand over his stomach.

"You are only Three weeks along but the growth of the baby is progressive. Your body knows that it is only as far as it is but the baby looks to be about three months. I think because of your magic and being a male the pregnancy is less shorter than a normal one. To be precise for every week you are pregnant it is a month for the baby growth. So you only have five weeks left. Are you going to tell the father?"

"I have no choice. I will start showing now won't I. However I need you to lie for me to my boyfriend. I love him, I really do, but he will be so mad if he thinks this baby is not his. I can't loose him again because of this."

"Why don't I just tell him the truth, you were with him three weeks ago were you not?" She asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes but I thought he was only with me for a different reason and got caught up in a moment with my ex. I didn't actually sleep with my boyfriend until two weeks ago, so if you tell him three then he will know I cheated. I feel awful about it but he won't forgive me for this." Harry started crying knowing that if Draco knew about him and Theo he wouldn't only hate him, he would kill Theo also.

"Alright Harry, only this once. You have to tell the real father though, he has a right to know he will be a daddy."

"I will, right now. I'll go find him right now."

"Come back next week and I can let you know the sex."

"Thank you, thank you." Harry ran out of the room in order to find Theo and let him know. He just hoped he would let him tell Draco that this baby was his.