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Thoughts and Flashback and also Isabella speaking: Italic

Whispers from far away and writing on paper: 'Italic'

Dreams: will probably be in bold

For flashback thoughts: Italic bold

Coven Side Thoughts: Italic Underlined

"Come on Isa. Come on don't cry" I felt her rap around my shoulders and pulled me close to her side. "They're just boys Isa, stupid boys at that."

"But Chel they're right about me."

"What did they say?" I could tell she was mad.

"They said I was a freak Chel, and they're right. I am a freak." She tightened the hug.

"Your not a freak Isa. You could never be a freak, your just different. But I know that isn't everything they said, so what else?" She knew me so well. I covered my face with my hands and tried but failed not to cry again. Rachel started to rub my back and helped some.

"They said my parents didn't love me because I'm a freak, and if I wasn't how I was I would have friends that actually loved me. They even mentioned you." Soon I was placed in her lap and she rocked us back and forth. I felt her kiss the top of my head. "You love me right Chel?" She pulled back to look me in the eyes.

"Tour not just my best friend Bella, your my little sister so of course I love you." She gave me the smile she always gave me.

"The boys were right though."

"What about?" I was happy that Rachel didn't treat me like I was some stupid kid because I wasn't and she knew when I was serious. I leaned my head on her shoulder and sighed.

"My parents are getting worst. My mom barely hugs me anymore Rach and my dad wants to get rid of me."

"How-how do you know that?" I bit my lip.

"Its getting worst. I hear them better and they're downstairs Rachel! I think I'm freaking them out."

"What happened?"

"I was watching television and my mom actually gave me the remote so I decided to look at the different shows. I thought the show was english Chel I really did, but it wasn't."

"There's more?" I took a breath.

"Renee came in to give me a snack and asked me what I was watching. I was so happy that she was sitting there Chel that I didn't think to check if the show was a different language I just went on about it. She looked shocked that I knew what was going on, I think she finally reliesed I have more knowledge and get things that kids my age don't." I looked at Rachel and saw her biting her lip. I freaked her out I think; I see it in her eyes Chel. She is scared, I mean she doesn't have the daughter that she is suppose to have. She gave up on trying to get me to play games for my age group. I just couldn't focus on them, I needed more knowledge, and a challenge."

"So your getting more knowledge?" I nodded.

"I was putting on my seat belt today and suddenly I was seeing how it was being made. I didn't understand it Chel."

"Has it happened before?" I nodded.

"I hugged you one time and I think memories came before my eyes. Thats why I gasped that one time. I didn't want to see, but something in my head wanted the knowledge, or to be connected to you. I'm sorry."

"Its nice to know we are connected." I blushed.

"Really? You don't mind me seeing into your mind?" I felt her lean her head on mine and she sighed.

"Of course mot."

"I'm surprised you still want to be my friend."

"Best friend Isa." I poked one of her arms that were around me, and she chuckled a little. "I don't mind you being you Bella Bear. So what if your turning into some genius? You'll be able to do so much Bella. So you'll be on top of the world making maybe millions while those stupid boys are flipping burgers." I smiled at the soft tone of her voice.

"You think so? I closed my eyes.

"I know so."

I felt tears in my eyes. Rachel Black.

She was here.

Right here in front of eyes. She didn't look much different expect older; I was probably the same to her.

"Isa? Is that really you?" And then I really was crying and felt arms around me. "Oh god it is you. I could never deal with you crying; you just get that look on your face." She remembered what me face did when I cried? I tightened my arms around her.

"Its good to see you Chel." She tensed when I spoke so I backed up to see her face. She had a smile on her face, but was tense.

"Your voice has changed and so has the rest of you." I bit my lip. "Or maybe not." I blushed and she chuckled.

"I hear you imprinted Rach. I'm so happy for you." She looked shocked.

"How do you know?"

"Do you remember our last talk?" She frowned.

"The one where I found you crying because of those boys?" I nodded "Yeah what about it?"

"I got worst."

"What do you mean worst?" I looked away from her concerned face.

"A vampire named Grace came and...got me. I found out I was a Coven person." I licked my lips. "She trained me and so I got stronger and I learned some things."

"What things?"

"How to kill I guess in a way." I waved it off and she most likely looked shocked. Little Bella Bear a killer?

"You've killed? Who?"

"Yes. Vampires, Werewolves," I licked my lips again. "Shape shifter, Coven people, humans. The list goes on, but Isabella was the one to take care of most of it."

"Isabella?"

"I guess you call her a spilt personality," I winced when Isabella started to yell swears and other things. "or roommate, she likes that better. Well enough of me. How are you?" I turned to her and saw her biting her lip.

"Well I haven't been the same since I lost my little sister, but besides that I've been good. It helped finding my imprint." She turned to smile at Leah. "And speaking of that you want to explain something Leah?"

"I wanted to surprise you and see the smile on your face."

"And that is why I love you so." Her next words were a whisper to me but I'm sure Leah heard. "I swear that girl knows me too way. Always thinking about my happiness." I smile wide then bit my lip.

"I want you to meet someone though I'm sure you know her." I took hold of her hand.

"Oh yeah sure. Who?" I pulled her to Alice and took one of hands also.

"Chel this is Alice my bond," They both tensed. "and Alice this is Rachel my older sister really." When I said sister Alice smiled and relaxed. "I hope the two of you can get along even though your...enemies."

"Yeah anything for you Isa," She ruffled my hair a little messing it up. I sighed in relief. I loved both of these ladies in some way, so I wanted them to like each other in some way. "as long as she doesn't hurt you then we don't have a problem, because then I would have to get involved." She grinned and relaxed even more. I heard a cough and the three of us turned to see Sam staring at us... or mostly me. Ass. Be nice.

"Not that this isn't...nice. We have things to settle." Everyone turned to me and I frowned...yep and ass.

"Settle? We've finished this already Sam. I don't want to repeat myself so listen carefully, I am not human and even if were you would have no say in my life and who I live with. I don't need help. I don't want to offend the Cullens but I guess I will in a way. If I had to say fight..." I looked at easy vampire and stopped at Jasper. "Jasper; I would win and he knows what he's doing since he was in the war and all. Coven people are built to bring order to the other species. You want to fight? Fine, but I'll rip you to pieces and thats without my powers. With my power? Ha don't get me started how fast I'd be done with you."

I could fell it. Bella? I was in control. I was in control. Slow your heart and breathing Bella. I don't want to hurt someone. Just breath. Think about Alice or the fact that you have Rachel back. It was weird, Isabella wanted me calm. She usually wanted out. When we hunt I'll take over. Right I hadn't hunted in a while. I sighed when my heart slowed. "I did enjoy this...talk Sam, but I must really hunt."

"Hunt what?" I gave a grim grin.

"Aww you think I go after humans, how sweet, but no. When hunting humans there is a lot you need to think about. Like the fact that they have family, but animals are easier since humans don't worry about them...unless they found the body. Now if you don't mind I must hunt, unless you want to be ripped apart." I could feel it in me; I had put off hunting far to long and that was stupid. Hunting would calm me, make me less emotional, and make me stronger.

"I suppose we are done here." I turned away from him but stopped.

"Oh and Sam?"

"Yes?"

"If you come upon any red eye vampires leave them. I will deal with them. I mean it...I will deal with them."

"Why?"

"Because they are most likely after me." I shrugged my shoulders. "My master wants me back. Any master would want their slave back don't you think? I mean if your dog ran away wouldn't you try to find it? I think most people would. She won't be happy when I don't leave with the tracker."

"Yes the vampire who is after me, to come take me 'home.' Enough questions I need to hunt." Then I was gone. I felt Isabella take over and I was glad. I let myself blank out and not think about anything.

When I came to I was kneeling over a deer...a dead deer. I licked my lips to taste blood...the deer's?

"Bella?" I was tense when I turned, but relaxed when I saw it was only Alice and...Rose. I noticed they were staring at me...my body? I realized my clothes were ripped and a mess. I sighed "Are you alright? While you were hunting you looked spaced out."

"Well I did blank it out. I'm surprised Isabella did to, she usually loves to hunt." I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and had to stop myself from licking the blood off. "I'm sorry about the clothing."

"Its fine Bella. Rose had some for you." Thats when I noticed them in Rose's hands.

"Thank you." I didn't wait for a reply I just started to undress.

"Bella?"

"Yes?" I looked at them and realized that it wasn't normal to just change in front of people. "Sorry. I'm use to changing in front of people."

"Its fine Bella but..." Alice trailed off while staring at Rose. Oh, oh, it wasn't what I thought. I turned away from both of them and continued to change.

"Did Rachel leave?"

"Yes Sam told them to leave when you did, but Rachel did want to talk to you later."

"Just like my mom." I sighed. I held the shirt in my hands

"Bella?" I ran a hair through my hair. What was I going to do?

"I ran into my mom at the store with Esme. She-she wants to meet up and talk." I griped the shirt in one hand.

"Isn't that a good thing? She wants to catch up with you." I looked down at the shirt and smile a sad smile.

"Yeah she does but wait until she finds out I'm damaged goods." I laughed but I could feel the tears in my eyes. I felt anger flash through me. No I'm not going to cry. I clenched the shirt; I felt the need to rip it.

"Bella your not-" I cut her off

"No Alice don't. You know before I came here I thought what Grace did to me was normal, I really did believe but then I came to Forks and find out that want she did-" I put a hand over my mouth to stop myself. I felt tears ran down my cheeks. "I find out that my whole...Coven life was a lie. To know that what Grace did actually had a word for it. I thought since my first time wasn't a nightmare that it wasn't wrong." Flashes of the night went before my eyes. I could hear her words, I could feel her touch, I could remember it all.

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