CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE: MEANINGLESS LOVE FATE DESTINY

What was the point of life in this world without Kaname? There was no point. What a stupid rhetorical question! I didn't know what to do when he had been killed by Zero; there was only one thing that I knew what to do and that was to cry for Kaname. It took me years to get over the death of Kaname and still now I haven't given anything to Zero to show that I forgave him for the terrible sin that he had committed.

Well at least now he wouldn't be able to kill many more vampires since there was no more of a Hunter's Association. Since there was no more Hunter's Association; though that meant that there would not be a cloud over the vampires that roamed the Earth; there would be seemingly a free pass for them. I would have to carry the burden of being the replacement for the Hunter's Association. Level E Vampires would have to be banished from existence and I would have to control the purebloods as well as the other vampires from consuming human blood. It was incredible that I hadn't taken blood from humans

That would have to wait though; I had to visit Chairman Cross again. Before leaving for Cross Academy I swallowed five blood tablets to prevent me from thirsting blood. I hired a car that would take me the whole way. Once I had gotten to Cross Academy; it wasn't what I had expected because the buildings had changed and had been overthrown by the rose bushes and had started to crumble. The gate had collapsed and the forest was also on the verge of overtaking the campus.

Chairman Cross was nowhere to be seen and neither were the students. He must have moved to a different place of business; although what other place of business could he go? This was the only place the Night Students would be safe from the authorities.

I couldn't sense Chairman Cross so he must have moved somewhere overseas. I went back into town; nothing was familiar as all the shops had changed. I must have been asleep for a long time. I looked into a shop window and found that it had been a century from yesterday. There were vampires almost everywhere that I turned; although they were vampires that were once humans; they wouldn't last long in the world reborn as vampires. The world had changed from when I was late awoken by the sunlight.

These vampires...they were much more tolerant of the sunlight; it was as if it were bred into them that they should be invincible from the sunlight as well as the powers that I used to try and possess them. Suddenly as I was about to walk into an alleyway to try and figure out what had happened to the world a vampire lunged at me knocking me into the ground and unconscious.

I awoke again clutching the quilt to myself in fear; a whole world full of vampires would be impossible. There were not enough purebloods to completely change that amount of humans. I buried my head into my arms; thankfully that was a dream and not the real thing. There was no time to think about the dream that I just had anyways.

I quickly swallowed a palm full of blood tablets to stave off hungering Kaname's blood. I would soon be able to see him again; I would get Chairman Cross to help me revive him. It was a while from my hotel to Cross Academy that was hidden in the forest and it cost a fortune.

I met Chairman Cross in the Night Class courtyard; a puzzling sight for the students. An old man with a forever live young girl. Turning twenty wouldn't be my biggest worry at the moment. "So, Chairman Cross; can you help me?"

He sighed, "Yes, if that is what you really want. I'll help you find Kaname's body and I'll tell you what to do. For now; would you please join me in a tea break?"

I narrowed my eyes; he hadn't changed even though he had grown older. "Okay; I know that there is something that you want from me also."

"You know what I want Yuuki. I want you to act like my daughter; I want to learn your fears and I want you to help me through my fears. I want to have parties with you and I want to help you learn things." I narrowed my eyes again; he didn't understand what I was getting at before when I began acting independent against him. I would go along with his crazy whims for now; but for only now since he was the person that took me in when I was a little child.

I have been having too many picnics and I was about to be forced into another one. I don't know why but picnics remind me of Kaname; he was always excited about having picnics with me and would always pack more food than we were able to consume.

Picnics with Chairman Cross were different though; they involved more things that were supposed to draw us closer as a 'family'. I was impatient to revive Kaname; hmm, the love of my life. His was the only blood that I desired and he was the only person that I most desired to have in my life. It was impossible to live without him. Like I said; what was the point of life without the substance of love?

I had to take a stand, "Please tell me where Kaname's body is."

As expected he had no other choice than to fulfil my whim, "come Yuuki; I'll show you; he's resting within the below level cabin of the school. Follow me." The staircase winded further and further down into the ground and it seemed that it never ended.

Finally we had reached a dark room that was similar to that of what I had seen at the Hunter's Association. "What is this place; I haven't seen it before."

"It's the crypt where I have kept the vampires that have died at Cross Academy." He pointed to one large one standing in the corner.

I opened it slowly to reveal the ever-perfect Kaname; I was thankful that he had kept his body. I touched the face and it was as soft as it had been when he was alive, "he's not dead Yuuki, he just got stunned by the bloody rose. Zero didn't know that purebloods could only die when they got hit in either the heart or the head. What you have to do is to open the wound that the gun and let your blood into the wound so that he can be revived. I'll leave you alone."

I did as he said and even though it was painful it was for someone that I loved. "Hey, it's going to take a lot of blood though; are you sure that you can handle it?"

"Yes," I was confident that I would be able to revive Kaname; otherwise I would die trying to save him. Would me be dying from blood loss even be possible?

It hadn't been an hour before I saw his finger twitch; I pulled the sword away from my hand and tucked mine in his. "I need you to be okay. I need you to be okay."

He squeezed his eyes together; a sign of life! "What's wrong with you Yuuki? You look so much more mature," he looked down at himself, "and so do I." He was alive and I was ecstatic.

He clutched at his head with his perfect hand, "what happened? All I remember is seeing red splattered all over the Night Class courtyard."

"Kaname tried to kill you; it has been like five years since being at Cross Academy. Many things have changed like the Hunter's Association has disappeared completely."

He tidied himself up as he pushed to get out of the coffin that he had been in for years, "tell me all that happened after Zero had killed me."

I linked my arm in his as we walked up the winding staircase; somehow the Chairman had disappeared while I was talking to Kaname. "I think that the Head of the Hunter's Association turned Zero into a Level E Vampire; I was unfortunately forced to kill him."

He smiled, "seems that a lot of things have changed." He stopped to touch my face, "you have something that I have not seen in a while; beautiful, intelligent and careful not to tread on other people's feelings." It seemed for that single moment there was nothing that would stand in our way. Since the incident I had learned something though; I had to be more responsible and I had to learn to take care of the world that would be left behind.

We climbed the staircase together and once we had reached the top it felt as though I knew him forever and I would know him forever. I led him to the hotel and told him of absolutely everything that happened before I revived him. I had my favourite listener again.

He sat me down on the bed of the hotel and hugged me tightly, "I love you Yuuki and never forget that." He was the most beautiful person that I had met and I would never let him forget it.

I touched his face to show that I loved him also; the skin was softer than mine, "you are the most amazing person that I have met. You have never given me a reason to hate you." He knocked me onto the bed; I knew what he was thinking of doing and I still wasn't ready for it. It might have seemed to him that I was ready but then I didn't feel that it was necessary to show someone how much that you love him.

I knocked him back, "there is no reason for this; I thought that you would love me enough to respect my decision." Even though we weren't a normal couple I expected him to respect my values and morals.

"Is there a reason for me to love you Yuuki? There isn't but I still love you anyways but I still want to be given a reason to love you."

"This won't give you a reason." I shut the door behind me as I changed into my animal alter ego and flew off with my thoughts and confessions. I hadn't expected him to be so selfish since I had awoken him. There wasn't an expectation that had been fulfilled but there had been many hidden that hadn't been fulfilled. My life had reappeared to me as meaningless again. What he was trying to do to me was something that I had trusted him to be patient.

My assumption of life was false and something that had been made up by my silly mind. Even though he was a pureblood vampire and having a child with him would extend the bloodline this was not the time; when the world was still in peril. He had to understand what was meant by my eyes and my mind.

END OF CHAPTER TWENTY- ONE

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