Sam sighed now, then asked quietly. 'How are you?'

Carrie stared, then asked in the same low voice. 'I'm... good.' Sam sighed again. 'Good...' then he turned around and Carrie put Lily down on the sofa and stood up, going quickly.

'Sam...'

He turned now, then said in the same monotonous voice. 'It's ok, I'm on my way out.'

Carrie shook her head, tears in her eyes as she saw her husband, his eyes sad and hurt. 'Sam please...' Sam stopped now, then turned, saying in a blank voice. 'You walked out Carrie...'

Carrie had tears in her eyes now, her heart throwing itself against her chest as she got out. 'I'm s- so sorry.' Sam just looked at her now, then said. 'Carms...' Carrie went over to him now, then threw her arms around him, sobbing into his chest.

Sam sighed now, then put his arms around her, hugging her tightly. 'You hurt me Carms...' Carrie just sobbed. 'And I- I-' Sam sighed, then said softly. 'But I'll always love you.'

Carrie cracked a smile now, then permitted him to kiss her softly for a moment, then buried her face in his chest, holding each other while Carrie sobbed into his shirt. 'Shush baby.' he said soothingly, kissing the top of her head.

He sat them both down now on the sofa, then picked up Lily into his arms, smoothing her hair and saying quietly. 'I'm sorry too Carrie...' Carrie shook her head, face in his shoulder. 'No... I'm sorry. It's just after losing that kid... I kind of lost it... I didn't mean to-'

'Carms, it's ok baby. We're ok.'

Carrie just hugged him all the tighter now, afraid to let go of him. 'I love you Sam.' Sam chuckled. 'And I you.'

Carrie sighed, closing her eyes against him.

Later that day, they all went back to Carries opulent mansion, where Carrie met Dean at the door, hugging him and going. 'Its good to see you.'

Dean chuckled. 'Glad to see your ass is still hot.'

Carrie sighed-typical Dean.

He groaned first when Carrie asked him to look after Lily for the night while she showed Sam the summer mansion she had inherited from her "mother"

'Fine.' He grumbled, then said with a smirk. 'I've got plans anyway.'

Carrie didn't want to know.

As Carrie drove them to her mansion a few miles away, she and Sam didn't speak, occasionally holding hands when the road was long and straight.

Sam raised an eyebrow at the massive mansion, then let out a low whistle. 'Now that's one big house.' Carrie chuckled, then pulled inside the garage that opened when she pressed a button on the dashboard. 'You've not seen how big my room is then- the beds bigger than mine. Hell, you could fit ten people comfortably on it!'

'Maybe you could show it to me?'

Carrie raised an eyebrow. 'Sam Winchester... are you being kinky already?' Sam chuckled, then turned to her as she turned the engine off, pulling her forwards and kissing her passionately, hands either side of her face. Carrie sighed, then put her own arms around him, feeling the hole in her chest tighten for a start, then loosen and start to close as she lost herself in his arms, closing her eyes against his chest.

As they went inside the mansion, the wide sweeping white marble stairs that led to the upper floors and corridors made Sams head spin- he was going to get lost in such a massive place.

Carrie took his hand, then pulled him forwards to a large dark oak door, opening it and going. 'This is the living room.' Sam chuckled. 'You and white leather sofas!' Carrie chuckled. 'I just love them.' Sam rolled his eyes, then let her pull him into the massive kitchen and she went. 'Viola- chefs heaven!' Sam sighed, then said. 'Can you cook now?'

Carrie scoffed. 'I always have!' Sam raised an eyebrow, then was pulled forwards again.

The bathroom was complete with jacuzzi, swimming pool inside and out- walk in wardrobes... and endless shoes.

Carrie smirked now, then opened a cream double door and said. 'And this, is my room.'

Sam was only mildly surprised by what he saw- a massive room with en suite and balcony. The bed was the biggest... and strangest he'd ever seen; massive, and perfectly round, fashioned in Carries taste of red silk.

Carrie put her arms around his neck now, kissing him and running her hands through his hair. Sam picked her up now so she could wrap her legs around his waist, then pushing her down onto the bed, kissing her neck hungrily, then said quietly as she went to undo his shirt. 'Hang on a moment... I wanna say something... when you were gone... I kinda slept with some other girls.'

Carrie sighed, then said in defeat. 'I had a rather kinky threesome with an ex boyfriend and his brother. We're square.'

Sam raised an eyebrow now, looking down at her and said with a snort. 'You? A threesome? Get out of it.' Carrie smirked, then said, leaning forwards and whispering into his ear. 'Bring Dean, and I might think about it.'

Sam laughed now, then said, kissing her neck. 'You've not changed one bit Carrie-Mae. And Dean would take you up on that offer, so best not to mention it around him.' Carrie chuckled, then pushed hs shirt of his shoulders and kissed his chest, then frowned. 'What's this?' Sam sat up now, then took the necklace of and put it in Carries palm. She looked down and saw it was the little golden ring from their wedding- the one she had...

Threw away.

'You kept this?' Carrie smiled now as she undid the clasp and slid it back onto her finger. Sam nodded, then put the hand with her ring on over his heart. 'I just wanted you with me.' he smiled.

Carrie chuckled, then said, head against his heart, eyes closed. 'You big softy.' Sam laughed, and she could hear it rumble in his chest.

How did she do it-? Walk away from this...

From her Sam.

From the guy she ever truly loved...

Carrie smiled now, then pushed him down onto the bed and said with a teasing grin. 'We have five months to catch up on.'

Sam faked a groan, then said as she kissed up his chest to his neck. 'Do we have to?' Carrie smirked and growled a little.

'Yes, my dear husband, we do.'

Yay! Worked out(: phew! Five months eh? Next up soon! Reviews very much loved! X Nic