What If?

Part Five

Chapter Four

Kris took out the peice of paper from the envolope and unfoled it. He started to read.

Kris,

Well, what can I say? You are probebly the most arrogent, self absorbed, annoying, repetitive, irritating, troublesome, inconvenient man I have ever met, but at the same time, your the most funny, kind, caring, helpfull, loving, adorable, atractive, sexy thing I have ever layed eyes apon. I remember that time we were locked in a bathroom together, and you told me that you really liked me. When you told me this my insides started to do back flips and I had to stop myself from grabing you and kising you. Then I remeber valintines night. That was probebly one of the happiest moments of my life. I woke up about half an hour before you did and I just watched you sleep. You looked ike an angel. I was grinig so much I probebly looked like a chesire cat!

I could go on and on about moments that I wanted to last forever, but I have just wrote 4 letters and my hnd is getting sore. But if the worst does happen, I want you to remember this. Don't be sad that it ended, be glad that it happened. Thats what my best friend Kelly used to always say to me when I was scared to do something. Please remember this, and I hope that if I do pass, that some day, you'll find someone else (male or female) that you can spend the rest of your life with. And when you do, don't wait for ages until you tell her (or him) how you feel, you deserve happieness.

You know, there was a time about a week after we slept together when I was arguing with Zoe about my feelings for you. And she said something thats stuck in my mind ever since. Theres a thin line between love and hate. And, all the while I thought I hated you, in actual fact, I loved you. Because I do Kris, I love you, and I will untill the day I die.

All My Love,

Jess xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kris let tears rapidly stream down his face. At that moment he knew that Jess did actually think she was going to die. He picked up a picture off his bedside table. It was a picture of Jess. He managed to whisper something throught his tears.

Kris: I love you too...