Unbreak My Heart Chapter 21, a naruto fanfic

Warning: contains mature themes… Not the good way…

Naruto was panting irregularly as he finally reached his destination. His legs hurt from running without a single pause all the way from the train station. The cold weather made it even harder to breath as he was quickly running out of it.

Once he laid his eyes on Sasuke, who stood patiently outside the movie theater building, all the pent up frustration just exploded. Naruto was late, terribly late. They were supposed to meet for a movie date two hours ago.

"Sasuke!" Naruto screamed, startling his boyfriend who had been blowing on his cold hands to warm himself. He looked up, a feeling of relief washing over him when his eyes landed on the visibly exhausted blonde. "Sasuke..." He panted, throwing his arms around him. "I'm so sorry! You know the train was delayed because of the storm and they had to fix it and there was no signal down there so I couldn't call even though I knew that I still tried and it was so frustrating because I waited hours down there and you waited here in the cold-"

"Naruto!" Sasuke cut him off, grabbing his shoulders and making him face him. Naruto had started crying, face red from running and lips trembling as he spoke with no pause. "It's alright." Sasuke whispered, looking around briefly before planting a kiss on his lips.

Their lips were cold against each other, the kiss tasting salty of Naruto's tears. Sasuke sighed as his boyfriend wrapped his arms around him tighter and pressed him as close as he could. When they pulled back, the blonde took Sasuke's cold hand and kissed it apologetically.

"I always mess up our dates," Naruto murmured, visibly calmer as he held both his lover's hands. Sasuke sighed and squeezed his hands tighter.

"The movie has already ended, but luckily I didn't buy the tickets," he looked to the side. "Want to get warm in the café over there?" He nodded towards the cozy-looking place. Naruto smiled warmly and leaned into his forehead.

"Anything you want, love."

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Sasuke kept looking straight ahead, his mind chaotic as he tried not to panic. He knew he could easily grab the man's hand and twist it around if he was quick enough. He had to think strategically, but it was hard to focus when his mind was clouded with flashbacks. This suddenly cold feeling that washed over him was not unknown to him. He had a feeling he knew who this was, but he hoped from the deepest of his heart that he was wrong.

Is it him...?

Suddenly, Sasuke felt the man's lips on his ear and his breathing picked up. The voice was hoarse and sharp against his ear. "You should have listened to your friend." That was all Sasuke got to hear before he felt a handkerchief being pressed against his nose and lips.

No, not this time!

Before the raven breathed in the drug he forced his mouth open and bit the hand as hard as he could. A loud hiss left the man's lips, but Sasuke did not get to turn around before one of the man's arms wrapped around his body.

"Stay still!"

A second later, Sasuke moaned as a sharp stingy feeling entered the side of his neck. A needle was thrust into his neck, injecting something into his body. Sasuke kicked, elbowed and scratched at every part of the intruder he could. His body abruptly became so heavy, and he felt dizzy and weak.

His last thought before he fell unconscious, was how much of a coward he was. He could easily have taken this man down. He was still suffering from posttraumatic stress, and it dominated his actions and thinking.

His body refused to listen to him.

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Naruto checked his watch every two minutes, waiting for his date. One hour passed, and Sasuke had still not showed up. Each minute got him more impatient, and the time was passing agonizingly slow.

It was hard to stay positive.

Did he change his mind? Naruto wondered, walking around in circles with his hands inside his skinny blue jeans. He had put the rose down the ground, as it was getting limp in his sweaty hands. Sasuke would not cancel on him without any notice, that was very unlike him.

A memory unexpectedly flashed through his mind, and he smiled. He remembered showing up very late to a movie date with Sasuke because of the delay in the trains. There had been an icy snowstorm. The raven had patiently waited for him in the cold, even though the movie had ended when Naruto finally got there.

They ended up going to a coffee shop, drinking hot chocolate and eating sweets. Naruto remembered feeling endlessly guilty, but that was also one of the best days of his life. It was that night he and Sasuke lost their virginities. After the sweet date, Sasuke had stayed over at Naruto's. It was one of his most treasured memories.

With newfound hope, Naruto straightened his back and picked up the rose. If Sasuke waited two hours outside a movie theater for him in the horribly cold winter, then he would wait as long as it took now.

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Sasuke's vision was blurry as he fluttered his heavy lashes. For a moment, he could not remember a single thing. His brows furrowed, his throat dry as he licked his lips. When his vision became clearer, Sasuke found himself in his bedroom.

Did I fall asleep? Sasuke tried to get up, but he could not move his limbs. Arching his brows confused, Sasuke tried to sit up, but he felt weak and uncomfortable. It was not until he saw his arms being tightly bound over his head, that he remembered the former event.

It's him.

Panic and pure fear spread through Sasuke's system.

It's Orochimaru.

How did he find me?!

Why is he here?

What does he want from me?

Sasuke was on the verge of hyperventilating, but his whole body froze when the door opened, and the familiar face of his nightmares showed up right in front of him. Orochimaru was smirking wickedly, approaching the terrified frame with slow steps.

"You have some very nice, tight belts," the man said, holding about three of them in his hands. Sasuke refused to show him how utterly terrified he was of him, and just glared as much as he could. It was hard, because his muscles would not move.

The man must have used a different drug this time.

Orochimaru put the belts on the side of the bed, licking his lips as he held up one of Sasuke's kitchen knifes. "It's been a while, Sasuke-kun, how have you been?" He chuckled, knowing very well the boy could not answer him. He got on the bed, pointing the knife at Sasuke's chin.

"It took me years to finally find you. Stupid boy, do you know how much trouble I had to go through?" Orochimaru sneered, using his other hand to grab a fistful of coal strands and pulling his face upwards. "Did you think you could hide from me?"

What is he talking about?

Sasuke kept silent. There was so much evil reflected in the green eyes, staring directly into his soul. Orochimaru put the knife against Sasuke's cheek, tracing his pretty features with the blade.

I hope he beats me up and leaves me...

I just don't want him to... Touch me.

Orochimaru raised the knife and ran it over Sasuke's shirt, tearing it open easily. "I have been watching you for months, boy, and I know you have noticed me," he licked the pale ear, sending a cold chill down his spine. "You are clever. I know you have noticed me following you around, but you still don't lock the door. Is that your way of inviting me, hm?"

What a sick twisted bastard, just waiting until I get out of these restrains.

"Well, how rude of me to not show up earlier," Orochimaru laughed wickedly. Sasuke knew he was trying to play with his psyche. The best he could do was to block the words out. His chest was exposed to the man, the shirt being torn to shreds. "Do you know what I want? Why I'm here?"

Sasuke stared blankly at him, locking all emotions from his face. Inside, he was a terrified mess. Orochimaru had only showed up in his nightmares.

This had to be a nightmare.

"I want to break you," Orochimaru grabbed Sasuke chin roughly. "I want to make you pay for thinking you could get away from me, coward. You transferred schools because of me? How pathetic. I was going to make you my little whore, but you ruined my plans, and you're going to pay."

With that, Orochimaru stuck three of his fingers inside the boy's mouth, chocking him. Sasuke wanted to bite them, anything, but he could not move. Chuckling, the man thrust his fingers deeper past his plush lips. "I would love to fuck that mouth of yours, but the drug is going to wear off soon, and I know you bite. You're a feisty little pet."

Sasuke was boiling with rage, hatred and fear. This could not be happening. He was not about to get assaulted in his own home, in his own bed. He was not being treated like some kind of animal, and Orochimaru was not about to rape him again. No way was this real. This was a nightmare. Soon he would wake up from this and find himself in the restaurant with Naruto.

Naruto...

Orochimaru's eyes widened when he saw the twitching of the pale fingers that were painfully bound to the headboard. That meant the drug was wearing off. Quickly, he pulled his fingers out, grabbing the belts lying on the side. Sasuke was not even paying attention as the longhaired spread his thighs apart, right after undressing his lower half. Slowly.

"Mmm," He hummed, fondling his skin. "Your body is even more arousing now, now that I'm not about to fuck a child." Sasuke's eyes snapped open, and he felt so much disgust towards the man.

Did he have to bring that up? It took him years to get over the last assault. He was so traumatized. Those scars had healed, but Orochimaru was about to brutally open them all once again.

Sasuke wanted to kick around, watching in horror as the man wrapped one of his belts around his upper thigh, tightening it and wrapping the end of it to the handle of the drawer that was under his bed. He did the same to his other thigh, leaving him completely exposed.

"I have drugs that take longer to wear off. But I want you to scream, kick around, resist me," Orochimaru explained, running his hands up and down the milky thighs. He felt up his chest, then back down to his thighs. "I like it when you fight back."

No... Wake up... This is a nightmare...

This can't be happening.

Long agonizing minutes passed, with Orochimaru smiling wickedly while feeling up the tempting body under him. Sasuke closed his eyes shut, not showing him any sign of discomfort or that he was actually more than just terrified inside. If he was going to get raped, he was not going to show Orochimaru that he was in pain. He would not let him win.

"A-ah..." Sasuke gasped at the unexpected wet feeling that touched the inside of his thigh. His pupils dilated at the sight of the man running his tongue over his pale skin. This isn't happening. He then realized the sound that he made, and Orochimaru's grin widened.

"Y-you sick... fuck..." Sasuke chocked out, finally feeling his muscles again, though it was hard to talk with his mouth dry. He tried to move his wrists, hoping to break free from the extremely tight knot. Sasuke knew he was strong enough to slip out, but that required breaking his own bones, and he decided Orochimaru was not worth it.

"Wrong. I want to hear you moan like the little bitch you are," Orochimaru breathed, having a hold of the wriggling legs. Sasuke was doing his best to try to break free, but the belts were binding him so tightly he could almost feel the leathery material slice through his flesh. Each movement was extremely painful.

"Fuck you!" Sasuke gathered all the little saliva he could and spit it on the man's face. Orochimaru glared as he wiped it away, before roughly yanking the boy's hair, making him hiss painfully.

"I'm not gonna go easy on you now. How dare you think you have any power over me?" Orochimaru understood he was not doing a very good job of making the boy suffer. He angrily lifted the wriggling thighs and licking the underside of his knee.

The more Orochimaru touched him, the more Sasuke realized that this was not a dream. It was actually going to happen, and he could do nothing to stop it. Resisting only turned the twisted bastard on, but lying there submissively made him feel more humiliated than he could ever imagine.

There was literally no escape from this.

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Naruto was starting to fear that maybe Sasuke not showing up was his way of telling him that there was no chance for them. That there would never be a romantic relationship between them, and he had to give up.

There was no way Naruto could keep it platonic with Sasuke. The feelings he had for the man were too great and he would break himself if he caged them inside. Naruto did not lose hope, because he had only waited for two hours. He could wait more.

Something could have happened that made him this late. There had to be an explanation. Naruto believed in this love, and he was not going to lose faith when it came to Sasuke.

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Sasuke muffled a painful scream when Orochimaru pressed his member against his unprepared entrance. The humiliation and shame that he felt inside was overwhelming him, and he knew his face must be completely crimson by now.

"Fuck, it won't go in," the much older man muttered under his breath. "It looks like I have to prepare you, what a pain. I thought a used whore like you would be loose down there," he mocked, obviously wanting to skip the preparation.

Keeping silent, Sasuke glared hatefully at the man and had still not given up trying to get free. Orochimaru leaned into his face, licking a long stripe from his neck and up his chin. He nibbled his jaw and sucked. Sasuke's face wrinkled in disgust and the man licked his lips.

"I'm going to be very nice and finger fuck that slutty ass, now open that mouth and suck on my fingers. I swear, if you bite, it will be worse for you," he warned, not waiting before forcing his fingers down Sasuke's throat.

The raven immediately bit down the digits as hard as he could, earning a pained growl from Orochimaru. The man stared in horror as blood tickled down his fingers, and he snapped. "You worthless bitch," he slapped the boy as hard as he could, leaving a bright red bruise on the beautiful fair cheek.

He then grabbed a fistful of black hair and tugged it with force. "You asked for it." And like that, he pushed his head back to the headboard. Sasuke refused to let out any sound, only pulling at his restrains as Orochimaru lifted his legs and forced his member inside his hole.

"Ghhh...!" Sasuke chocked back a groan as the hard member tore through his muscles and forced its way inside of him. The burning feeling down there was unbearable, and he had to bite down his bottom lip to hold back a cry, his eyes widening in pain.

"I want you to remember me every time you close and open your eyes," Orochimaru breathed, his long strands falling on the boy's chest as he buried himself deep in him. Sasuke tried to not think of the fact that the sick rapist was in him, without any condom or consent for that matter.

Sasuke felt so violated, so used, dirty, worthless, weak and the list went on as he did everything he could to keep his emotions from showing on his face. The older man was still talking, but Sasuke had completely shut down everything around him.

Every thrust made the urge to cry even greater. Every touch made him feel like a pathetic little wimp who could not fight for himself.

Who lets themselves get raped twice? Twice!

I'm a fucking sissy.

Sasuke had no idea how much time passed, because it felt like days to him. Finally, he felt the man pull out of him, and his eyes opened in surprise. Orochimaru grinned wickedly at him, before stroking himself over the raven, and spilling his seed all over the boy's face.

Orochimaru laughed at the mortified look on Sasuke's face, his eyes looking completely broken. "You're how old again? Over twenty, and I still can easily dominate you. Oh, you must feel so pathetic," he leaned down, loving the devastated look in the ebony eyes. Hi face was covered in cum, wrists red and bruised as his body was completely at his mercy.

He was slowly wrecking the boy.

When all he was met with was silence, Orochimaru bent to suck and lick the cum off Sasuke's face. The raven laid still, arms and legs falling limp as he accepted that there was nothing he could do. He was broken. Once again.

"Good boy, it's better for you to-" Orochimaru was cut off when a loud ringing noise filled the bedroom. Sasuke knew it was his phone, but he did not care. It was not like he expected Orochimaru to let him answer it.

Interested, the older man grabbed the phone lying on the floor, and went back to the bed. "Naruto...?" He read out loud. Immediately, Sasuke's eyes widened, and he felt his heart clench tightly.

The date.

Naruto was probably thinking he was late.

Or not showing up.

He had no idea what the clock even was, and how long Naruto must have waited...

"Is this the same Naruto who you used to fool around with in high school?"

Sasuke shook his head. How dare he think we were fooling around? Orochimaru grinned at the nervous glint in the dark eyes, and he knew he must have been lying. "Were you supposed to meet him?" Again, Sasuke shook his head. He hoped the man would just let it go.

"The poor thing... I will send him a text... Doesn't he know it's rude to interrupt people like this?"

"No!" Sasuke yelled, surprising himself and Orochimaru. "I will do anything. Just ignore the call. He has nothing to do with this, you scumbag!"

Orochimaru smirked interested, before cancelling the call. Sasuke sighed relieved, but that was short-lived as he saw the man type a message on his phone. "What did you-"

"Shut up, whore." He threw the phone away, not caring where it landed. He grabbed Sasuke's chin roughly, facing him directly. "I'm tired of you complaining." He grabbed the third belt he had brought, and yanked Sasuke's hair to wrap it around him.

The material was rough and scratchy against him. Sasuke whimpered as the leather was tightly gagging him, leaving drool leaking down his chin as he struggled to breathe.

"When I'm done with you. You will never be able to recover. This is for those years you thought you were free from me," Orochimaru spit, clawing at his thighs, before burying himself deep in him and biting at his neck.

Sasuke did not bother holding his voice back. He was creaming into the belt as his body was being taken brutally. He had his limits, and this was it. He had not prepared for this to happen. It was too much for his already damaged and fragile psyche to handle.

Orochimaru was getting his so-called revenge. Even though Sasuke had never done anything to deserve this.

The bed was cracking and hitting the headboard with force. Orochimaru enjoyed every muffled cry, ever pained moan and every tear that escaped the Sasuke's eyes.

This was his absolute limit.

The only thing that comforted him was the thought of Naruto.

Oh... Naruto... He started sobbing.

Naruto...

I hope you're okay.

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Blue eyes widened as the digits blinked back at him. His body shook as sadness overwhelmed him. Naruto bit his trembling bottom lip and did all he could to not lose it. Never had he thought that one sentence could bring him so much pain.

Leave me the fuck alone.

Naruto put his phone down, trembling. So this was his answer. He stared down the ground, at his feet, blankly.

Minutes passed, maybe hours, Naruto did not know. He felt like everything he had worked for just crushed.

Leave me the fuck alone.

Why would he do this? Why would Sasuke give him so much hope, only to shatter everything he had ever dreamt of, in a matter of a second?

I guess... It's time to move on now, for good. Naruto thought, picking up the rose and throwing it in the nearest container. He walked a few steps, head lowered and hands buried in his pockets. The thought of it ending like this... no... it was unacceptable.

Naruto straightened his back and held his head high. This was not how he was going to end things. Not without talking to Sasuke first. He would not make the same mistake again. He would not assume things without talking to Sasuke at least. Hurrying back home, the blonde decided to go and talk to the raven, face to face and clear this up.

A text message was not enough. That was too impersonal. Naruto was sure something bad happened to Sasuke for him to snap at him like that. Thus, he would not give up on him, yet.

I'm not giving up on you, Sasuke...

At least give me a chance first.

I love you too much to let you go this easily.

I love you...

I love you.

You mean the world to me.

I hope you're okay.

AN:

Because this chapter was too dramatic, I will be writing the next one asap.

Before you guys kill me for doing this, be patient, everything will fall into place, and the next chapters will make up for this 250%, so stay tuned!