Ok so I lied its been FOREVER since I updated. I've been busy I swear. but here's an update so please don't kill me. Ok so here's a few personal notes. I'm looking into the whole Beta reader thing since I'm just so awsome with spelling and grammer :\ SO if you want to do that for me I would super lover you :) ( even more) oh yeah and I've seen OOC wrttin in some comments and I have no idea that it means so could someone tell me? All I can come up with is out of character. Any who I hope you think this chapter sorry its short. YES YES I KNOW I SUCK...

yeah and blah blah twilight series not mine. GRRRR the movie will never be as good as what I see in my mind. Edward is soo much hotter in it and grrrrr i want to see it but I don't, cuz what if it wrecks twilight for me no human can ever play Edward to his true glory grrrrrr. Edward is OH SO SEXY MeeeOOOWW

Jacob wolfed down the food at astonishing speed. Each bite I'm sure cost a few dollars. Carlisle smiled widely. It must be a rare sight to see someone enjoying human food so much. Jacob stopped scarfing down the food and whipped his mouth on the back of his arm. He pushed his plate forward to gather seconds. He paused and looked around the room at the eyes glued on him. Nobody else was eating. Slowly he sat back down. Feebly he mumbled "Sorry."

Esme laughed. " Don't be, it's quite all right. There is plenty to go around there's only four of you to eat it anyways."

Charlie's eyes went wide realizing the people around him weren't exactly people for one thing and secondly lived off of a strict diet of blood. Lyla platted his white knuckled hand resting on the table.

Emmetts booming laugher reverberated off the walls. " Ofcourse we wont being dinning tonight, we're just here for the company."

Edward slipped out of the room returning with a wine glass of my smoothie. He kissed me cheek. "Here you go sweety you should at least have something."

" Thank you sweety."

Lyla eyed my glass. " So I guess it's true you really don't have to drink blood."

Jasper looked at me proudly. " Not only does she not need to drink blood, she has no desire to."

Emmett chuckled once more. " Now that's an understatement. She passes out anytime she catches whiff of a drop of blood."

I scowled at Emmett playfully. " Oh come on, Its not thaaaat bad!"

Alice giggle her wind chime laughter. " Pretty much."

Edward put his arm around my shoulder pulling me to him. He whispered in my ear only loud enough for me to hear. " At least you never have to live with the guilt of being monster like me."

" Edward, you're not a monster!"

" Shhhhh, not right now hunny."

Carlisle spoke diverting the conversation in a slightly different direction. " Bella, I was thinking about conditioning you so you wouldn't react to blood like that anymore. If word got out about it, it could be used against you."

" Oh I had never really thought about it that way."

Carlisle nodded his head. " That's what I thought, so what I was thinking was I could slowly expose you blood until you become used to it. Just a drop to begin with." He smiled hoping that it might be of some reassurance to me.

I smiled back uncertainly. " Well I guess that sounds like a good plan."

Edward hugged me again. " Don't worry sweety I'll be there for you.."

Lyla smiled. " Wow you two really look like you're in love. Is it like imprinting?"

Jacob squeezed Maria's small hand and smiled at me. " I think it's exactly like imprinting."

Alice clapped her hands " Talking about love. When are you two getting married? We need to start planning the wedding. There is so many things that need to be done. I just love wedding so don't worry I will help you."

Maria traced patterns on the table with her finger. " Well actually Jacob's family isn't all to happy about the engagement in the first place, and I'm not to sure how mine will feel about having a vampire for a wedding planner." Her voice trailed off.

Alice's smile dropped, I could see that she was crushed.

Emmett pounded his fist on the table. " WHAT? A bunch of DOGS are going to be offended by Alice?

Maria shrunk back into Jacob's arms. A low rumbling growl emitted from his chest. " Its not like she asked you parasites for help anyways. You just forced yourself on her."

Emmett jumped up from the table, ready to square off with Jacob. "PARASITES!"

Charlie yelled his voice caring the law. "ENOUGH!

Emmett turned and growled at Charlie. Rosalie smacked him hard in the back of the head. " Oh just shut up already and sit down." Obediently Emmett shrank back down into his chair. He mumbled an apology to Charlie.

Jake started to wail uncontrollably, confused by the situation. Jasper tried to calm him but he was still fitful. Esme bounced him on her knee but he continued to cry. Marie rolled her eyes at Jacob." You just had to fight with him didn't you? Now look what you've done."

" But he started it!"

Maria shook her head." I doesn't matter who started it does it?"

Lyla looked over at Maria then to Esme. " Let me hold Jake, I've always been good with children." Reluctantly but with a smile, Esme parted with Jake. Maria clutched Jake to her chest, he nuzzled into her warm bosom. Soon the crying stopped and it seemed as if perhaps he had fallen asleep. Esme showed Lyla to the room Jake where was staying , silently thanking her. A vampire being the mother of a human child had its downfalls, such as the extremely low body temperature.

I still felt the tension in the air. All eyes were down cast and nobody spoke a word. I shook my head in disgust. " This is ridicules. There is no reason for any of you to be fighting. We are all adults here so start acting like it. Like Esme said this dinner is to clear the air not fill it with tension."

Alice was still pouting and leaning into Jaspers protective arms. Maria looked up tears brimming in her eyes. " I'm sorry Alice I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I personally don't have any problem with you being a vampire." I heard a grumble come from Jacob and Maria elbowed him in the chest, still mad at him for fighting. " It's just that I worry that my family may cause a fight. The purpose of the werewolves of my people is to kill your kind, and my people are very proud of the werewolves. I fear they may hate you just to keep up appearances."

Lyla came walking into the room with Esme. "Oh don't worry about them crazy old coots. I'll talk to them for you if you'd like. Plus if Bella says they're alright then that's good enough for me. For all the things I've heard about Bella I 'm sure that it's safe to trust her judgment. On top of all that I was talking to Esme in the other room and she said that since Jacob's family probably wouldn't be helping to pay for the wedding that they would be more then happy to help out." I sat marveling at the ways that both my old and new family showed me that they love me.

Alice regained some of her previous pep. " So does that mean that I still may be able to help?"

Maria's eyes were wide, she looked to Lyla who nodded her head. "Yea I guess if it's all right."

Alice clapped her hands. Remembering my wedding I figured it was best if I said something now. " Alice you know that HELP doesn't mean that you get to plan the whole wedding. Right?"

Alice pouted at me. " Yes Bella I know...I promise I'll consult with her first." She winked at me as she said her last words. I rolled my eyes, Maria has no idea what she just signed herself up for."