chapter 21

A/N: Happy Belated Birthday to SCAL! My story which is the second one I ever posted to this site is now 1 and since this story is like my baby and it is 1 I think it's finally time to introduce the babies! yay I hope you guys love their names I think it fits them well for how I picture them. So I hope adding them in won't add more chaos than there already is anyway I hope you guys like the chapter.

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RPOV

For the past couple of days I have been sitting by Edward and Leah's side hoping they would wake up after what had happened I couldn't decide whether killing a someone was right or wrong because I didn't know anymore everything was becoming to much I stood up hovering over Leah " Pocha when do you plan on waking up all this waiting is driving us up the wall and I really need your advice right about now" I said staring at her for a long moment and then when I was about to sit back down I saw Leah's eyes open just barely "Leah?" I said not believing my eyes , she blinked a few more times before she opened her eyes fully " how long have I been out" she murmured trying to sit up but then winced lying back down "a week" I said she looked around the room taking everything in then her eyes landed on her flat stomach and I could see the worry fill her eyes "the babies" she said "are fine" I said smiling that's when she looked to her side and saw Edward motionless "Edward?...Edward!...what's wrong with him why isn't he answering me" she said tears being to fall from her eyes her heart monitor began beeping frantically " it's ok Leah ..Carlisle" I yelled hoping he was in the house, seconds later he was next to me injecting something into Leah's I.V and her heart began to beat at a regular pace again "It's nice to see that you are finally ready to grace us with your presents now Leah I need for you to stay calm while I check your vitals Edward is in what appears to be a coma it happened when you almost died now all we do is wait... how much pain are you in? and is there anything I can get you?" he said going up to her to check her vitals " alot and water" she sniffled trying to whipe her tears away he sat her bed up for her and gave her some pain medicine.

LPOV

After getting my pain medication and water I was feeling a little better but I was still a little sore I had something that was important to tell them but I just couldn't remember, I know I had to keep calm but it hurt my heart to know that I was the reason Edward was like this but I had to be strong for him and my babies "can I see my babies now?" I asked him he nodded "Rose can you and Alice can you please bring the children up here" he said.

A few minutes later Rosalie came in the room with two blue bundles and Alice came with a pink one I cradled my arms and Rosalie put one of the boys into my arms, instantly he snuggled into me looked at me once and then went back to his peaceful slumber "he is the one you delivered in the meadow" Rosalie said I smiled down at my beautiful baby boy he had light brown eyes with honey flecks, a head full of jet black hair, and milky white skin he looked more like me then Edward "he has alot of hair" I said smiling "yea they all do now what are you going to name him?" Alice asked impatiently I frowned I hated that I had to do this without Edward but they couldn't just go without names.

" his name is Harrison...Harrison Jasper Lilse Cullen" I said I wanted to name my first born after my father because not only did he give me life but in a way he saved it "that's a beautiful name" Rosalie said I handed him back to her and took my other son when I got him he was wide awake kicking his little feet and he screamed which turned into a laugh " I see your ready to get on the move where are you trying to go buddy?" I asked him and he cooed as if he was answering me flailing his little fist around. He had dark brown hair, his skin was the perfect mix between me and Edwards and so was his features I saw a equal amount of both of us in him but what I noticed the most was his emerald green eyes " I think you are going to be my little trouble maker what do you think?" I asked him and he squealed whiched made me laugh " I think Silas is a perfect name for you... Silas Cassiel Mason Cullen" I said kissing his head and handing him back to Rosalie then Alice came up and handed me my little girl she was wearing a little pout on her face she had brown ringlets with natural bronze high lights, dark brown eye, sun kissed skin and she looked mostly like Edward and someone else I was assuming his mother "pretty girls shouldn't wear pouts" I said tapping her lips "Eliza is a perfect name for you...Eliza Coralise Rosalice Mae Cullen...long but it works" I said kissing her forehead handing her back to Alice it saddened me that I couldn't hold them that long because I was still healing but I felt a little better.

After Alice and Rosalie put them back in there basinets they came back to visit me "we told Carlilse the names you chose so he could write out the birth certificate" Alice said "and why did you never tell me that Edward was your babies father?" she asked hurt " I-I don't know Ali don't take it personal I was hurting and embarrased...just wondering how fast do they grow? and what do they eat?" I asked " they will reach full materity at age 10 and Eliza prefers blood but can drink formula, Silas is fine with either or and Harrison isn't a fan of the blood but again he can tolerate it" Rosalie said "wait so Harrison isn't mostly vampire?" I asked I assumed he was on the count of his skin color "it seems like Eliza is more vampire than Harrison" she said " Leah do you remeber anything that happened when they came to rescue you?" Alice asked " I remember darkness...uhm..horrible smells and being in a meadow having my baby before I passed out" I said I knew there was something else and it was scratching to get to the surface but I just couldn't remeber.

A day had passed and I was getting alot better I still wasn't able to get out of bed but I was able to move around more without getting jolts of pain. I was feeding Slias when all my memories of that night came flooding back " It was Sam...Sam is the one who kidnapped me" I yelled Silas began to kick his little feet as in protest to the loud noises I was making "we know...I killed him" with an emotionless face "what?" I murmured it felt like a piece of my heart had been ripped from the rest ofcourse I was going to still have love for Sam no matter how much he hurt me he was still my first love and pack brother "how could you?...what about Emiley? what about Salem?" I muttered a single tear falling from my eye "he hurt you Leah! and gave you to some creature to die" she said getting irritated "did you see him there helping her? because I didn't when you asked him what happened did he know what you were talking about?" I huffed "but I was trying t-" she said but I cut her off " did you even give him a chance? no, so why should I give you a chance to explain yourself? you have ruined life's and agreements over this... where is Emiley and Salem?" I asked getting more and more upset at her by the second "we don't know...they left Emiley alone with Sam's body and when they went to retrieve her she was gone along with the body and Salem is with your mom for now" she huffed " Rosalie I can't believe you would do something like this...a-and you were like a sister to me... from now on this friendship is at a stand still..I need time to think... I can't even look at you the same..please leave" I said looking away from her whiping the tears that had fallen why was my happy little family falling apart right infront of my eyes and I can't help but to think it was all because of me.

A/N: Ok so I hope you guys liked this chapter and Coralise is pronounced Cora-lease and was inspired by my faithful reviewer corky kellems and Rosalice is pretty self explainitory but just in case people don't know how to say it it's just Rose-Alice, any who I hope you guys liked this chapter alot of unanswered questions I know if you have any specific ones let me know well tah tah for now!