Alyssa got to the airport and just sat there waiting she was still in shock after everything that happened she knew that she was doing the right thing by going away but at the same time she felt horrible for hurting Joe. She knew that he was hurt and she knew that she wasn't making it easy on him but at the same time she felt like neither one of them thought about her well-being when they all betrayed her. In a way she felt like she was being selfish for just thinking about herself but at the same time she felt like she was doing the right thing. She knew she couldn't be with a man that was this famous she knew she never would have fit into his world. His dad made it perfectly clear to her that she was not good enough for his son. She loved Joe with every beating of her heart but she couldn't stand looking at him after he cheated on her and after she lost his baby. She blamed herself and she will blame herself for the baby for the rest of her life. She will love Joe for the rest of her life she knew that she never felt more love for anyone other than Joe what she had with him was beyond beautiful and it crushed her heart when she found out that for him it wasn't the same he cheated and that was enough proof that he didn't love her as much as she loved him. As she sat there she knew she was leaving him behind and it tore her heart away but at the same time she needed this she needed to move on and let him be him. Joe was a big star he had everything in the world and he didn't need her as a distraction.
Flight 20148 leaving in 15 minutes:
She grabbed her little suitcase and headed towards the plane.
Kim drove Joe home she was afraid of leaving him alone but at the same time she needed to go see John she needed to cry on his shoulder she just watched her best friend leave and it broke her heart.
Kim: Joe you sure you going to be alright?
Joe: Yea I need to be alone right now thanks Kim I will see you guys later.
Joe waved her off and couldn't help but just crash inside his house leaning his head to the wall he looked around the house and saw nothing but emptiness. He got up and walked around and saw the now lonely looking piano and it tore on his heart he sat there and closed his eyes and every great memory every song she sang to him and every laugh she brought him came flying through his head. He was in so much pain he wanted nothing more then to disappear how could he have let her get away? How could he have done all the things to her when he loved her so unconditionally? If he only had one more chance with her he would have proven to her that she was everything he ever wanted. None of the fame, the money mattered as much as having her next to him mattered. Everything in the house felt lonely and every room every t-shirt reminded him of her. "How could I have been so stupid" he punched a wall couple times he was so angry with himself he was never going to forgive himself for what he had done to her. He grabbed his phone to see if he could reach her but of course her phone was off. He opened his phone and looked at her picture he had taken a long time ago with them two together and nothing but tears came down his eyes. He knew that he was never going to love like he loved her never again.
John was waiting for Kim "where have you been what's going on" as John asked Kim all she could do was run into his arms "she's gone! My best friend is gone" John didn't know what she was talking about but he knew he needed to calm her down some she was a mess and it's not like Kim to cry this much he didn't question anything he just held her real tight.
Alyssa's flight was nine hours long she had two little girls sitting in the seats right next to her she was trying not to talk too much but of course with kids that was impossible since they had millions of questions.
Little girl: Hey what's your name? You look like someone I've seen on TV not too long ago.
Alyssa was horrified about that she knew she probably saw her with Joe or something she didn't want the whole plane people freaking out so she just played it cool.
Alyssa: Hey My name is Allie what's your name? And I am sure you haven't seen me on TV I am not that special.
Little girl: Oh my name is Zoe and my sister's name is Nancy we thought you were that girl who dated Roman Reigns.
Alyssa couldn't help but clinch at the girls words. She didn't want other people at the plane hearing that.
Alyssa: Can you two keep a secret?
Both girls with big eyes "YES"
Alyssa: Yes I am that girl but can we please keep it down I don't want other people in here knowing.
Zoe: See I knew it!
Nancy: Me too! That's cool we want you guys to be together forever!
Zoe: Yea you two make a good couple.
Nancy: I don't think he ever cheated on you! You can tell he loves you very much.
As Alyssa watched the two girls she was surprised as how much they knew I guess kids these days really do use the internet and TV way too much.
Nancy: You guys are still together right?
Alyssa: No we are not!
Zoe: What but why? Man that sucks.
Nancy: That's not cool you guys are meant to be together.
And so was the rest of the flight with the little girls. Alyssa couldn't help herself but think about what her unborn baby girl would have been like, she wondered if she would have been asking millions questions as well it broke her heart to think about her little baby. But she enjoyed the two girls very much and after talking to them she found out she wasn't really far away from them in Italy. They made her promise them that if she got back with Joe she would take them to a wrestling show. Deep down inside Alyssa knew that was never going too happened so she promised them.
Joe had to go into work he dreaded every day of it. He used to love his job but lately he was just not in the mood for questions and diffidently not in the mood to smile and take pictures. The happiest he was when he was in a match there he could release all his anger which was starting to show he was being brutal and he didn't care he hurt a lot of people and he hurt himself as well but he didn't care about the pain in his mind nothing more hurt as it hurt to watch Alyssa leave. Joe worked constantly flying city to city, he worked more than he had ever in his whole career life and in some way it was the only way that kept him somewhat sane. He hated going home everything reminded him of Allie and it would make him just feel depressed so he would work over hours if he had to just to not go home. He rarely spoke to anyone the only people he would see or speak to were John and Kim. He didn't really feel like being bothered with anyone. Summer made a mistake in trying to talk to Joe one day and had to keep himself from not hurting her he cussed her out she started crying. Stella constantly called him as well to "checkup" on him which was bunch of bull she was just trying to see if she had destroyed the best thing that had happened to him. Of course Joe ignored all her phone calls and on the days she's show up he had nothing nice to say to her neither he was furious with her.
Back in Italy it has been almost a month now since Alyssa left the States to come back and refresh her life. She tried real hard every day to just make it without crying and thinking about Joe of course some days were harder than others as time flue by she started attending college so she could finish her nursing degree she also found a job as a waitress in a little pub. On the side she would do wedding planning with one of her cousins well, they are really not her cousins but in Italy all people were like family so if they happen to grow up with you or their family knew your family you instantly became family it was a weird thing but thank God for all the people Alyssa's parents knew because they all chipped in to help her as much as needed and she appreciated that a whole bunch. Right after she found a job she instantly got herself a little place to stay it wasn't big or anything but it was beyond beautiful and it was a house not an apartment. Alyssa would often just sit down and break in tears she'd remember something Joe said or did and it would instantly make her feel sad. A lot of guys at work tried hitting on her but of course Alyssa was diffidently not interested as she was still missing and only thinking about Joe after all he was her true love and she can't just forget him like that. She often wondered what Joe was up to and if he thought of her as much as she thought of him but then again that would only make her even sadder and she would find herself doing something to distract those feelings. She often thought about Kim she missed having a best friend and it made her sad after all Kim was one of her best friends for a very long time and she missed her, she thought about calling her but then she just didn't have the guts to she wasn't sure what to say and so she always bailed on the idea. She knew at some point she would call her to tell her that she was alright but that wasn't going to be anytime soon.
Ever since Alyssa left Joe he has been distant from everyone it's been a month and everyone thought that big Roman Reigns would get over it but he still hasn't. He tried not to think about Alyssa as much but every time any other girl threw herself at him or looked at him she would come to his mind. He went out with couple of the Divas in the locker room and mostly it was for a piece of ass after they would do it he would practically throw them out of the door like they were trash. He couldn't connect with any of them, the sex was horrible and their stories were boring as they were. Joe became irritated with all the diva girls but every once in a while he would have random sex with some of them and that would be it. His mom was around more often he would spend more time with her she even tried to hook him up with some girls but of course that turned out to be a disaster they would usually always say something stupid or overreact because they were with him and that would just turn him totally and completely off. He knew he would never find another girl that was as down to earth as his Alyssa was she was one of a kind.
John and Kim were still together they loved one another very much they even talked about marriage of course John's schedule was super crazy and that drove Kim a little nuts but then again she understood how much he loved his job so she was okay with it. She didn't want to rush John into anything she knew he loved her and she loved him back. Kim often wondered about Alyssa and what she was up too she missed her best friend more than ever especially when she thinks about her marriage she gets even sadder that Alyssa wouldn't be around to be her maid of honor. She always imagined Alyssa as her maid of honor she wanted Alyssa to sing at her wedding and it broke her heart that she didn't even know if Alyssa was alright she thought after a month she would hear from her but of course she didn't and it was devastating. She felt bad for Joe as well she tried as much as she could to talk to him and check up on him but Joe pretty much shut everyone out he was diffidently not a talker these days. Kim knew he was hurting. They would get together sometimes for BBQ and of course Joe would try his best to be all happy but John and Kim could tell he was just as upset as they were about Alyssa being gone. It made it awkward sometimes when Kim would blur out how she and Alyssa did something and then she would just stop because it would get really uncomfortable she hated that she couldn't even mention her it's almost like she was dead and Kim hated that thought.
Alyssa worked in this little pub now for about two months now and the owners really loved her but worried they couldn't afford her they weren't making much money due to all the other pubs around that had karaoke bars, sports TV channels and, fancy food and drinks. Alyssa felt so bad for them she offered to start singing at the bar hoping that it would bring a bigger crowd in and of course as soon as she got on that stage money started floating in like crazy the owners had no idea Alyssa could sing they were as surprised as all the people that never came in just because they thought the pub was boring. She used some of her money and bought them a big screen TV that way they could get some sports channels and attract more people and BOOM it worked the bub was full and they had more than enough money to even hire more employees. Alyssa loved the owners they were an old couple who treated her like their granddaughter and they helped her so much she was forever grateful to them. She was finishing her college and of course she needed all the money she could make. From working with her "cousins" as a wedding planner and working at the pub made her pretty much money for everything she needed and she had some left for herself of course Alyssa saved every penny she made. One night they plugged in the TV at the pub bar and of course she was watching how happy they were but when they turned on the TV Boom like out of nowhere there he was! She found herself standing there with almost no breath left as she watched the man whom she loved with all of her heart just beating some other guy. She couldn't believe what she was seeing she saw him! The man she was trying to escape from the man she was trying so hard to forget was right there on that big TV and tears just flew down her face.