Hi, Gabriel here.

It's been a long long time since I updated and I actually have a valid reason for it. Again.

Everybody knew chapter 20 was going to be a lemon. But lemons cant be posted here. So I turned to y-hosting gallery to start posting the story over there. It was well received there and I have a nice steady flow of stalkers there now :3

But as someone noted, wouldn't it be nice if the folks at would get to read it too? So, here I am again, updating.

None of these new ones, except chapter 21, were beta-ed. I'm quite sorry, dear Shinn, for this. I've been too busy and too impatient. So if there are mistakes, I'm sorry, my fault.

Either way, lets see how many I can upload today. And to see how long this chapter will last XD. I might be banned from any minute now 3

(oh, btw, the one who reviewed that Kakashi was an absolute and terrible asshole in my fic: you totally missed the point of the whole story sweety. It's not about Kakashi at all. Not about Kakashi and Naruto. Just about Naruto and Sasuke. So would you please refrain from sending me reviews like that again? They didn't quite make sense. And of course, as always the following applies: Don't like the story? Then don't read it. I cant believe you hated it that much and still read up to.. what, chapter 14? Geez..)

Sorry folks!

Enjoy!

Chapter 20. Liquid white

What the.. What's happening? What am I doing here? What's going on?

Sasuke's mind went in overdrive the second he landed on his bed, his familiar dark scent comforting him, signaling he was in a safe place. A very safe place. In fact, his bedroom or just his bed was the only consistent thing in his life. It was always there, it would always be his place to rest in and get rid of the awful visions and nightmares he had gathered on his missions.

But this time the familiar scent wasn't alone, and it was both comforing and confusing him in a way he didnt expect. A bright smell, a heavy smell, the sweet smell of alcohol and the light smell of a summer breeze.

"Sasuke.." A low and husky voice breathed into his ear, accompanied by a soft lick on his earlobe.

Dazed, he felt his own mouth open and he was amazed at the sound of his own voice, throaty, deep and fascinating, its sound pure and velvet in his silent room making it even stand out more.

"Naruto.."

The thought of what exactly was going on was tugging him far away in his mind. It flashed by too fast for him to fully realise what was happening. It was most certainly bugging him, this thought that it all was wrong. That it all shouldnt happen. That Naruto was drunk and that he was lonely and hurt. That they were both guys and that in true fact, they hadnt even met eachother that long ago.

As Naruto moved his kisses back up to his open mouth again, dipping his soft and warm tongue slowly in, sighing as adrenaline rushed up and down his body with his heartbeat, Sasuke once again felt all his reason melt away and decided to discard any thoughts that was wrong away. How could something that felt this good, that tasted this good, be so wrong?

His whole body responded without a second thought, his whole mind screamed for more of the blonde man pressing down on him, so why would he care for that tiniest of thoughts of reason? He wouldn't, not now.

The strange sensation of falling, of drowning into this other person slowly gave way and was replaced by something even stronger. He knew what it was to lose himself in the other voice, the scent and the beautiful pure blue eyes, but at this moment it wasnt enough, he wanted more, so much more. He knew it was selfish, but something inside of him said Naruto was feeling the exact same thing and Sasuke grinned as he thought he felt Naruto's heartbeat against his skin.

Sasuke felt strong arms wrap around him, rough gentle hands slide down his side and his back, pressing him tighltly against the blonde's chest. Naruto's mind seemed to scream out a silent message and the body just followed his orders. It was as if he wanted to take all of Sasuke in, as if their skin coulnt be any closer, as if their touches couldnt be faster and hotter, as if they wanted to melt in eachother and Sasuke gasped slightly at the overwhelming feeling of this, their craving was almost too much to handle for the pale shinobi.

Naruto must've realised this a while ago already, he realised, chuckling that he was so slow in matters like these. Naruto still acted so much more on instinct and mood and less on reason, like he himself always did. He grinned, leaning his head back and eyes wide open as each sensation flowed through him, taking away all his sense of reason slowly and he gasped, welcoming it as much as he did Naruto's soft passionate kisses on his throat and collarbone.

He felt the other man move up, apparently wondering why he was grinning and sighing like a fool in love, and he lifted up his head to look at the tanned face, a sweet gentle smile spread across it and the blue eyes shone full with affection through the half-lidded eyes.

"Naruto.." He whispered, wiping a small bit of hair out of the blonde's face, earning him a warm cheek as Naruto followed the movement of the hand and leaned against it, closing the blue eyes for a second before moving up again, taking Sasuke's lips in a slow kiss once more.

Sasuke accepted the kiss with a rare smile spread on his lips, feeling as if he was dreaming and sighed deeply as his tongue played with the eager invading other tongue in his mouth, swirling and tasting just as he was doing to the other.

Sasuke slid both of his arms up, one hand burying itself in the blonde frizzled locks and pulling him close so he wouldn't miss a second of the delicious taste of the other man and the other snaking around his lower back to press him closer.

Naruto instantly picked this up and held Sasuke's head in one place with both his hands, as if he was holding something so precious that he would never let go anymore, mind going mad over the possesive manner with which Sasuke pulled him closer into the kiss, fingers playing with the strands of hair on the back of his head. He just wanted to feel everything of Sasuke, and he moved to align his hips with his, legs covering the slender pale legs of his former rival and covering him like a human blanket, keeping absolutely still not to fall off the other man nor to cause him to squirm and toss him off.

But only seconds later, as the heat of Sasuke's bare skin started to seep through the remainder of his yukata, he couldnt contain himself any longer. He wanted more of the dark-haired young man, tasting so deliciously and the heavy masculine scent flooding his senses, only made him crave more of him. He wanted to bury himself completely into this other person, this wonderful being underneath him, holding his head there so he couldnt escape the deep kisses he was given, as if the other man was like a black panther, famished and starving for a love he had missed all his life.

Little did he know that Sasuke felt exactly that way.

To Sasuke, it was almost as if a primal instinct had taken over him, clinging onto this person as if the world was to be destroyed any moment and at the same time as if the world, time, didnt even exist. Naruto was right here, his warmth was spreading through his body and his scent drugged his mind and his tongue, that magical sensation and taste, was fighting alongside his over dominance.

What the hell. So what if Naruto could very well leave any minute? So what if he was drunk? So what if he might be dead next time he saw him? And so fucking what everything.. He was there now, in his arms, tongue inside his mouth, hands now sliding up and down his chest. So what if he ever thought he was dead, gone and buried or rotting in some sort of gutter, he was alive and Sasuke could feel his heartbeat speed up as he started to grind his hips against Naruto. Anything, anything at all, to make the blonde become closer to him. Anything to make this body drown in him, anything to melt together..

Naruto automatically started to grind his hips back into Sasuke, slowly at first, more heavy and possesive later on as he discovered what outcome his actions had on the dark shinobi, whose breath had become heavy and slightly ragged, the delicious friction of their erections against eachother through the cloth heated them up.

Naruto left Sasuke's mouth and slid his lips down the well-defined cheek to the elegant pale neck, planting light kisses here and there, and when the friction became too good for his senses, he softly bit the sensitive skin near his collarbone, causing a loud moan from Sasuke, sounding more like a heavy sigh mixed with pleasure.

Moving down he slid his right hand underneath the blue shirt again and pulled it over Sasuke's head, finally resting his whole torso on the other man, soft tanned skin against pale hot skin. He felt Sasuke's hands slide down his back as well, pushing as much of the remaining yukata back as possible.

"Just lift.. yeah.. your hips.." Sasuke directed him so he could get the nasty cloth out of their way, tugging on the small obi and finally throwing the whole blue ball of cloth away in the corner. As he pushed himself up a bit to see where he had thrown the yukata (not in a place where it could be damaged, like his pile of kunai or shuriken, after all.. it would be nice to see Naruto dressed in it someday again) he was treated on a sight that nearly took his breath away.

Through the blonde locks of the man now caressing and kissing his chest, he could take a perfect look at the curve of the musculair back and partially smooth skin, following a perfect line right down the well-formed ass and strong legs winding themselves around his. Sasuke smiled and fell back, burying his face in the golden hair and strong shoulders. He hadnt even noticed the hundreds of small to big scars that littered his back, but he had seen ist pure raw beauty, the beauty of a ninja who had fought for a long time and had yet kept his natural beauty.

Naruto looked up, having felt the change in pace of his breathing.

"Hn.. what is it.." He whispered, eyes gazing into Sasuke's while he went back to his business, lapping and softly biting one of the nipples within his reach.

"Ahn.. Nn... Naruto.." Sasuke moaned as the said nipple was teased, followed by Naruto's low grumbling chuckle in amusement. He seriously loved having such an impact on the otherwise so cold and stoic young man.

"I take it you like that.." Naruto growled, tongue swirling around the hardened knob.

"Don't ask... hn.. stupid questions.. Moron.." Sasuke smirked and sat up straight, considering it his turn now to see what reactions he could unlock from Naruto.

He placed a pale hand on the tanned chest, fingers sprawled to all sides and pushed him back, before he crawled over the strong body, halting as his eyes had gotten used to the faint moonlight pouring in though the windows.

Sasuke looked down to Naruto's stomach and back up to his face, seeing Naruto was biting his lip in anticipation, eyes closed and fully surrendering himself to Sasuke. Sasuke however saw something that knocked him off his feet for an instant, but then quickly dismissed it and considered it a matter for another day, as he rubbed the smooth skin on his belly with his open hands, saving the memory of bare hot skin against his palms in his head. All that mattered was here and now, with this human and his addictive touch.

He bent down and kissed the small scar running over a few muscles on his abdomen, following its trail down, ending at the rim of his boxers. Sasuke glanced at Naruto who was arching back at the mere touch of Sasuke's hands and face so agonisingly close to his straining erection in his boxershorts. Slowly Sasuke pulled them down and a mix of surprise and excitement took over him. He knew Naruto was probably well endowned when it came to size, but to see his cock erect and standing up proudly, slowly moving as blood was pumped through it, begging for attention, was a whole new thing.

He had never had the taste of another man, he simply had never met anyone who could meet up to his expectations or his requirements, let alone a man like Naruto. And yet here he was, right before him, and Sasuke licked his lips, wondering what he would taste like, what it would taste like to taste another man on his lips, other than the other tongue ravishing his mouth.

Without a second thought he dipped down and gave a small lap on the hardened length, surprised at the silky smoothness of the skin.

"Aaaah... oh man.." Naruto moaned out in pleasure at the touch. Sasuke felt a ball roll itself into a knot deep in his stomach at the mere sound of it, arousing him even more than he already was. He needed to have all of him, right here and right now, before he lost his chance.

Naruto practically screamed his lungs out for a second as he felt the warm wet mouth and tongue swallow him whole. Sasuke's hot mouth started sucking, his tongue swirling over the sensitive top and sliding over the small slit made him go wild. He never expected Sasuke to be so good, so natural in what he was doing and he enjoyed every single second of it as small bursts of energy made their way through his veins to his head. With each lap and each suck, the ball low in his abdomen became tighter and his hips automatically thrust up to get more of this wonderful sensation as he buried his hands deep in the raven hair of the other man, his head bobbing up and down as he did to Naruto what he thought would pleasure him the most.

Without stopping Sasuke moved one of his hands down his own back to take off his boxers as well, not being able to stand his throbbing erection trapped in the now very tight cloth. As soon as he had gotten them off, he tossed the to the pile of discarded clothes nearby and laid himself down, letting Naruto wrap his long legs around his waist, trapping his whole body in one big embrace while he licked and played the hard dick with his tongue and mouth.

Naruto tasted just as sweet there as his mouth had tasted. Watery and sweet like vanilla, but a whole diffirent kind of taste his mouth had been. But still, it tasted as if he was sucking the whole essence out of Naruto and worked like a drug, only enhanced by Naruto's now ragged and harsh panting and moaning.

"Sasuke.. stop.." He moaned desperately, but Sasuke paid no heed to the call for mercy, enjoying his little play way too much to stop now. He loved the sense of power he had over the blonde man, knowing he was completely vulnerable to his touch and was at his mercy. The sheer thought that he was the one causing the precious and delightful moans from the handsome blonde was almost enough to make him come without ever being touched.

"Stop.. I'm going.. I'm.." Naruto panted, unable to voice the words he wanted to say, taken away by the awesome pleasure Sasuke was giving him.

Sasuke himself could hardly take it anymore. He still wanted all of Naruto, wanted to be bury himself in him and melt away with him untill they were just a single entity of pleasure.

"Naruto.. can I.." He began, having pulled away for a few seconds, a strange blush spreading across his cheeks.

Naruto looked up, seeing his partners eyes hazed with pure lust and realising the throbbing hardness pressing against his inner thigh. It was too hot to even see and he averted his eyes, focusing now purely on touch and sensation. If he were to open his eyes again, seeing Sasuke's slender but muscular form buried between his legs and the hard dick rubbing against his skin, combined with his automatic hipthrusting was too much for his mind to comprehend. If he were to see all that, he would come at that very moment.

He slowly nodded and shifted his hips a bit more to grant Sasuke access.

"Are you.. sure?" Sasuke panted, eyes half-lidded as he watched Naruto writhe beneath him.

"Yeah.."

Sasuke gave a small nod and sucked on one of his fingers and slid it down, teasing Naruto's hot entrance and dipping a bit in, finding Naruto was pure heat all compressed into one delicious body.

"This.." He panted. "Isn't your first time.. is it.." He slid the finger a bit deeper in, his other hand teasing the base of his cock.

"No.." Naruto moaned loudly. "But I'm your first.. man.. right?" He could barely get the words across his lips as Sasuke fully slid his finger in and added an other whilst pumping his hardened member up and down to ease the pain he had expected, but was there.

"Yeah.." Sasuke panted. Naruto was beautiful beyong belief, the way he was wriggling below him, surrendered to his touch, the toned skin glistening with sweat and the strong chest heaving up and down with each ragged breath he sucked in.

"Sasuke.. please.." Naruto pushed himself up a bit, sliding an arm behind Sasuke head and pulling him close, thrusting his tongue in the already open panting mouth of Sasuke. "I'm going to come by your sight alone.. Don't do that to me.. please.." He panted into the kiss.

Sasuke smirked and retracted his fingers, positioning himself so that his erection was right against Naruto's entrance, losing his mind half already in the heated kiss Naruto was giving him.

"I want you.. I've always wanted you.." Naruto sighed into the kiss, resting his forehead against the ravenhaired ninja. "I want every bit of you, every tiny thing of you I can get my hands on. I want to melt and.."

"Melt away together untill we are nothing.." Sasuke finished the sentence and slowly pushed his cock into Naruto.

Naruto instantly hissed and arched back, giving Sasuke the opportunity to suck on his collarbone and neck as he slowly pushed on, burying himself in the searing heat of Naruto. Sasuke grabbed him by the waist and pulled him closer, holding on for dear life almost, never wanting to let go again.

"Oh my.. god.. Naruto.." he panted as he finally pushed himself all the way in, the heat and tightness overloading his brain. "You okay?" He whispered in Naruto's ear, worried that he had hurt him somewhere since he hadnt moved for a few seconds.

"Yeah.." Naruto panted, wrapping his arms around Sasuke and pulling him close for another kiss. "Just.. move.."

Sasuke pulled out a bit and gave a small thrust back.

Both boys moaned out loudly at the sensation of being filled with pure heat and the other being surrounded by pure heat. Arching back, Sasuke couldnt contain himself any longer and pulled out more this time before thrusting back in one fluid moment.

Naruto groaned as he too started to move his hips, picking up the slow rythem Sasuke had started by thrusting in and out of him.

"Oh damn.. Sasuke.." He hissed and panted, sucking on his lovers neck whenever he could get the chance, his body pumping up and down on his lover.

Sasuke thrust in more harder this time, completely burying himself now that Naruto's body had adjusted itself to his size. Naruto screamed out at the top of his lungs as Sasuke had found a certain spot deep inside of him, sending white electricty up both their spines as Naruto's move practically sucked him in, swallowing him whole.

"Sasuke.. move.."

Sasuke complied and let the raging white hea take over him as he thrust more and faster deep into Naruto, the feeling of melting inside of him coming closer by the second as the tight ball in his abdomen started to curl up untill he could hardly take it anymore, sending flashes before his eyes as the wonderful sensation of sliding in and out of Naruto hit his mind with the intention to explode any second.

"Naruto.. You feel.. so good.." He hissed, biting Naruto's earlobe.

"Faster.. oh gods.." Naruto moaned loudly, his face twisted in pleasure as Sasuke filled him, fucking him senseless. "Faster.. I'm going to.. ah.."

Sasuke sped up his pace and moved faster in and out of the other man, wanting, craving the ball to explode in his mind. He could feel Naruto tense around him and a white surge of energy overtook his mind and sent it reeling, blowing his soul to bits as he came, burying his seed deep inside of Naruto.

Feeling the hot liguid flow into him, the hard cock spasming deep inside of him was enough for Naruto's body to cave in and he too came hard, screaming Sasuke's name as he spilled his seed over their stomachs, arching back untill his spine couldnt bend back any further.

Then, the moaning and the sound of two bodies clashing together made way for the simple sound of two men panting and the wind blowing through the open balcony door.

Just as fast as their mutual climax had washed over them, sleep pulled their eyelids down as sleep took over, a signal that both bodies were exhausted.

Sasuke opened his eyes, finding the blonde panting underneath him and he gladly rested his head on top of the broad tanned torso, listening to the soft fast heartbeat of the man below him. He listened to the beat, slowing down together with the breathing, and he was amazed by the impact of such a normal, little thing. The sound, the low thumping rumbling through the chest and resonating in the soft skin underneath his cheeks, it was hypnotising and it sent his mind flying back to him with wonderful speed.

Sasuke smiled and snaked up a hand to ruffle the blonde locks framing the now almost sleeping face. He twisted a few bangs around between his fingers and looked at the golden strands whilst still listening to the beating of the large heart below him. And as Naruto softly sank away in a heavenly deep sleep, his dreams filled with wonder and new-found love, Sasuke caught himself being breathless as the raw realisation now finally soaked not only his body, but finally set down in his mind, never to let go again.

Naruto was alive. He was right there, sleeping, wrapped in his arms.

"Hey moron.." He whispered, poking Naruto's cheek with a long finger.

"HmmNmm.." Naruto groaned, quite asleep already.

"I think.. I might. Love you." Sasuke muttered, face flushing a bright red as he said that. How could he ever say that? To another guy no less, Naruto even. But deep down in his heart he knew it was the truth and lost in the moment as he was, it seemed like a good thing to say now before he always regretted it, he never knew if he ever got the chance to say it again, even if it felt half as if a thing done in the heat of a moment. But on moments like this, his mind replied softly, people are often most honest with their deepest of feelings..

Naruto's mouth curled up in a little smile as he buried his face in the raven locks of his lover.

"Yeah.. I think I love you too.. Sasuke.." He whispered, the last word not more than a mere breath as sleep completely took over.

Finally, Sasuke also succumbed to the sweet darkness that sleep was offering him and he gladly let his soul drift away in surreal colors as his dreams started to bring back what had just happened once more and he drifted away with a genuine smile plastered on his face.