I was back in his room..on his bed. The silk sheets beneath my body felt comforting to me. His cloak was still wrapped around my body, and the smell brought back so many memories. I felt close to him again. Close and safe.

Edward was across the room at a desk looking over some papers, he was in different daze. His mind was somewhere else. He hadn't even looked at me or spoken to me since he killed Marcus in front of me.

I tore my gaze away from him, did he really order Marcus to kill Mike? And if Edward wanted me dead, he would of done it already. Wouldn't he?

I couldn't stand the silence anymore..even if he got angry, I didn't care, I just needed something...anything.

I looked back at him and took a deep breath.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked, not knowing if my voice sounded snappy or not, and if it did, it's not how how I intended.

Edward looked up from his work immediately, it was a dark stare, a stare that feared me to the core.

Edward stood up and walked over to me, I never tore away my gaze from him, as he came closer and wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me to his chest.

It was an unbelievable feeling to be this close to him again. I closed my eyes and tried to let him all in.

He kissed my neck gently, and moved my hair out of the way.

"Did you love him?" Edward whispered, on my neck.

I opened my eyes, I knew he meant Mike.

I pulled back, which surprisingly Edward let me.

I shook my head.. "I didn---"

Edward cut me off. "Yes...to answer your question..I did have him killed, only for me to have you again."

"I would of followed you anywhere Edward." I whispered.

Edward trailed his fingers along my chin. "My little lamb, you wouldn't of recognized me, I've killed so many people, I was told to stay away from you, but that all changed when I became more powerful than all the Volturi, now they listen to me...I have everything I could ever want, everything but you.."

My lips began to tremble as Edward leaned in and kissed me gently on the mouth, the kiss shot electricity through my body, the kiss was getting deeper.

There was a loud knock on the door...

"Edward."

A voice called through the door, it sounded like Aro.

Edward growled on my mouth.

"Not now, we're busy!" Edward yelled at the door.

"We have a problem."

Edward closed his eyes, his hands caressing my neck, he sniffed around my neck.

"You smell incredible..." Edward whispered.

Edward pulled back. "I'll be a moment."

I saw in his eyes, that this was Edward, and it didn't matter what he done or what he will do. His eyes were not red anymore, but they were golden brown. The eyes I could get lost in.

"Your eyes." I whispered, I reached up to touch his face, only to be stopped by him grabbing my wrist.

"Not now, Isabella." Edward said.

Isabella? He's never calls me Isabella.

"Isabella? You never call me---"

Instantly my head went down, as he stroked my cheek and stormed out the door.

I laid down on the bed, confused. My heart ached, I didn't know what Edward was thinking, would he tell me if I asked?

My mind drifted as my eyes were getting heavy. I couldn't stay awake anymore. I would be safe with Edward nearby..

I started to stir in my sleep, it felt good to be able to relax.

A hand then flew over my mouth, and my eyes fluttered opened. There in front of me stood someone I never thought I would see again.

Emmett.

I sat up slowly as he brought me up, he let go of my mouth.

"We have to go, Alice, Jasper, and Rose are causing a distraction so I can get you out of here."

My mind wandered, did I really wanted to leave? I was finally with Edward again, or whatever I had with him, I didn't want to leave. He still loved me, I know he did.

Emmett must of saw my hesitation, because he brought me up to his arms.

I couldn't fight it, I couldn't tell him I wanted to stay. Would Edward come after me?

Emmett pulled open the door, and I looked over to see Edward standing in the way.

"Do you have a problem seeing me happy Emmett?" Edward asked, his teeth gritting.

Emmett shook his head. "This is not the way."

Edward stepped forward. "She's the only thing in the world to me, the only

thing that makes me happy....and you think you can come in and take it away from me?"

Emmett put me on the ground....

"I kept the other welcoming party alive....but you touched her..and that's"

Edward was going to kill Emmett? He couldn't.

I walked over to Edward, and placed my hands on his chest.

"Edward..please...I want to stay with you." Edward looked down at me, his eyes full of rage, I was hoping I could pull him out and just believe he's all I've ever wanted.

Edward looked past me to Emmett. "Leave...Now."

Emmett looked at me again and left the room.

I let out a breath of relief.

"'ill not make any effort to stay away from you, and you better do the same" he warned me. I sighed.

"Edward please..." I whispered. "I'm sorry."

Edward slid his finger across my cheek. "Don't be. Just don't ever leave me."

"I'm still-" I stopped, I had to get up enough courage to say this. I looked back at him, into his eyes.

"I'm still not afraid of you." I finished.

Edward chuckled as he ran his fingers through my hair.

I didn't believe he could ever hurt me, especially physically.

"Hmmm. I tell you I want to kill you, drain the blood out of you, and you don't even flinch with fear, but---"

Edward's hands slid down my waist, along my pelvis.

"What if I told you...that I wanted you...all of you..."

I trembled as my blood went hotter, and cheeks blushed.

Edward smiled at his accomplishment. "Ahh There's my girl."

Edward picked up me up quickly, and flew me across the room, and we were on the bed. Edward hovering over me, so gently, that his weight was barely on me.

I bit my lip nervously, Edward caressed my cheek. "God..You're beautiful."

I gave a faint smile. "I've missed you." I whispered.

"You don't have to...not anymore..I'll never leave you again." Edward replied.

I brought my hand to his cheek, it was cold. Edward leaned into it and kissed it gently.

His gaze locked with mine, and I shuddered beneath him. Was I ready to be with him like this? I knew he felt it too.

His lips gently parted my mouth, and it was pure ecstasy.

His lips moved with mine, I heard a low, soft growl come from his mouth, which I could only think, it meant, he wanted me to respond.

Slowly, I gave in and moved my mouth and body along with his, which I felt he responded even more. It was very slow, sweet, and intimate.

This was all very new, it was passionate, and exhilarating.

Edward's hands roamed all over my body, his hand went down my thigh and was bringing my dress up, he wanted more of me exposed.

I was getting more nervous and alarmed at this, when I realized, I was about to get naked. I was nervous and scared.

I put my hands on top of his. "Edward...wait."

Edward pulled back and grunted, Edward placed his forehead against mine.

"You're going to be the death of me, I swear you are." Edward whispered against me.

"I don't mean to." I whispered back.

Edward chuckled.

"We don't have to do this...Whenever you're ready." Edward quickly got up, off me., and went to the middle of the room.

I breathed harder. What I was doing? What was I thinking? This was Edward for Gods sake, this is what I've been missing...what I've craved for...to be in Edward's arms, to feel his love.

Edwards back was toward me, he was looking down at his papers. I stood up quietly, and unzipped my dress, stepping out of it.

I was now in a black bra and pantie set with lace, not my first choice, but I'm sure it would get Edward's attention.

"So..you must be hungry." Edward said, as he turned, "We coul---" Edward stopped at mid sentence, when he saw me.

I laughed nervously.

Edward stepped closer to me, "Bella...you don't have to do this."

I shook my head. "No..I want to.. I love you....I've never stopped...I can't. I've missed you so much Edward, and you went away, but you're here, and I'm going to count to five, and I want you over here kissing me....making love to me."

In that split second Edward was in front of me kissing me passionately, with more passion than ever before.

I pulled away. "I didn't even begin to count."

Edward laughed softly..."You never have to count with me."

He leaned in and finished the kiss, and I was in external bliss.

It was like my dream, the dream I had with Edward.

Edward and I were in our bed caressing each other. It felt amazing and real. Like I was home. I was where my heart wanted to be. I ran my hand down his back over his beautiful muscles they were tightened above me, protecting me..

We both had our wedding rings on..it was perfect. Edward had placed it on my finger, when started to make love to me. It was perfect.

Edward began kissing my neck gently. I held on tightly to him afraid to let go. I began kissing his fingers. We moved perfectly under the sheets, and then Edward began kissing my lips tenderly. I closed my eyes, taking him all in. "I love you." Edward whispered into my ear.

He was so gentle the whole time.. I felt no pain, with him inside of me. I felt like this was right where I belonged..Forever.