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~Bonnie~
To be honest I wasn't sure how this was going to work. I wasn't dying so there wasn't an urgency to save my life. I wondered whether it would hurt to die. So many thoughts plagued my mind on the subject. Especially on the after part. How bad would the thirst be? Would I go nuts?
I just shook my head of the thoughts.
"You okay?" Stefan asked
I turned to look up at him and just nodded. His soft touch caressed my cheek. I knew it was coming but why was I afraid all of the sudden? I wanted this. He leaned in closer till our lips were mere inches apart. then his lips brushed against mine into a kiss. As it deepened I felt his arms wrap around my waist pulling me closer. As I wrapped my arms around his neck I felt my fingers weave through his hair. I could feel his lips trail down my jaw toward my throat and I felt my heart quicken. I knew it was coming. Then he looked up at me his eyes pitch black and fangs lengthened. He looked terrified and I understood why now.
He had never had any of my blood. He didn't have any idea what it would do to him or if he would be able to stop. Damon must've have said something about it because he was must've told him about how witch blood can be even more intoxicating than human blood. I took his face in my tiny hands and looked into his dark eyes. Then I kissed him gently and turned my head enough to expose my neck. I felt him grab me by the back of the neck pulling me closer. Next thing I knew I felt a sharp pinch in my neck. His other arm wound around my waist yanking me roughly against him. I could tell his animalistic instinct was taking over. I whimpered as I felt his fangs sink even deeper into me. He just growled and in my own basic human-like instinct I tried to pull away but he gripped me tighter not letting go. As he yanked me back toward him. I put my hand on his shoulder trying to stabilize myself. I was beginning to feel light headed and dizzy. The more I tried to hold on the more I felt like I was losing myself. I tried to say stop but it took to much energy to get it out. I even tried to push him off but he just growled. My arms fell from him but he just leaned over my body as he held me up. Everything was getting darker like I was being pulled away from where I was now and the more I did try to hold on the more I fell into the dark until that's all there was.
~Stefan~
I couldn't stop no matter how much the little voice in my head told me to. Her blood tasted more sweeter than anything I had ever had. Then I heard her heart. It was slowing down but I still couldn't stop. The more I was taking the more it slowed down. The change couldn't take place if she was fully dead. Finally pulling away I looked down at the limp body in my arms. Lowering her to the floor gently I noticed the bite on her neck was gushing horribly. And still her heart slowed. I quickly bit my wrist and opened her mouth so the liquid would flow down freely.
"Stay with me." I pleaded
Then I listened as her heart slowed then just stopped.
"No." I muttered
I pulled her close against my chest. Her body had lost all of its warmth. Closing my eyes I felt tears slide down my cheeks. After minutes of sitting there and hoping that by some miracle she would come back I picked herup in my arms and and walked over to the bed and laid her down. Her body was lifeless.
I shouldn't have done this. Why did you agree to this if knew this could happen! You only have yourself to blame.
So many emotions were flying through that I wasn't entirely sure if I was angry or in mourning. I turned and hit the wall. Pulling my fist out of it I watched as as the wounds on my knuckles healed in seconds. I left and went downstairs. I couldn't look at her. I couldn't look at what I had done.
~Bonnie~
It was dark. I hated the dark. A lot of things went bump in the dark. I don't think I had ever felt so alone than I did now.
"Stefan?" I called out
Did he leave me? Maybe I did something wrong.
"Anyone out there?"
Man did that sound cliche. But there wasn't an answer. I need to get out. I closed my eyes and thought. I thought about being asleep. About laying comfortably in bed with Stefan's arms around me not wanting to let go. Then I felt something. It was warm but the dark was also getting brighter. I also felt something beneath me it was a plush feeling. Then I jumped at a jolted feeling of being pulled. Then it pulled harder until I felt myself bolt up right. For a split second I felt myself floating even though I was l sitting up in bed. It was morning and the sun was shining in. Ilooed around for a few minutes. Everything was clearer and sharper as was my hearing. I could hear the housekeeper downstairs in the kitchen. I slowly got up but it was like I was up in a milisecond. I was faster and apparently stronger since the doorknob broke when I went to open the door.
I walked downstairs but was there in a matter of seconds. I looked around but saw no one.
"Bonnie?"
I looked in the direction of the voice. It was Stefan. His features were so much more defined as I looked at him from top to bottom. He took a step toward me and I took a few back.
"You left me all alone. It was so dark and you left me." I said blankly
He walked toward me but as I tried to dodge him but he was still quicker. He grabbed me by the shoulders.
"I didn't leave you. I thought you were dead." he said
I could see it in his eyes. The sadness and the happiness of seeing me.
"Stefan..." I trailed off
But before I said anything more his lips crushed against mine relentlessly. He wasn't holding back as he usually had.
"You're not dead." I heard him whisper when our lips parted
"I am dead more or less."
He chuckled a little pulling me closer. I had been so caught up with him that I hadn't noticed how hungry I was. But when I saw the house keeper come in humming a little lullaby I felt a growl rip through me. Like an animal instinct I went to jump at her ready to sink my fangs into her olive colored skin. Stefan caught me barely around the waist holding me back. The woman screamed and ran back to the kitchen. Stefan threw me backwards and I hit a wall. I was up on my feet ready to chase herbecause for some reason the thought of chasing her then eating her entertained me.
"Of course you're hungry." I heard Stefan say
But I was to occupied on the scent of the housekeeper to pay attention. The hunger was ripping me inside out. I was so hungry that it was all I could think about. In the midst of everything though I forgot to breathe. Being dead is so complicated.
Alrighty now there is going to be more chapters that's for sure because I have a few more ideas for this still.
I'll give you a sneak peek:
There will be a return to Fell's Church. Plus there are animal attacks unexplained. Matt gets an unexpected change that he didn't ask for.
That's the sneak peek so since I gave you that I want you to review. Go ahead hit that button and do it.