HI PEEPS! Kinda busy these past few days, so...
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Head is screaming at me. But he sounded muffled. I can only hear certain words.
…monster…abomination…witch…die…
I can kinda guess where he's going with all that.
Tears spring down my cheeks as I shoved my arm across my face violently in attempt to wipe the tears off, wincing in pain when I rubbed my left eye.
She's anything but a monster.
Anything.
She's kind, and caring and sweet and pure.
She's beautiful, she's smart, she's nice, she's gentle.
She's poised, she's reserved, she's polite, she's regal.
She's amazing, she's incredible, she's genuine.
She's selfless.
Ridiculously selfless.
Everything about her is…
Selfless.
She's not a monster.
She's not a witch.
No.
She's far from any of those, surpassing all limits in limits.
She's far from human.
She's too selfless, too kind, too…perfect, for a fucking human.
She's a goddamn goddess.
A miracle.
Using the wall as a support, I trudge alongside it, dragging myself toward the apartment exit.
I stop, and clench my fists, my nails scraping against the wall as the fingers curled in.
Rage overwhelms me.
She's not a monster.
She's not a fucking monster.
I glare at the ceiling.
Why are you doing this to her?
Why are you torturing her?
WHY!?
My cheeks are burning. My heartbeat booms loud in my ears.
She doesn't deserve this.
She never deserved this.
I clench my jaw.
She deserved a normal life, a family.
And so much more.
I'm panting, mist coming out as I exhaled.
And yet you just chose to make her life so miserable, to the point where she had to shut herself away for the sake of others.
What has she done?
WHAT HAS SHE DONE TO YOU!?
'What could she possibly have done, to make her deserve this…' I hiss.
Tears roll down like boulders.
My body is burning. I'm consumed completely by rage. I've never felt rage like this before. To a point where rage turns into agony. I dig my nails into my palms. And I let all of it go.
'WHAT HAS SHE FUCKING DONE TO YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH!'
The sentence echoed back and forth, making its mark.
A loud sob escapes my scratchy sore throat, and I collapse onto the ground. Tears burst out as I sobbed openly, my tears staining the wooden floor.
'WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS WHY!?' I repeated over and over again as I slammed my fist on the floor over and over, making the ground shake. Sharp spears of pain run up my arm from my fist, but I'm too angry to notice.
Soon all the anger turns into despair as wave after wave of tears overwhelm me. I cradle my sore hand, as I stand up once again.
IDIOT WHILE YOU'RE HERE WALLOWING IN PITY YOU'RE FUCKING GIRLFRIEND IS STILL OUT THERE!
That caught my attention. Everything ignored, I stumble out of the door, somehow knowing where I'm going despite the spinning in my head.
I stumble down the stairs like a drunk. I don't know what time it is, I don't care what time it is. All I know is that I have to find her.
When I got down to the entrance, I gasped.
It's snowing. It's snowing in May. Not just snowing, but a full on snowstorm. Everything in front of me is black. The wind howls.
And Elsa is nowhere to be seen.
OK... You sensed it, I sensed it.
THINGS ARE GETTING INTENSE!
Those things Jack said, were actually from my perspective. I tell myself 'If I ever find that motherfucker I swear to God-' 'Oh wait! That fucker is me!' XD Literally. My feels are so messed up right now.
I'm sorry Els. :'(
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