Authors note: Have you guys ever seen the movie 13 with Nikki Reed? I can't believe she could write something like that at such a young age…I also can't believe it was based on her life!!! That's just crazy!!! Anyway though the movie inspired me to write another chapter and if you haven't seen it and have no idea what it is go watch it on YouTube, it's one of those amazingly crazy movies that you can't turn away from once you start watching no matter how insane it gets.

(Bella's POV)

After Jacob said what he said he left and I was all alone. Me being alone was never, ever a good thing. I didn't know what to do without anyone around….I worried if I was left alone for too long I'd slowly ease back into my depression.

I couldn't believe Jake had just left me here, I mean he was my one and only friend, he knew my condition, didn't he know I'd do something stupid? Maybe he just didn't care anymore, I mean he'd try to help me and all I'd do is get him into more and more trouble….in the end you couldn't blame him for running out on me, I was a complete wreck!!!!!

I didn't know what I could do without him though, he was the glue holding my shattered body together. This totally sucked!!!!! The only thing I could possible think of logically doing was going for a walk to run off some steam. I slowly pulled on a sweatshirt, some shoes, and went outside.

I walked slowly, street by street, block by block…..no matter how far the distance the pain of having no one did not subside. I walked and walked until my feet hurt, hell probably bleed, I walked until I heard a voice.

"Bella?" Someone yelled….I froze…who could that have been? Slowly I turned to see that it was….Angela? What was she doing on the street corner.

"Hey Bella, I haven't seen you forever!!" She said hugging me….I missed Angela…she had always been so nice…I wondered how she was doing stuck alone with Jess day in and day out…..all I know is it must really suck. As I looked her over she seemed different….not a good different.

"What are you doing over here?" She asked as she took out a cigarette…ok since when did she smoke?

"I think I should be the one asking you that." I answered.

"Oh, me? I'm just chilling with my crew." She answered, pointing to the others on the street corner, they looked sort of like druggies….was life with Jess really that bad that she had to turn to this? What the fuck had been going on while I was gone?

I didn't want to ask so I changed the subject. "So…..how's Ben?" I asked her.

"Oh…Ben…he left…" She answered….oh my god, was she saying he died?

"I'm so sorry." I answered.

"He's not dead, he moved away." She answered laughing…I didn't understand how this was funny. Ben was like Angela's other half, the only thing holding her together…is this why she had turned to drugs?

"Well how are you doing with out him?" I asked.

"At first…it wasn't good….I mean he was like my only friend besides you, and you were gone, I didn't know how I could keep the pain away." She answered sadly.

"Oh…..so that's why you have these?" I asked, pointing to her stash.

"There good pain relievers…want a hit?" She asked me.

Any normally sane person would have walked away long ago, would have said no….I on the other hand was willing to try anything to stop feeling the horrible pain of my fractured heart.

"Sure." I answered.

(Jake's POV)

My head was in such a fog, I knew I was being stupid but I couldn't help it. It was probably one of the worst idea's I've ever had to leave Bella alone but what the hell was I supposed to do? I couldn't be with her and I couldn't be without her without her getting hurt.

I needed time to think about what I could do so I went for a short drive….I was just about to go back and see Bella when I caught glimpse of a small, brunette smoking pot on the side of the road with a bunch of druggies. Was that, it couldn't be, could it? I thought as I veered closer to the sight.

Shit, shit, shit, it was!!!! I muttered in my head as I realized who the girl was. Damn girl, I couldn't leave her alone for more then twenty minutes without her doing something insane.

"Bella what are you doing?" I yelled out the window as she got closer.

"Oh Jakey hey I'm just hanging out, you want some?" She asked, giggling.

"No." I sighed as I got out of the car. This was all my fault and Charlie was going to kill me!!! At this point I didn't even care if I hurt her or not, I needed to get her safely back home.

"Your coming with me." I answered picking her up.

"Where are we going?" She asked. "Is it candy mountain? Please let it be candy mountain!!!!" She yelled.

"Uh...no…I'm taking you home." I answered.

"Oh so we can go do it?" She asked.

"No….how much of that stuff did you take? Your dad is going to murder me!!" I sighed as we drove.

"Not many, only like a million." She giggled.

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When we got into the driveway I saw none other then the police curser parked in it's usual spot. Shit, shit, shit!! Charlie was back from the hospital and Bella was insanely drunk and high…..I couldn't just drop her off like this!!!!

Authors note: Ok this was very, very occ but oh well….please still review anyway oh tell me if you ever saw the movie I was talking about if you have no idea what im talking about now then go read the first authors note please and thanks love you all bye bye (=