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Chapter 21

Bella POV

Monday night

I was so tired I went to bed and felt asleep in less than five minutes. And then it started...

I was in the forest, again, he was talking to me, saying all those horrible things that I already knew, and when he said he didn't want me anymore, I break down, but I still ask about the others, the rest of the family? I knew Rosalie would be more than happy to move away from me, Jasper as well, but what about Alice? And Esmee? I cannot believe that they were toying with me! They loved me!

But he said that they didn't care! I was heartbroken! And he was talking and saying things that I didn't even heard because I didn't want to listen to him anymore! I had something to do; I needed to find my family! I run away from Edward, because yes, I could say his name without losing control! I ran away from him, because if he didn't care about me, there was nothing more I could do .I ran away because I finally understood that it wasn't just him that I would be mourning, but all of them, I felt in love with him, but truly, I love them all: Alice, Esmee, Carlisle, Emmet, Jasper and even Rosalie, I love them, they are my family as well, and I had to find them because without them I would be lost. I knew that without them I could not continue my life, everything would stop.

After a long run, I found Alice...

"I know what you are going to ask Bella, but I cannot do that! Edward is right, we have to move for your safety, I love you like a sister, but I have to leave you." She said in a strangely calm voice.

"Nooooooo!" I screamed but it was too late, she had disappeared. "Alice, come back! You are my best friend, how am I going to live without you? Come back... please come back!"

And with those words I broke down; I could not cope with the pain anymore, because she had left me! My bestfriend, my sister, the person suppose to be here for me in hard time vanished with my now ex-boyfriend and the rest of the family.

They were all gone, I knew it!

All?

No, because in my dream I knew he would come, like he had done for the past few days, my angel would come and help me. And there he was, full of light, so bright that I could not see his features properly.

"You came!" It wasn't a question.

"Of course Bella, I will always be there for you" the angel reply, and he added," I am so sorry for leaving you in the first place, I should have never left!"

"You left? Who are you? " I was a bit confuse, I knew that I saw that person before, I just couldn't recognise it right now, like my brain did not want to give me the answer.

"That Bella you will know it when the right time comes. Now, go back to sleep..."

I didn't want to go back to sleep I wanted to know who it was! But a felt tired, so I laid down on the forest floor and just before I closed my eyes, I could see her, my angel were a she!

And with that thought I ended my nightmare for a more peaceful dream, because I knew that I didn't care if Edward never came back, I had her, and she will always be there for me, and she will make sure to make my life happy, and I knew it will be because she was there to protect me!

That is how this Monday night, my dream changed, and I was glad!

I only wished I was this strong in real life!